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I wanted him. All of him. I wanted to be the one kissing him. I wanted to be the one holding him. I wanted to be the one with him. I wanted to be his girlfriend.

Lipstick, pretty face

And maybe you'll notice

Somethin different bout me

Different bout me

I walked up to Eli, sure to get his attention with my new look. He was standing by his locker taking out books for his class. He'll notice me. He has to.

"Hey Eli."

I stopped right beside him, making the best seductive face I can and sticking out my chest.

"Hey Clare."

He gave me a small glance and smile, then turned away from me. The big smile that I didn't notice I had vanished. I was hoping he'd notice the way my eyes stood out because of the eyeliner, my red lips, and my straight hair.

Yeah you talk, talk all you want

You pour your heart out

But you never do see

You never do see me

"I need your advice."

I slowly nodded my head, my plan obviously failing to get his attention.

"Sure, whats wrong?"

"Tiffany wants me to do something romantic for our 2 month anniversary. What should I do?"

Of course he'd talk about her. She was all he talked about. Even though she didn't love him, he loved her a treated her with so much respect. But sadly, she was never thankful to have him.

"Romantic dinner or movies. Every girls dream."

I gave him a fake smile. I wish it was our 2 month anniversary. I'd be happy just to spend time with him. Either locked up in his or my room, or driving around in Morty.

"Thanks so much Clare! You're the best. I didn't know which to do."

He gave me that smirk that I fell in love with. I smiled back and nodded my head.

Hey

Cant wait around forever for you

I walked around in the park, enjoying the peaceful silence. I stopped when I heard a familiar giggle. That girly giggle I hated. I turned to the source of the noise and saw Tiffany with Eli. He looked bored, while she was laughing for no reason. Where did he get her? How did they end up together in the first place? But then I noticed…

If he wants her, then let him be happy. I love him too damn much to ruin his life. I cant wait forever.

Sooner or later

You're gonna come around

And you'll be sorry

When you figure out

That I was always

Everything that you needed

Sooner or later

You're gonna wish you had me

Im always there for him, and she's not. I always give him advice for her. Im helping him please her. And what do I get? Nothing.

Well she don't do

Nothin for you

But mess you up

Yeah she messes you up

I remember one night when you called me crying. You said she cheated on you. I was up all night with you, soothing you and telling you everything would be okay. I don't know how a person could do such a thing. Steal someone else's love then crush them. You deserve better.

Im your shoulder

Im the quick drive over

Tryna fix your stuff

Well I give up

"Clare!"

I slowly stopped walking as the source of the voices footsteps got closer to me. I turned around and saw Eli. He looked worried and out of place.

"Whats wrong?"

I touched his shoulder gently, waiting for him to say something.

"Tiffany! She- she made me do something terribly wrong- worse than wrong! Fucked up!"

I wrinkled my eyebrows together.

"She had me tell everybody about Adam!"

My eyes widened. Oh no.

"You told everybody about Adam?"

He slowly nodded then started to cry. Eli probably didn't look like it, but he is a sensitive guy. Very gentle hearted. I pulled his head onto my chest and let him cry.

"Don't worry. I'll find a way to fix this. Okay? Shh don't cry. Its okay."

We stood on the sidewalk, me holding him. I needed to fix this. How could I fix this? I cant fix this.

Oooooh

You never see me standing right in front of you

"Oh really? You think you're a better writer than me?"

I raised my eyebrow at Eli. We'd always have these playful little arguments.

"I don't think I am, I know I am. You heard Ms. Dawes, you don't put enough emotion in your writing."

"And she said you're too wordy. So-"

I was interrupted by Eli being pulled up by Tiffany. She glanced at me and crushed her lips over Eli's. I got up from the floor and cleared my throat. They pulled away and started talking.

"Im gonna go. See you later?"

Eli didn't even look at me, he just kept talking. As if im not there anymore. Im nothing when she's around.

Sooner or later

You're gonna come around

And you'll be sorry

When you figure out

That I was always

Everything that you needed

Sooner or later

You're gonna wish you had me

Oh you're gonna wish me back so bad

(So bad)

Oh but it's a little too late for that

"She cheated on me Clare!"

I looked down at the broken boy in my arms. She did it again. She messed him up.

"Its okay, Eli. She wasn't worth it anyway."

I gave him a small smile.

"You're right. But you know what?"

He grabbed my hands and looked me in the eye.

"You're worth it."

"You mean- you wanna be with me?"

He nodded and smiled. The moment I've been waiting for. I've waited for this for 4 years. I took my hands from his soft, gentle, warm grasp.

"Sorry Eli but- Its too late."

He lost me.

Lipstick, pretty face

And maybe you'll notice

Something different bout me

Different bout me

Everytime I tried to change for him, he never noticed. I was and tried to be the best friend a person could ever have, but he never noticed. I always helped him plan dates for her, get him out of trouble because of her, and fix his broken heart caused by her. But he never noticed. I was there all along, but he never noticed. My heart was open to him all these years, but he never noticed. I gotta face the truth, he will never notice.

Sooner or later

You're gonna come around

And you'll be sorry

When you figure out

That I was always

Everything that you needed

Sooner or later

You're gonna wish you had me

Yeah

Oh you're gonna wish you had me

Yeah

Oh you're gonna wish you had me

You're gonna wish you had me

Oh you're gonna wish you had me

I love you Eli. I always will love you. But im not ready. You're not ready. When the time comes, you'll own my heart again.

Did it suck? I tried lol :) Well, reviews would be awesome! Bye bye!