Okay, this is just a one shot for now. Might turn into a story if the reviewers want to. So like you decide if it will be more chapters or not so tell in the reviews and i might work up a new chapter ;) Now this is like my second story at this category and i'm not that good in posting updates but we can hope my other story i have 'two hearts for one' get a chapter update soon. I'm working as hard as i can on it.

I did post this because i have had the idea about it in my mind for a few days and i just wanted it on the paper. Hope you'll like reading it as much as i liked writing it.

Disclaimer: I do not own anything in this story...

I almost forgott, this chapter is inspired by the song 'my bloody valentine' - tara young. This isn't a song fic thought but it is a really good song and i thought it fit to the pairing i just. A little tip for you is to listen to the song while reading the fic, i did it, it work's really good acctually.

A little warning that it might be a little rough on in one part, just a warning.


The pink hedgehog knew it was stupid of her, that she was up walking that is. It was the midle of the night and not to meantion no moon eaither. But that wasn't what was making this whole idea stupid, the thing making it stupid was that she had been ordered to stay in bed thanks to her head injury. It made it hard to run in the dim light of the night but she had to go, had to see him.

She let out an amounth of air creating a tail of smoke out of her mouth. It was cold, really cold almost freezing but she didn't care much about it even if she only had a blanked around her pink sleeveless shirt and short black shorts. She had nothing on her feet and if she had cared enough to feel the cold she would surely had frozen to dead in that spot... but she didn't, she didn't have time to think of the cold nor her head injury all she was thinking about was him.

She stoped running and looked at the house in front of her. It was dark and kinda far away from the others, but that was how he liked it. He liked to be alone and that she had touched a part of his heart was still a big mysteri for both of them. But mostly her...

She swallowed some saliva before she walked up to the dark oak door. A part of her wanted it to be locked so she would realize he had left like he said he would, but another part of her wanted it to be open so she could spend the night inside instead of having to go the long walk home in this cold.

She slowly walked up to the door and put her hand on the knob, she looked at it for a few minutes not knowing what to do. She wanted so dearly to turn in and walk away, crying that she wasn't strong enough for another goodbye but she couldn't take her hand of the knob. She took a deep breathe as she turned the knob and saw how the door opened slowly.

She gently pushed it open and looked into the dark hallway. There was a layer of dust on the floor showing that nobody had been there for a while. She let out a small sigh as she walked inside the house. She jump as the door closed shut behind her, she froze at her spot waiting for something what she didn't know. Someone standing behind her that would grab her and kill her or something but nothing came as she started to lose the tense in her body.

She walked through the dark hallway till she came to the livingroom, all the furniture was dressed with a white gown over them. It made her kinda angry, she wanted to go right in and remove all of the gowns from the furniture but something stopped her; something that caugh her eye sight at the almsot direct moment she stepped inside the room.

The blanket around her shoulders fell down on the dusty floor, creating a cloud of dust to spred in the air around her. She hardly noticed though, her vission was fixed on that small object lying on the small cofee table in the middle of the room. She slowly walked up to it and picked the beautiful rose up. She looked it over in the dim light and what made it so beautiful was that it was shifted color from the right to the left. From black to pink.

She smelled the beautiful cent from the flower which made her smiled. It reminded her so much about him, that special rose. She could feel the tears burn in her eyes as they fell down her cheeks. She wipped them slowly away, crying wouldn't do any good for her or anybody ells for that mather.

She let out a sigh as she was about to turn when she got that strong feeling that she wasn't alone. That horrible feeling of being watched from behind. She wanted to turn and see who was there with her but something in her mind warned her, a reflex kind of. The human reflew that often came when you where afraid.

She was hardly breathing as she tried to hear the sound of footsteps in the room but to her surprise there was noon. It made her ease a little but not whole.

A pair of strong yet gentel hands was placed on her over arms making her let out a small scream, but it fast died out. She had to much of a headache to scream and she was to afraid.

She was sure that her heart skipped a beat as she took a deep breathe waiting for the person to show himself.

"You like it?" She blinked, she knew that voice it made her want to turn around and hug him to death, but something stopped her. "It made me think of you."

He was so close that she could feel his chin on her shoulder when he talked in her ear. He was talking in mere whisperes but as close as he was it sounded like screams.

"I-it's beautiful." She got out as she looked down on the rose in her hands. "Very beautiful..."

"Not more then you." He turned her around in a strong yet fast move pressed his mouth to hers.

She blinked trying to understand what was happening. Her brain didn't hang on with the speed. She then stopped her gaze from around the room on his eyes, it made her gasp. A pair of blood red eyes stared at her in the kiss. She didn't know what to think, she only knew one person with red eyes and that was him. But he left, he said he would.

