Sooner or later you'll come back to me,
But things will never be the same.
You laugh,
I cry.
You lie,
I die.
Stop abusing my trust and love in you.
What did I do to deserve it?
Was it my smile?


The fact I was happy?
Tell me!
Don't get me wrong I do love you still.
Why is it that I keep chasing you,wanting you,loving you?
You go for her,the blonde.
She's a fake,a lie...
Using you to get to him.
I know you like,why won't you just admit it?

I tried again, to talk to her.
She shouted,cried and screamed.
"Why her? What's wrong with me? Is it my red hair? Not as fair as hers is? You're just selfish I'm glad I went with Sora now!"
The one I really love, the one who stole my heart- Kairi Hikari.
I only went with her sister Namine because she was my ticket to Kairi.I hate a sister she is though,she rubs it in Kairi's face about 'us'.There never was an 'us'. Never will be.
Kairi...
I want you,to hold you in my arms and whisper sweet nothings in your better yet,push Sora away and keep you all to myself.
But you won't let me near you...


Another day of being alone.
He bugged me again, seems Roxas has been after me.
I don't see what's so special though...
His blonde windswept hair, the colour of the rich sands.
His eyes, the colour of the purest of oceans...
Snap outta it will ya?
You can't love him...you'll just be abused again like all the other times.
It still hurts afterwards.
After getting a note in my bag in school to go meet my so called 'boyfriend' Sora,since we apparently had some 'unfinished business'.
I ignored Roxas in the hallway and went up to the roof where once again he hit me.
After about 3 months you kinda get used to it but that doesn't take away the afterburn.
The bad thing about it though is Namine just sits there each time with her sadistic little smile.
Total witch.
I knew she hated me but this would eventually kill me.
But I won't tell him,no...
He'll just abuse me.


I've had enough of her now.
All she goes on about is Sora,Sora,Sora.
I never liked her to begin with so I grabbed her arm,pulling her away from her little cheerleader meeting and dumped her.
She just screamed "You abuser!" slapped me and ran off.
Straight towards my brother.
She actually looked like a normal girl there,not some sadistic witch.
I didn't complain when she ran away,
I had a red-head beauty to find.


I finally got home.
After todays session I never wanted to look at myself again.
At what I've become.
I wanted someone...ANYONE at my side.
And even though I didn't want too I had no choice.
I had to go to Roxas.
I met him in the park later, the one we used to both play together in.
Perfect to break news.


She finally told me.
After all this time, I thought she hated me.
I couldn't help myself, she was just sitting there in silence.
I can't hold it in any longer.
"I love you Kairi!"


I felt so overjoyed at it all.
I was loved.
Not hated.
Finally.
I grabbed both sides of his face and kissed him for all I was worth.
I wasn't surprised when he kissed me back.
"I love you too..."
At school I wasn't abused anymore.
I was loved and cherished.
Or so I thought...