Hey guys, this is a one-shot that may eventually turn into a multi-chapter story. I have a story on what happens next, but it depends on if anyone is interested. Even if it doesn't get a good response I may write the rest for me lol. Well, whatever happens I hope that you enjoy this!

The story itself is written from Meru's point of view. This takes place immediately after Lloyd is defeated and the group is headed to Vellweb to face Emperor Diaz.


The fire before me cast an orange glow onto the walls of the cave. The dripping of melting ice echoed throughout the small space. I, along with the other dragoon warriors and Lloyd, were headed to Vellweb to confront Emperor Diaz and take Shana back.

Lloyd had told us about the divine moon objects, and we were now all restless. It was getting late, and a few were falling into half-sleep states. I myself was wide awake.

Dart was staring into the fire, I can only imagine what was on his troubled mind at this point. Rose and Lloyd were also awake, keeping the silence. The others were down for the night it seemed.

I slowly stood to my feet; the other's gazes fell on me.

"I'm going out for some fresh air, the blizzard seems to have stopped," I voiced as I made my way out of the mouth of the cave.

I was immediately bit with the cold night air. I definitely wasn't dressed for this kind of weather. Feeling the need to stretch my legs I began walking away from the cave down a frozen path. The cold snow crunched beneath my feet as I sauntered along.

I was about 15 minutes from where the others were resting when I spied a small nook up ahead and made my way in its direction. There was a rock outside of the shallow opening; I didn't hesitate in allowing myself a moment of rest.

Letting out a small sigh I looked up the startling night sky. Past warms puffs of my breath I could see hundreds of dazzling stars starkly shining against the pitch black sky. It was a breathtaking sight. It was moments like this that I missed so many things- my home, family…. Without the others I would truly be all alone.

A sudden noise snapped me out of my daze. The soft sound of snow crunching caught my attention. I turned to see a figure coming in my direction. A lock of silver hair caught in the moonlight- it was Lloyd. I looked back to the night sky.

"What are you doing so far from camp," Lloyd questioned nonchalantly. He stood next to me and followed my gaze up to the heavens.

"I just….have a lot on my mind…" I offered in response. I don't know why I wandered away. I suppose I just needed to be alone for a while.

"Hmm." Lloyd took a seat next to me on the rock. He was no longer wearing his armor; instead he wore his usual black attire. I flinched a bit as his arm momentarily pressed against mine. I suddenly realized how cold I was, after feeling the warmth coming from his close body.

"What about you, why did you follow me," I questioned with genuine curiosity laced into my voice.

"Don't flatter yourself, I went out for a walk shortly after you did and happened upon you."

He shifted in his seat before letting out a sigh and relaxing.

"Uh huh, sure, I bet you were just hoping to catch me moon-bathing weren't you," I giggled.

Lloyd let out a soft strained laugh. He didn't offer any more though, no comeback or defensive words. Instead he looked over at me.

"It's hard isn't it," he began still looking over at me," to be away from our homes and our people."

I looked over and met his gaze. The moon was basking him in moonlight, illuminating his fine pale features. I took him words in for a moment before answering.

"…yeah," I uttered the words lowly hearing the sadness in my own voice. "I feel so alone, even when I'm surrounded by the others. It's like I'm not supposed to be a part of their world."

Before I could stop it I felt my eyes begin to sting. I broke my gaze away from Lloyd and looked at the ground in front of me. My breathing picked up as my face began to flush.

Unexpectedly I felt a hand fall onto my shoulder. Lloyd's hand was seeping warmth into my cold body. I felt my barriers break and let the tears fall from my eyes. One by one they slid down my face, making me feel so weak and ashamed.

Lloyd pulled me to his body and I buried my face into his chest. I breathed in his scent, and he smelled just like home. That was the last straw. I began to shake as my face was streaked with my salty tears. I was crying uncontrollably now.

His other arm found its way around me and I was suddenly locked in his warm embrace. His strong arms felt so good against my bare skin. He seemed to take notice of my coldness and pulled me in tighter.

