This all started a year ago, everything i had wanted had just feel in place a good girl,good job,good family, and a good life. But It seems fate had than one thing it wanted to take away from me. So why not go back and tell you everything sitting this hole six feet in the ground gives me alot of time to just think. Well i guess it was the June first when i began to feel alive, i was always only in my own zone and didnt care about anyone but me. That seriously changed as she walked by and the smell cactus's and dirt, not only that a real Arizona beauty dark hair gravestone green eyes and body of the worlds curviest highway. You know something you want to ride all besides all that she was simply hot. I think she noticed me looking at her so she turned and said "What the fuck are you looking at!?" And almost immediatly everyone turned to look at me."But... sorry" The look in those eyes turned to straight rage I figured i should just walk away before i could take a step back she already had my arm and said to "apoligize" I was stunned to even had a girl like this talk to me let alone touch me. I stopped looked around And said "i'm sorry for staring " she looked around said yeah "whatever" and walked off. Then reality hit everyone me was laughing there ass off at my suspense, I put in my headphones and walked away before things got ugly for them. On my way home I couldnt help but feel the sun even through the smog Arizona is a bad place to be if you don't like heat. I was on the edge of town were i lived and there i saw her walking out of the desert, Iducked down ass fast as i could hoping she wouldn't get a glimpse of me. When i felt it was safe i started walking. Three and a half steps later a "hey get the fuck over here" cry's out and i thought "Don't let it be her anyone but her before i could turn in the direction from which the voice came i stopped and she was just smiling at me. i stopped walked over to her and said"why are you smiling?" she said because your funny.I asked "how?" she said because i didnt as her out when i saw her. The first thought in my head was simply"FUCK!' if i had known i could be with her i wouldnt have been ducking around town scared shitless just to see her. I paused and said "alright so you wanna go out sometime?" she looked at me and said No!