HEY GUYS THIS IS MY FIRST FIC SO DON'T BE TOO HARSH, IM SORRY ABOUT THE BAD GRAMMER AND SPELLING, I WISH I OWNED SUPERNATURAL BUT I DON'T

Quick authors note

I reposted this story because the first time round it was too short and hard to read since I didn't have spell checker, but I got my laptop back and decided to write this story for real. For those of you who read other type of sis fics I know mine is not as good as everyone else. So keep that in mind when you compare mine to everyone else's. I sighed up for fan fiction because I wanted to practice writing stories. And since I love supernatural and dean and Sam having a sister, I wanted to write about it. Anyway if you have any writing advice for me, plz feel free to PM or leave me a review.

I ONLLY OWN ALEXANDAR PLEASE REVIEW AND LET ME KNOW WHAT YOU THINK

THANXX

I turned and twisted on my bed, I just couldn't sleep tonight I looked at dean fast asleep on the bed opposite me. I sighed and quietly got out of bed I turned to face the alarm, shit it was freaking 3 in the morning."Great just freaking great" I thought to myself as I walked in to the bathroom I sat in the bath tub like I always do when I can't sleep and thought about my life.

My names Alexandra Benjamin rose Winchester( but only dean and my dad call me that) everyone else calls me Alex, I turn 15 in a week , I've been hunter ever since I turned six that's when I found out about demons and how my mother really died

.. Flash back…

Me and an 8 year old Sam were sitting on the floor reading books, well Sam was reading I was listening, just as we finished the last book dad came stumbling in with dean. I stared at dean with my big green eyes he had cuts and bruises on him

"Sam why does Dee have boo-boos all over him" cried my six year old self

Sam gently picked me up and took me to my room, while dad patched up a 12 yr old dean. Sam made me sit on the bed but he still didn't answer me

"Sammy why does daddy always go away for long" I asked tears falling down my face

Sam didn't say anything for a long time then he said

"I don't know Alex he has a very important job" that just made me cry harder

"But why is dean hurt Sammy" I looked up at him with big teary eyes

"I'm sure he` s-"Sam began but was cut off by dad

"Sam go stay with dean I need to talk to Alexandra for a bit.

Sam gave me a quick hug than left, dad took his place and sat beside me on the bed

"Alex I'm about to tell things I have never told you before

"My dad said in a really serious tone, and then he explained about how mum died that night in my nursery 5 and half years ago. He told me how he thought she had been murdered and he got obsessed looking for the thing that killed her and then he told me about the family job, about what his training Sam and dean to do and he wants to train me. By the end of it I was in tears monstrous and evil things existed.

"Daddy" I said as I crawled on to his lap

"Is dean going to die" I said more tears falling down my cheeks, my dad looked surprised

"Of course not honey he's going to be fine".

End of flash back

Dad had started training me the week after, I felt tears running down my cheeks thinking of dad and Sam reminded me they weren't here Sam left for college 3 years ago and dad has been missing for 3 weeks, Me and dean have being looking for him but still no luck.

I took a deep breath Winchesters didn't cry for no good reason, I have been having these weird nightmares where different people got killed or something worse, I had one last week where this women had got burnt to death in her own house , than the next day it was in the news the same lady, same house . I got so freaked out I couldn't sleep for the next few days, I got lucky because dean didn't notice if he did this would be a different story.

I promised dean I wouldn't keep things from him but I didn't want him to look at me like I was freak. Me and dean have always being close but when Sam left we just got closer. But me and dad didn`t get on I avoided him all the time, but I did love him but as I got older he got stricter. My head was pounding again I should really tell dean about this if it gets worse.

I got up of the tub after washing my face and drying my tears; I snuck back in to the room and lay on my bed. I just closed my eyes and thought of my favorite family memory me dean and dad all went to the grand canyon when I was 9, that was the best week of my life no hunting. That and when dean is driving the impala just following the road no destination in mind. We usually pull over somewhere and sit on the hood together watching the stars.

Alex "I could feel someone shaking me while calling my name" dean obviously" I thought to myself "go away "I mumbled annoyed he woke me up when id only being sleeping for like two minutes." Alexandra you will get up now or else "Dean said grinning, I groaned but got up "fine I'm up what do u want "I said glaring at him, he glared back at me "first of all lose that attitude dimples its really starting to annoy me, and secondly get dressed and be ready to leave in an hour" he said walking to door and stepping outside "you have 20 minutes to shower and dress "he called out." uugh I hate him sometimes, where the fuck are we going this early?

