This is something that I actually dreamed of yesterday before work. It was weird and interesting. It actually involved my co worker and me. Here's a part of it. If people like it that much then I might just finish everything that happened.
~KathyMata
Sometime in the early morning:
"I just wanted to see you. Is that such a bad thing?" I asked as we sat in my car. The street lights casting shadows across her face, her long brown hair let down with her dark red lipstick. It's moments like this where I can really appreciate her natural beauty. She wore her work uniform but she never had to dress up for me to see how beautiful she really is.
"No, it's not. You just surprised me. We work together, it's not like you don't see me often." She replied. Looking at me as if she didn't recognize me. Maybe she doesn't, hell I barely do.
So I kiss her. It was soft and tender, and yet nothing never seems to be the right timing.
"I can't stop thinking about you. No matter what I do, you're even in my dreams. Do you know how frustrating it is? To know I can never have you and yet want you at the same time." I say without thinking. "I know you have a boyfriend, but you're just on my mind 24/7. I'm not trying make you choose anything. I just had to do that."
She sits there. Not moving and not saying a word. Hell I can't even tell if she was breathing. Then like a bullet she shoot out of my car.
Sighing I start the car and head home, to my own personal hell. The minutes seem to pass by. I don't even pay attention to traffic as I drive. My body seems to be on autopilot considering my mind isn't here at the moment.
I arrive home. Just sitting in my car, not ready to go in yet. However, I need to go inside. It's three o'clock in the morning and the lights are on inside. Meaning my parents are up and waiting.
"Jade, where have you been?" my dad asked me, while standing against the door frame. "And why do you have red lipstick smudge on your lips. Were you with that Tori?! I told you were never to act on your sinful feelings!" he yells out, his vain in his neck pulsing and spit flying everywhere.
"So what if I was. It's not like you can control everything I do in my life. Hell when I turn eighteen I will old enough to get away from this hell hole!" I yell back. The events of the night/ early morning showing through my anger.
"If that's how you feel then you can take you're sin filled life and get the hell out of my house." He finalizes. Turning around and grabbing a suitcase filled with my stuff and throwing it at me.
I grab my keys and the suitcase and open the door, not caring enough to close it as I enter my car and place my suitcase next to me.
Starting the car I drive to the park as I try to figure out what to do next. The girl I love rejected me and the only person I know is the girl I used to crush on. I sit parked at the park for a while. Trying to decide what to do. My best friend cut me out after she started dating and I don't like anyone elseā¦..
I guess it's time to finally pay Diane a visit.
I put the car in drive and make my way towards the house I used to visit so often.
