Hey everyone I have another story for you. This story was sort of inspired my a dream I had. I told it to my one friend and she said it would make a great Mediator story...so here you go. I hope you like it. A/N: This story will be set in Suze's POV.

Prologue- Flashback….Six and a half Years Earlier

"I'm not leaving without you Jesse. Please I'm nothing without you!" I cry as I'm being dragged out of the foggy corridor. I can't leave him here no matter how hard I'm being forced to.

"Susannah, please. You'll be fine without me. You'll move on to someone who for one thing is alive and who can love you." Jesse took my hands in his and kissed them fiercely. This makes me cry. I try holding back the tears but I can't. First, Jesse gets unintentionally exorcised and now when I try to take him out of this place, I find out that I can't.

"I will never ever love someone as much as I love you. Even if I find someone else." I kiss his cheek and pull him to me my tears falling heavy and hard. "I love you Jesse. I'm sorry. I'm so sorry." He pulls away and looks at me. Then out of no where he kisses me, gently. After a few seconds it gets harder and I snake my arms around his neck to pull him closer to me. His hands cup my cheeks and I feel tears on his face as well as mine.

We broke apart and he whispered 'I love you querida' and let me go. I watched very blurry eyed as Jesse walked farther down the corridor…into the place they told me not to go. The light. I looked down at the watch Father D gave me. One minute left…uh-oh. Tears still streaming down my face, I ran to the hole I came through and could see the church again. Then I felt myself falling.

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"Susannah are you okay??" I open my eyes slowly and realized I was back in my own body again. I tested my arms and legs to make sure I was okay. Thankfully, still in one piece, I carefully sat up Father D supporting me. I realized then there were still two other people with him…Jack and Paul Slater. Then everything that just happened reoccurred in my mind. Jesse. Gone. Into light.

Before I knew it, tears were falling from my face again. Father D just looked at me. "Susannah what happened? Are you okay? Where's Jesse?"

I looked at him through my tears. "He's g-gone," I managed to choke out. "I couldn't bring him back. He w-went int-to the l-light." I was sobbing by then. Father D wrapped me in a tight hug. Jack put his hand on my shoulder. I was still fuming that he exorcised Jesse, but it really wasn't his fault. Maria tricked him, he didn't know better.

After I was able to control my tears a little, Father D let go of me. "I'm so sorry Susannah," was all he said and started to leave the church.

I looked at Jack and Paul and slowly got up and walked out of the church. Feeling another around of tears coming, I walked faster. I can't let anyone see me like this.

"Suze, wait! Please." I turned around slowly realizing Paul was running after me.

"What do you want Paul? I'm not in the mood right now," I said beginning to get blurry eyed again.

He looked at me, hands shoved into his pockets. "I just…wanted to say that… I'm sorry. About Jesse, I mean. You really must have loved him to go through all of that to try and get him back."

I looked at Paul. Despite the fact that he left me for almost death in that corridor, I needed someone right now. And what he said is and will be the sweetest thing he'll probably ever say to me, to any girl really. I ran to him and he enclosed me in this arms. "Shh, its okay. I'm here for you. It's going to be okay." We continued to hold me tight as I stained his shirt with tears.

Will it though? Will everything ever be okay without Jesse? And can I and will I ever find someone to replace Jesse?

Well that's the Prologue. I hope it was okay. The next chapter will be up as soon as I can. School is really busy right now since we're only going into the third week. So when I have some time i'll write and get the next chapter uploaded. TTYL XD