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Writersnote - One Shot. Set during Snape five year during Christmas holidays.


James arrived as Snape house feeling a wave of emotion filling him, he found out around the School that Snape didn't return to Hogwarts this year as he was dying from cancer. It's was during Christmas Holidays and James wanted to tried to make amends for bullying Snape for years in truth he wants to get in good terms with Lily. James takes deep breathes before knocking on the door, he waited a few minutes before someone answered it. "Lily? Why are you here." James said "I can ask you the same question, James! Sev, isn't feeling well so just leave him alone." Lily said as she about to close the door only for James to stop her "Please, I heard about Snivellus - sorry I mean Severus and I wanted to apology." James said looking at Lily with pleading eyes as Lily just shakes her with a sign "come in."

"James, this better be real and serious. This better not be apologizing just because of me." Lily said as she leads James to Snape's room "what's Potter doing here." Snape said only looking at Lily as James walks over to Snape. "Look, I'm want to talk about want happen, and I feel bad about it." James said looking at the ground and rubbing his arms. "So your apologize?" Snape said now looking at James "yes, I'm sorry." "Okay, I do not forgive you." James looks at Snape with shock "I said I'm SORRY." James said starting to raise his voice "I'm heard you, and I said I do not forgive you." James begins walking around the room "not sure if you understand, this could be the last chance." James begins walking as Snape cuts him off.

"No, I'm not giving you closure you don't get that. You have to live with the shitty things you have done for the rest of your life. You have to know that it will never ever be okay." Snape walks over to James. "I really think we both will feel better if you just accept my apology." James begins to raise his voice again. "I'm dying asshole, I'm not going to feel any better and I'm not going to be used as some prop so you can feel better about yourself after I died."Snape said as begins to start coughing as Lily helps him back to his bed. "Lily talk some scene into Snivellus, I'm only doing this for you.. I'm not the one with the problem, I'm not the bad guy" James said in angry looking at Lily as she pay him not attention not realize want he just said as he watches Lily helping Snape.

In angry James lunge at Snape knocking him down as Lily shoves him off and Snape's house elves hold James back as Lily helps Snape back into bed "You know what your problem is James, Is that you think that your the good guy. But your not, In fact in you would probably feeling better about yourself if you just admitted to yourself that your just a selfish Goddamn coward, who thinks to himself just because your rich, popular and handsome who can takes whatever he wants and doesn't give a shit about who he hurt. That's your problem James now do us a flavor and get the fuck out of this house."Lily said.