He slowly broke the kiss and looked at her green eyes. She didn't know what to do, neither what to say. Her mouth opened many times but nothing came out. She closed it again as she looked at the black hedgehog in front of her, he was looking at her with serious eyes. She knew what he must be thinking seeing her in his house in only Pj's.

"What are you doing here, Amy?" He asked and put a hand on her cheek. "You are freezing."

She looked down on the ground, the only thing she could do was to shake her head and cry. "I-i came looking for you." She finaly got out. "I wanted to know if you really left."

"I did." He said making her look at him, his face genteled a little when he saw her cry. He took a step closer to her and put a gentel arm over her shoulder. "But when i saw you outside i had to see that you where okay."

She blushed a little to her stupid choose to walk out in the cold. But she didn't regret it, she never would regret a decition she made that involved him. "You can't leave me... " She whispered so quiet that she almost couldn't hear herself say it.

"What?" He asked trying to understand what she had said.

"You can't lave me, Shadow." She said and looked him in the eyes. "I need you, more then ever before."

"You know i can't stay." Shadow said and rubbed away a few tears falling from her eyes. "It is for the great of good. It will keep you safe."

Amy's eyes drowned in tears at that moment, she had never been so heartbroken before. Never. "You can't..." She said at the same moment she yawned.

He wrinkled his face a little for her consern. "You need to rest, come on i'll take you to my room." He said and lifted her up bridal stile.

She snuggled into his shoulder while he carried him up the stairs. She loved the warmeth from his body. She loved the feeling when they made contact with each other, it was what had driven them so close. One single touch.

Shadow kicked the door to his bedroom open, not with as much strenght so it would break but enough strenght so it would open. He slowly walked into the room and put Amy gently down on the bed. He didn't wait for her to realized he had put her down before he turned to leave.

"You're staying, right?" He stopped and looked over his shoulder. "You'll be here when i wake up?"

She was sitting on the bed looking at him with pleading eyes. She didn't want him to go, she needed his warmth. She need him close to her. She couldn't acsept that goodbye. She couldn't and wouldn't.

He didn't answer her only turned his gaze forward and kept walking to the door.

"No, don't leave me..." He looked over his shoulder seeing that she was standing behind him. She had placed her hand on his shoulder and was looking down on the floor. "You can't, i won't alove you to leave."

"I wasn't asking for you're premission." Shadow said and removed her hand. "You'll be much safer without me."

"But not happier." She said and looked up at his eyes. "I need you, you can't leave me now."

It was almost impossible to say no to those pleading eyes she had. But he turned his head and closed his eyes and took a step forward.

"I'm not leting you..." He opened his eyes again to see that Amy now was standing in front of the door, she closed it with a small thud and looked at him. "You can't."

She turned towards him still standing in front of the door. She knew very well that she was no match for his strenght or his speed but she would do what she could to make him stay, she didn't want him to leave. She was pretty sure that he would never hurt her, that he could never hurt her.

"You can't make me." He said coldy.

"I'll do what i can to stop you!" She said with tears in her eyes.

His eyes grew cold, to that cold look he had when they had first meet each other, outside on prison island. She knew how dangerous he was when he was angry or released his true power but she didn't care.

"Move aside." He said with a voice that was like thousand knifes, she looked him in the eyes. She was scared, it wasn't to hard to see but he was leaving and she wouldn't stop him. "You wouldn't want me to hurt you."

"You would never!" She said but it was directed to him, it was directer to herself. She was trying to tell herself that he wasn't the most dangerous man she ever loved.

"You don't know the half of what i could do to you." He said next to her ear making her freeze at the spot. She looked over her shoulder seeing him staning there with an evil smirk on his face.

She had seen that smirk before, also that look in his eyes. When he was like that he wasn't the man she loved, he was someone totally different. He even sounded different even if his voice hadn't changed at all.

He saw her tense as he slowly moved his hands over her arms. He was just playing around at the moment but she was real scared, no that wasn't the right word. She wasn't scared nor afraid of him, it was something he couldn't really say what it was. It was like her fear was fighting her love for him. She couldn't decide which one was the one to listen to.

He locked his hands on her overarms making her let out a small 'ip' sound of some sort. He smirked even more, he had so much power over her... so much power. He looked around his room. He had the upper advantitch. She had come to him, she had known it was dangerous still she had come.

He laughed in her ear. "You really did a smart choice of coming her, little Rose..." He said hoping that she would understand what he meant by it.

She looked over her shoulder into his eyes trying to understand what he was talking about. Then she followed his eyes as he looked over the room. Something in her brain snapped, she was so vulnerable here. There was no one who would hear her if she screamed and no one who could come save her if she was in need of help. Shadow had the upper advantitch. He had the control over her, she could do nothing that could stop him from doing anything.

