This is a short little drabble about Roxis's thoughts on Vayne. Im in the middle of working on two one shots for them but I was having a fight with my plot bunnies. (Little bunnies that give me ideas for stories XD)
Anyway I decided to write this to give the Rayne fans something to muse over while I'm working on the others.
**Dont forget to vote for my next Mana pairing to write about**
I hate him so much. I hate everything about him. I hate his guts more and more every time I think about it.
So why do I bother thinking about him. Do I love hating him so much that I give myself more reasons to do so?
My mana says that deep down I'm in love with him. I always get mad and he laughs.
Stupid mana.
He brings up an interesting point....Do I hate Vayne so much that I care about him?
No.
I hate him.
I hate everything about him.
...Right...?
No.
I don't hate him that much.
I don't think I want him to die...
At least not now.
If I want him to die my mana will leave me.
So its just acting....yea..That's it acting.
...
No.
Things change..People change.
I changed.
I don't hate Vayne that much.
Not enough to kill him.
Not enough to hurt him.
Not physically at least....
Mentally?
No.
I don't want to hurt him like that either...
Alright maybe I don't hate him.
Maybe I care about him so much that I hate him....
Yes.
I think I'm begining to understand myself.
Is this what my parents ment by self growth?
Yes...Maybe.
Maybe I don't hate Vayne.
Maybe that cute stupid silver head boy means something to me.
Maybe.
....................
I sure as hell would hate to admit that outloud.
Hmm
That was ok..
It was a little drabble after all. ^^
But comeone can't you all see Roxis thought process being like that?
-I hate him, I hate him.- -....- -Maybe he's ok-
Heehee ^-^ and it grows from there.
Anyway hope you like reading Roxis's thoughts.
