This is it!
This is it! This is my chance! I've waited enough for this time. I'm not quite sure of my feelings lately, but now… I'm very very sure of it! With the advice of my loving and caring bestfriend, I know this is it! I don't want to miss this chance anymore. You can do this Mikan! Trust yourself!! Go on girl! Okay now, be ready… inhale… exhale… inhale… exhale… 1…2…3!!
"Uh, Natsume" I looked at his handsome face. He is seated on the top branch of our favorite Sakura Tree, relaxing his well grown muscular body. It's only the two of us who's here… I wonder why? Wait let me check the time… it's already 10:32 p.m.! Oh my! I'll surely be late for class tomorrow. I got to sleep now but I should say something to Natsume before I go.
"What Polka-dots?" his crimson eyes met mine.
"Err… Polka-dots! Polka-dots!! I HAVE MY OWN NAME NATSUME!" the nerve of this guy!!
"What do you want?" he's serious now! Uh..! This guy needs an attitude change! Nevermind! Okay now back to business.
"I let it pass this time because I have something important to tell you."
"Just say it. Don't waste my time."
"Uhm, I hope our friendship will not change after I say this. I… I'm taking this risk so I won't have any regrets from not trying and most importantly, I can't hide it anymore. So please don't change okay?"
"Hmmmm…"
"I…"
"You what?"
"I…"
"Damn! Just say it!"
"I love you!!" I watched his calm face turned into shockness. It's been a while and he's not saying any word. As my eyes slowly release tears, I prepare to leave the place. When I was about to walk, strong arms pinned me against the tree…
"Where do you think you're going?"
"You don't feel the same right? Sorry Natsume. Please let me--"
"Idiot."
"I know. I'm an idiot to fall in love with a genius and good looking man like you and choosing to confess my feelings even though I know that I'll be rejected."
"You know what?"
"What?"
"There is no difference between a wise and a fool when they fall in love."
"What do you mean?"
"You're really stupid."
"Yeah I know so you should tell me what you mean by that." I watched his face getting close as he slowly pressed his lips into mine. Wow! I felt like I'm in heaven now! I never thought it will turn out like this.
"Do you understand now?" I was too shocked to answer.
"…does that mean you love me too?"
"Use your common sense MIKAN." And with that, he walked away.