She gulped, it made him smirk. "Understand that you have no control here." He whispered in her ear, she slowly nodded. She knew, was all he could think. "Still think it was a good idea coming here?"

"I-i don't reg-gret anything..." She said and took a deep breathe waiting for him to say anything.

"Why is that?" He asked as he stroked his hand over her cheek.

"'Cause i know you wouldn't hurt me." She said trying to keep her head high but failed. It wasn't meant for him in reality it was more of a way of telling herself that he was only teasing her.

He laughed a quiet laugh as he moved so he stood right in front of her. He slowly moved his hands down from her over arms and down to her hips. With a jerk he moved her closer to him, so close they where almost pressed against each other. He could hear her heart beat fast as he smiled at her, making her blush but scarring her.

He slowly moved so close that if making only one movement, just moving the hand, there lips would make contact.

"Keep telling yourself that, little Rose." He smirked at the look in her eyes before he pressed his lips against hers.

She was taken aback by the kiss and gasped, giving him an even more control over her. She looked into his dark red eyes as he stared at hers. She felt so lost stil found at the same time. It was like she was free in his control. Like he let her do what she want yet he controled her. She wasn't really sure what it was but she had never felt so traped by one man.

He slowly broke the kiss hearing Amy chip for air and breathe heavily. She stared at him as she took deep breathes, she wasn't sure of what to think about him at that moment, she wasn't sure of what she could think about him at that moment.

"I very glad you came you decided to come here tonight." He said with an evil tone in his voice.

Amy looked him in the eyes. There was something there that she wasn't sure of what it was, amusment? Yeah, it was probably there to but it wasn't what she saw. She saw something ells. What she saw was greed and longing. Her face wrinkled in confusion, as trying to understand what she saw when it klicked to place.

Her eyes grew big and she slowly shock her head. "Y-you wouldn't." She said this time really afraid. "W-would you?"

He leaned closer to her ear and whispered. "No one can hear you from here..." He smiled as she tensed even more in his arms.

He leaned back and he saw how she shock her head. He wasn't sure if it was her saying no or if she was trying to tell herself that this wasn't real.

"No..." She then whispered. "No, this can't be real." She said and looked him in the eyes. "Please tell this is a dream, that you wouldn't..."

"If you want to believe that, then i'm not going to stop you." He said. "But i can prove reality."

In the move of a second Amy was pinned down under Shadow's strong grip on the bed. She looked at him and then around her on the situation. She was lying under him with him over her on all four. He had a strong grip around her wrists and held then deep down in the madrass next to her head.

"I'll give you a simple choice..." Shadow said making Amy look at him. "You can say yes and i won't hurt you the way you think." He started making Amy let out a sigh of relief but it was fast taken back. "Or..." He leaned close to her face so they where that close again, so close she thought he would kiss her again. "You can say no, but it wouldn't mather."

She stared into his dark eyes as he leaned back giving her time to think of the choice.

'Neither what i chooce, it won't make any difference?' she thought to herself. 'No it will make a difference!'

'How?' A voice in her head asked. 'He will force you if he has to and you can't do anything to change that!'

'But it won't be force if I say yes...' Amy told the voice.

'And you want to say yes?' The voice asked with a voice who said 'you are crazy, you are stupid, i don't think you are sane!'.

'I don't know, but it will be bether then to be forced to.' She argued with the voice. 'Right?'

'Do it you're way...' The voice said and let out a sigh.

Amy looked into Shadow's dark red eyes as he waited for her answer. She moved her hands a little as if asking to get her hands back, a little to her surprise he released both of her hands. She first looked at him surprised but then she shock it off.

She lifter her arms around his neck and leaned up towards him. She gently kissed him and looked at her confused. "It's okay..." She said as she leaned back down on the bed. He raised an eyebrow at her and she simply nodded.

He didn't wait more then a few seconds before he went down and kissed her rough yet gently at the same time. She wrapped her arms harder around his neck as he put his hand behind her neck lifting her up a little.

She slowly, real slowly unbuttoned his black shirt as they kissed. He then threw it at the floor as he kissed her deeper. He slowly broke the kiss for air and looked at her. Her eyes glittered in the dark room. He watched as she moved with her hand over his musculer body form.

She had never thought that he was so... muscular. She followed the contours with her finger before she looked up at his face again. He slowly leaned down and kissed her many times as he removed her shirt.


Amy took a deep breathe as she snuggled closer to her pillow. It was soft, almost to soft. But she didn't go against it, the other way acctually she loved it, the smell, the softness and all about it. She slowly wrapped her arms around the pillow and slowly burried her face in it's softness.

