This is my new story. I was watching the special features of twilight and watched Catherine hardwikes vampire kiss montage and the very last one was what if Edward nearly killed Bella in the biology classroom? SO I started writing this story. Hope you like it!!!
By the way the beginning of this is set after Bella's seen the Cullen's in the cafeteria. By the way for later reference if you don't remember it's a Monday in the story.
Chapter 1
EPOV
I was utterly baffled as to why I couldn't hear Isabella Swan's mind. It might be just that she wasn't thinking anything - which was hard to believe considering she had been just told about the freaks of the school - or maybe I had to be closer to her to hear her.
I walked swiftly to my biology class, wishing I had hunted sooner rather than later, as several passers-by stunned me a little with their scent.
Alice hadn't seen anything so I knew all was well, no matter how much pain we were in, especially Jasper. I nodded in recognition to Mr Banner's greeting as I walked into class and took my seat. I placed my notebook and my pen in front of me and stared at the grey cracks in the corner of the room.
Students started filing into the room, chatting about up coming events and the new girl who seemed to be on nearly everybody's mind.
Just as I was about to block everybody out like I usually do during lessons, one person's thoughts seemed to catch my attention.
Angela Weber walked in with a very worried looking Isabella or Bella as she liked to be called.
"I hope she's ok. I don't have a clue how she must be feeling. I'd hate to be the new girl." Angela smiled slightly at Bella at this thought and walked over to her seat.
Maybe I would be able to decipher her thoughts now that she'd be sitting next to me as that was the only spare chair in the room.
She walked quickly passed me to get to the front when her scent hit me.
It was mouth-wateringly delicious, it made my mouth fill with venom. I wanted to taste her sweet blood trickling down my throat.
I shook my head and turned to stone at the thought . No! I wouldn't destroy everything Carlisle had built for us because of one human girl. I wouldn't. I stared at her, my fist clenched , my chair angled away from where she would soon be sitting.
She looked quickly at me and was met with my hostile glare. As she turned away she stumbled over a book in the walkway and went flying into the edge of a table. She caught herself but her hair swung around and I was hit with her scent again.
I clenched my fist tighter and became utterly still, trying not to breath. Her scent was so strong that time that my burst into flames, I tried to fight it but my mind was clouded with her luscious aroma.
She walked back up towards her seat and towards me, her eyes full of fear. I knew that if I wanted to I could make her stay behind and take her.
NO! No, I can't do that. She's innocent, she's done nothing wrong. But she had done everything wrong. She was so tempting , so delectable that she threatened everything I had. She was like my own personal demon, sent to destroy me.
She put her hair over her right shoulder, stunning me again. I couldn't resist her. Her blood was so appealing that my mouth was swimming with venom that longed to claim of her.
She looked at me every now and then and diverted her gaze immediately as she met my furious eyes. I stayed like that the rest of the lesson deciding on what to do. But before I could fight off the thought that threatened to destroy me I was whispering in her ear,
"Stay back after class."
She flinched slightly and nodded with out questioning me, her eyes slightly fearful. It was then that I realised that I couldn't hear her thoughts even now, when I was right next to her.
The bell rang for the end of class and I watched as the class became emptier and emptier.
"What's up with Cullen? He looks like he wants to kill her or something?" Mike Newton walked up to Bella and introduced himself. This was my only chance to save everything, but her scent held me there. I couldn't move.
"Are you going to gym?" He asked her.
She nodded weakly, "I'll catch up with you. I have to ask Mr Banner for something."
Mike didn't look convinced, "That was weird." But he smiled at her and then left the room. Mr Banner collected his things and left the room. As soon as I couldn't see him I got up.
Bella put her book away and went to leave for gym.
"Where are you going?" I asked her without thinking. Why couldn't I just let her go?
She bit her bottom lip and walked back over to me, messing with her wavy mahogany hair, stunning me for the tenth time that hour.
"Come with me." I said. The words I had been dreading to say were just pouring out of me. I was trying so hard to fight it but I was already to far gone.
She nodded weakly and waited until I left the room first to follow me. I didn't have a clue what was running through her head as I lead her out of school and around the school building out of sight from any prying eyes.
I stopped as we reached the ally behind the school. She was clutching her bag tightly and looking around with worried eyes. She flicked her hair back and I was hit by her scent again.
I grabbed her and sunk my teeth into her neck.
She thrashed around in my arms and kicked my legs, but she didn't scream. She was perfectly quiet as I drained her of blood. Feeling her hot luscious blood flowing down my throat.
Her struggles became weaker and weaker and then she finally found her voice. But instead of screaming she simply pleaded with me.
"Edward. Please. Stop."
I tried to make the monster in me see sense to make him see what he was doing. What he was doing to this innocent girl.
"Edward . . . Please. . ." She gasped.
I finally found the strength to stop and I let her go watching her fall limply to the floor.
I stood there repulsed at what I had done. I had killed an totally innocent girl because I wasn't strong enough. I was a monster.
