A Sheelos poem! From Zelos' POV! I hope u all enjoy! oh yeah, and I don't own TOS!

Cruel Fate

I see her standing there
Growing more confident with each passing day
The way she looks at me only confirms
My suspicions that she will never love me

I have watched her grow throughout the journey
Coming into her full potential
Becoming at ease with her summoning skills
But also with herself

True, she has suffered much
And lost many a friend along the way
But she continues to strive to help others
In a way that never ceases to amaze me

She stuns me with her beauty
Everything she does confuses my senses
From her reasoning, her fighting, her unique culture
Even the very way she carries herself astounds me

I would spend the rest of my life loving her
Yet the very thought scares me half to death
Never before has such a feeling
Taken such a firm hold on my heart

But I know she will not have me
Not now, not ever
She hates me
And makes that hatred known

And what's worse is that I know I deserve it
Me, with my inflated head
Flaunting my grace around
Like no one else matters

I might have had a chance once
Achance to hold her in my arms
To show her how much I care for her
A chance for a different sort of life entirely

I might have had the chance once
To spend the rest of my days happily in Mizuho
Learning how to live in a culture that was not my own
Leaving all of my past behind me

But that chance has gone
Now I live with my regrets daily
Wanting nothing more than to take her in my arms lovingly
But knowing that she will never accept me

I am a philanderer now, it seems
A pitiful excuse for a chosen
And of no use whatsoever
To the beautiful flower that haunts my dreams

And so I continue to live on,
The sparkling beauty of her eyes
And the soft sweet fragrance of her hair
Continuing to torment my forever condemned soul

Maybe one day, I will redeem myself in her eyes
Maybe she will return the feelings
That I have felt for her for so long
Until then, I must wait in anguish, for her acceptance

I want only to be her everything

A/N: soooooo was it good or what? Click the review button and tell me already!