I miserably walked over to my bag and pulled out a change of clothes my showering kit and a towel; I walked in to the motel bathroom and got in the shower. I usually take my time but I wasn't in the mood, I got out and slipped in to my tank top and tracksuits.

I stood in front of the mirror and stared at the familiar girl but not really recognizing her, her golden blonde hair in a messy bun dark circles under her eyes, I sighed and looked away dean always said I looked exactly like my mom, I didn't though she was beautiful the only resemblance I share with dad are his big green eyes .I looked too much like dean and mom blonde hair, green eyes and a bad temper.

I took a deep breath stepped out of the bathroom I sat on the couch and watched sponge bob , this show used to make me smile but it hadn`t helped lately , I grabbed my bag and pulled out my dairy which was underneath all the folded clothes along with my guitar and songbook. I used to write in my diary all the time when Sam left but I hadn`t done it in ages, the funny thing about this is that dean doesn't even know I keep a diary. I never re read what I write I just write and leave it. I pulled out my pen and started writing about the strange nightmares.'

I wrote for a bit than I felt tears threatening I put it down and got my cell phone I took a deep breath before dialing 0555-456-879 it rang once, twice "come on Sammy" I whispered in case dean came back. Expectedly Sam answered on the third ring, "Alex" he asked I felt my whole body relax "hey Sammy, how are you" I said breathing in I had been worrying about him all alone in California. "I've been alright just busy studying for finals and stuff how have you and dean being "HE ASKED I could never lie either of brothers so I just said" we're hanging in there" I said than I heard the roar of the impala "goodbye Sam good luck on your finals, I love you take care"

Dean entered carrying two bags "wanna help me dimples "he looked at me I shook my head I hated it when he called me dimples but I know he calls me that because he gets a kick out of annoying me I ignored him and carried on watching SpongeBob , he sat opposite me and handed me a container with food I opened to find chips and sausage rolls I ate them without really tasting them, I noticed dean staring at me as I moved food around the plate "what" I said he stared at me then looked down "nothing" he said then my head started pounding I winced and looked dawn I wasn't going to tell him I was a freak who gets bad headaches, nose bleeds oh yeah I and see visions of people about to die.

I ignored the pain in my head and looked up" Dean, do you think dads okay" I asked curiously even though dean acted tough I know he was just as worried about dad, he thinks I can`t see how worried and scared he is but I can. He grabbed the remote of me and started going through the channels ignoring me "Dean" I shouted. He stopped turned to face me "I don`t know Alex" he said annoyed. Dean actually pissed me off I was so sick of being treated like a kid; he was always protecting me from the truth. Well fine if he wasn't going to talk to me I wasn`t talking to him, two could play the game. I got up and chucked the rest of my food in the bin and started packing, I could feel dean's eyes on me but I continued to pack. Dean took his bag and left the room without a word I followed .The ride in the impala was silent except for deans quite humming I sat in the back staring out the window listening to my iPod. We drove for hours in silence than suddenly dean pulled over, "Alex are you mad at me or something" he asked since usually I was chatty and annoyed him. I shrugged my shoulders

He sighed" listen because I'm only going to say this once, I don't know if dads okay or not but I didn't want to scare you." He said looking at me "and if you think I haven't noticed how much you're eating and sleeping your stupid; so what's up." I looked at my feet "nothing I'm f" I started but was cut off by a very annoyed Dean" don't say you're fine if you value my sanity Alexandra, don`t lie to me" he looked angrily at me but his face softened when he saw my face. "Alex come up here" he said, I climbed over in to the front seat dean pulled me into his arms "I'm sorry" he whispered I leaned closer laying my head on his chest I felt a tear run down my cheek" I `v e been so worried about dad and I miss Sam" I said as an explanation it was partly true I just didn`t mention the visions or the nightmares. We stayed in that position for awhile then I sat back with tear filled eyes, dean looked at me and grinned "god I hate chick flick moments so no more for today dimples " he chuckled annoyingly " sure Dee" I said knowing he hated his nickname " god I could kill for a cheese burger tight know" he said grinning god how much could one guy eatI thought.