It was all so overwhelming. Suddenly, it was as if I wasn't alone anymore. There was someone here with me who understood the emotions that plagued my heart. He had a home once, with family and friends too- he understood.


After a while my breathing slowed and my shaking subsided. We were still in each other's arms sharing the warmth between us.

My head still lay against his chest. I could hear his steady breathing, and the rhythmic beating of his heart in his chest. Something in me didn't want to move, I just wanted to stay here with him like this.

I pulled away from him slightly; his arms didn't hesitate to allow me movement. I found his gaze briefly before closing my eyes. The next moment I felt his warm lips find mine. I wasn't sure who had bridged the gap, but we were now locked together.

My hand found its way to his face. His skin was smooth under my touch. I traced his jaw, and then ran my hand through his silky silver locks. His hair felt exactly like mine, it was so soft. He followed suit and allowed his hand to slide down from my shoulder to my side. His slightly rough hands felt good on my bare skin.

We broke the kiss and looked at one another. His gaze was intense, and I knew in that moment that I wanted nothing more than to be with him. He was comfort and strength, everything that I desired. I knew not what the future held, but I knew that that night would be ours.

My hands began exploring his body, every line and muscle. His lips kissed down my neck, not missing an inch. His lips were so soft with just the right amount of pressure. His hands too began to wander over my body.

Lloyd removed his shirt and laid it on the surface of the rock behind me. He then gently laid me onto my back with my body resting on his shirt. I looked up at him admiring his chiseled chest, seeing how his muscles moved and rippled with every move he made.

He rested his palms on either side of my head and lowered his mouth to mine. Once more we were locked together.

Everything else happened in a blur of passion and ecstasy, our bodies molding into one. I couldn't have imagined this happening in any other way.


Afterwards we lay together with me against his chest once more. My cheeks were flushed and I was warm all over. His strong arms held me close to him.

"You should go back first," Lloyd stated.

I pondered this for a moment before nodding. "Okay."

I sighed deeply before breaking away. I slowly dressed in my clothes, already missing his heat and intensity. I slipped on all of my clothes and looked back at him. He gave me a coy smile, lying with only his crumpled shirt beneath him.

As I turned to leave his hand reached out and grasped mine pulling me in to him. He planted a kiss on my lips before letting go. I allowed myself one last look before turning to leave.


Back at the cave with the others it seemed that everyone had gone to sleep. The fire was weak and barely crackling. It seems that we had been away for a while now.

I sat down away from everyone else and leaned back against the cave wall. My eyes fluttered a bit before shutting completely. I was exhausted.

It seemed that I had barely closed my eyes when I felt someone sit next to me. Lloyd had his arm around me, pulling my head down onto his shoulder. It would be fine since everyone else was asleep already. So that's how we stayed until the morning sun rose- together.


A few hours later I heard people rustling about. I cracked open my eyes to see that the others were already up and packing their things. I gave a stretch of my arms and rose to my feet.

"About time you woke up," Haschel remarked," you young people like to sleep in and waste your mornings away."

I rolled my eyes and began collecting my things as well.

My eyes casually scanned the room. I saw Lloyd across the room dressed once again in his armor, collecting a few items off of the ground. His eyes met mine and were captured there for a brief moment. We both looked away a moment later. Now was not the time for that. We could worry about what the future held for us after this was all over.

Dart, who had been outside, walked back into the mouth of the shallow cave.

"Okay guys, let's get moving," he stated," Vellweb isn't too far."

I nodded and watched as the others walked outside. Lloyd and I allowed ourselves to be the last ones left inside. I walked in front of him towards the exit. His hand caught mine and gave a slight squeeze before letting go- for the last time.


That's it, hope you guys enjoyed it. I liked writing it because I love the thought of Lloyd and Meru being together. Too bad it never happened in the game, but oh well. Thanks for reading and review if you want more or simply liked the story! I do not own the picture, from Deviantart User: yanagi-san. Link: art/Lloyd-and-Meru-Color-Revised-1176431