"Chase stop" Dean yelled as he raced after his brother. "Look I'm sorry, I shouldn't have yelled at you." They had just come back from a very stressful rescue and tempers were flying in the station house. Chase and Dean felt it the most before Dean snapped.

"Lara, where's Dean and Chase?" Michelle asked as Vince and Michelle came out of her office. Lara looked up from her paper work as she realized that Dean and Chase were not there. "Don't know sorry Michelle."

It was the end of the day and the spirits of the team were once more high except for Chase. Chase just wanted to hide in the dark corner and never come out, he had lost people before but this was different. He had found a place by himself to think about what happened.

Chase POV

I don't understand she was doing fine, her vitals were good, she was stable, and how could that happen. Did I miss something? I had not even touched my report but I did not know what to put in it, hell, I don't even know what happened.

Flash back.

"Chase you are on the car 1, Lara and I on the truck, Jordon, Heidi you guys on car 2" Dean yelled out the orders. I was by myself, again. I ran over to the car and accessed the driver of the car, she was middle aged, I checked her pupils. "Can you hear me? I'm Chase, I'm from rescue. What's your name?" She turned her head towards me. "Sarah, Sarah Jennings." I nodded as I made sure that she had no broken bones. "Okay, it seems you have a minor concussion and a broken arm. Are you hurting anywhere else?" She nodded as she pointed to her stomach. I checked her tummy. "Jordon, I need help here." I yelled. Jordon nodded as he ran over to help. "What have we got?"

"Possible internal bleeding" I said as we started to get to work to free her. Heidi had come to help too. "Am I going to die" Sarah asked as she cringed as the pain was starting to become too much for her. "No" I said as I worked harder to get her free.

"Chase, she's dropping" Jordon yelled as we got her onto the stretcher" I quickly checked her pupils again. "Pupils three to four and sluggish" I said as I grabbed the oxygen mask from Heidi, but before I knew it she was going into cardiac arrest. "Sarah, Sarah" I said scared as I started compressions. Heidi grabbed the defibrillator. "Charging 200, clear" Heidi called to us as we all stood back and watched electricity jerk Sarah's body. "No pulse" Jordon called. "Again" Heidi nodded. "Charging 360, clear." again nothing. Before I could say again Dean had been watching from a far and called it. "Dean you can't" I yelled as I stood up. "Chase, she's gone."

"Chase there was nothing you could do." Dean yelled at me, I had said nothing the whole way back. "You think I care about that, I lost a patient that I thought was fine Dean, I accessed her and got it wrong." I yelled back. "Everyone makes mistakes Chase." I was angry now. "It wasn't just a mistake Dean someone died because of me" We went the rest of the way without saying a word to one another.

I got out of the patrol as soon as we stopped. I raced up to start my paper work but all I could think about where Sarah's eyes looking into my eyes. She trusted me and I let her down. I had to get some air so I ran down the stairs, however Dean started to follow.

"Chase stop."

End of flash back

Didn't Dean care about the life that was taken away, I sat in the background as Heidi laughed with Jordon, Lara and Dean were laughing about something is well. I watched as Jordon brought Heidi into a hug. I watched as everyone laughed as everyone was talking. The world was becoming a blur

What I don't understand is Dean yelled at me for trying to save a life, but isn't that what we are here to do.