Her eyes flashed open when she felt something wrapp around her waist. She fast sat up, but soon regretted it as she saw that she had nothing on. She fast took the blanket to cover her upper body. Her face changed to a deep red.

A chuckle took her mind of the 'no cloath's' thought and she looked down on what she had thought was her pillow. Her face became a deeper red as she saw who it was.

"Honest, it's nothing i haven't already seen." Shadow told and smiled at her. "You okay?"

She didn't know what to answer as the memories of last night came back to her. She didn't really know what to do about anything, it made her feel dizzy. She had no other choice then to go back on lying with her head on his chest. But she didn't go against it, she slowly lied down again and took a deep breathe. She let go of the blanket when she lied down on his chest.

"I don't know..." She said honest. "My head is a mess."

"You have hurt your head, i'm not surprised." He said and kissed her forehead.

"I know." She said and relaxed.

His chest was strong and warm, she regretted direktly that she had left it just a mintue ago. She closed her eyes and she could feel how he once again put a protecting arm around her waist.


Shadow watched as she put her cloaths on or if you can call Pj's cloaths.

"You need to go home." He went right onto the subject they had left last night.

"But then you'll leave." She said after she had put on her shirt. "And i'll be all alone."

He stood up from the bed and walked over to her. He gently wrapped his arms around her and whispered in her ear. "You are never alone. You have you're friends remember?"

"But if you're not there..." She stopped and looked him in the eyes. "It wont be the same."

He gently kissed her before he answered. "I promise that i'll come back one day and that day will come sooner then you know."

She looked at him with eyes who said 'promise?' and he nodded and whispered

"Promise."

"Okay, i'm done." Amy said as she let out a sigh. "You can take me home now." They both walked out of the house. "Are you going to drive me home or what?" She asked when they came outside.

"It will go faster if i run." He said and didn't wait for her answer as he took her in his arms and carried her bridal stile. "Hold on."

She fast wrapped her arms around his neck as he started running towards her house. All the time they ran Amy thought of how lonely she would be without him. He was her everything! Okay, she knew that she had said that before but this time someone returned her feelings. She had felt... it didn't go to describe what she had felt when she found out.

The ride went faster then she had thought it did. She had wanted to spend more time with him before he left. He never told when he would be back, it could take days, weeks, months, hell even years! She didn't want to wait that long.

He put her down on the grass next to her house. It looked so different the last night in some way. It was like emptyer in a way and she hadn't even stepped inside.

"Do you regret it?" He asked taking her of off her train of thought.

"What?" She asked confused. "Regret what?"

"Your decition last night." He looked at her, she could see guilt in his eyes.

"No i don't." She said and shock her head smiling.

"I'm sorry i froced you." He looked away.

"You gave me a choice and picked one." She said and walked over ot him so she could see him in the eyes. "It was my decition, you didn't force me at all."

He looked at her for a few minutes before he took her head in his hands and gently kissed her. She closed her eyes and wrapped her arms around his neck. She didn't regret anything that had with him to do, not one signle thing.

"I have to go..." He said when they broke, she looked at him with tears in her eyes. He hadn't realized that she had started to cry during the kiss. "I'll keep my promise. I will come back one day, just wait."

She nodded as he then was walked away, it didn't take long before he started run. She took a deep breathe and walked over to the door. She thought about knocking but then thought that it would be weird, it's her own house. She opened the door and closed it quietly behind her.

She didn't have the time to take even one step as she was attacked by someone again.

"Where have you been!" Amy looked up at the white bat holding her down to the ground. "Everyone have been worried to death over here!"

"Are they here!" She asked with fear.

"No, they left an hour ago." Rouge said as she walked of off Amy and help her up from the floor. "But, were where you?"

"I... I was just taking a walk." She tried but Rouge looked at her with a look that said 'do you think i was born yesterday?'.

"Yeah sure." Rouge said and walked over to the window. "How long does it take to take a walk? And why in the middle of the night?" She said and turned to look out the window. That was when her eyes caught something far away, she then fast looked at Amy in the hallway and back at the object that went farther and farther away. She was back next to Amy dragging her to the kitchen in no time. "Tell me everything!"

"W-what?" Amy asked confused. "About what?"

"About you 'little walk' of course! I'm not stupid, i know you went to his house." Amy was getting kinda anoyed that no one said his name anymore. "Tell me all over a coffe!"

Amy just looked at her surprised but then smiled and nodded. "But you'll have to promise not to tell, they all said i had to stay away from him remember? Well, if they knew what happened last night they would hate me." She mumbled making Rouge even more interested in what had happened.


Hope you liked it, i don't know if it came out alright but yeah, you'll tell. Please review and commant please.