Please R&R

Guys please feel free to say what you really think about this as I will only learn from my mistakes, and I know is kind of short but I will update soonxx

It was 3 in the morning by the time we got to stand ford, I got out of the car and walked behind Dean. He bent down to pick the lock.

"knocking isn`t illegal you know" I said under my breath.

Dean sighed annoyed "use that small brain of yours dimples you really think he`s going to answer.

He was right, Sam wouldn't answer but I don't like being wrong especially with dean, he's a smug idiot .I shrugged and waited for him to finish the task. He pushed the door open and walked in, I sign and walked after him looked around the dark room when I suddenly heard the sound of someone landing on the floor; I went to turn the light on. I burst out laughing when I saw Sam on top of dean.

Whoa, easy, tiger" Dean laughed.

"Dean?" Sam said in shock.

"You scared the crap out of me"

"That's cause you're out of practice" Dean smirked. Sam flipped them over again.

"Or not…Get off me"

"I wish I had my phone" I asked rising my eyebrows.

"Alex?" Sam said, looking at me. I grinned, stepping next to Dean.

"Dean, what the hell are you doing here?" Sam said, turning back to Dean.

"Well I was looking for a beer" he grinned.

Sam wasn't amused. "What the hell are you doing here?"

Dean put his hands up to calm him down. "Okay, all right, we got to talk"

The lights flicked on. "Sam?" said a voice. It came from a good looking girl, who I knew was Sam's girlfriend Jess.

"Jess, hey" he smiled. "Dean, Alex this is my girlfriend Jessica"

"Wait, your brother and sister?" she asked.

"I love the Smurfs" Dean smiled, pointing to her shirt. "You know I gotta tell you, you are completely out of my brother's league" I rolled my eyes.

"Just let me put something on" she smirked.

"No, no, no, I wouldn't dream of it…Seriously" he finished. I nudged him to make him stop. "Anyway, me and Alex have to borrow your boyfriend here, talk about some private family business, but, uh, nice meeting you"

"No. No. Whatever you have to say you can say it in front of her" Sam insisted, putting an arm protectively around her waist.

"Okay. Um…dad hasn't been home in a few days" he replied,

Sam just shrugged. "So he's working over-time on a "Miller Time" shift; he'll stumble back in sooner or later"

"Dad's on a hunting trip" I added, hoping he would get the point. "And he hasn't been home in a few days."

"Jess, excuse us" Sam said sternly. "We have to go outside"

Dean started. "We need your help, Sammy"

"No" Sam chuckled. "I mean come on; you can't just break in, in the middle of the night, and expect me to hit the road with you"

"Why not?" I asked.

"Because it would be stupid"

"You're not hearing me Sammy" Dean butted in. "Dad's missing; I need you to help me find him"

"You remember the poltergeist in Amherst, or the devil's gates in Clifton?" Sam said. "He was missing then too, he's always missing and he's always fine"

"Not for this long. Now you going to come with me or not?" Dean asked.

"I'm not Dean" Sam sighed.

"Why not?" Dean asked, frustrated.

"I swore I was done hunting for good"

"Come on, it wasn't easy, but it wasn't that bad" Dean shook his head.

Dean? When I told dad when I was scared of the thing in my closet he gave me a .45" Sam said.

I sighed and walked off I knew he wasn't going to come, but hey Dean never listens to me. I walked to the impala and laid down in the back, I was so tired I just wanted to sleep but I couldn`t stand having one of those nightmares' again pulled out my iPod. I put on my favorite song….

I must have fallen asleep cause when I woke up both Sam and dean were in the car, Dean looked like he was in a good mood, Sam looked over at me and nodded

"Alex how is school" he asked me, I shrugged and sat up

I don't go to school Sammy; dad pulled me out "I said in a cheery voice. I was really glad about that, I couldn`t care less about going to school if we had to move round so much.

Sam however looked shocked "what" he asked

Dean cleared his throat "easier that way Sammy, besides I teach her everything she needs to know "he said grinning

"Whatever" he said, deciding it would just be best to drop it." So where were you guys when dad took off" he asked

"He left me and dean in Ohio a couple weeks back, we were hunting – "I explained but was cut off by Sam

"Wait he let you two go on a hunt alone" Sam asked in shock

"Dude I'm 25" dean said in a mock hurt tone, "I'm old enough to hut on my own"

"Yeah sure", Sam scoffed

We drove the next couple hours in silence, dean stopped for once muttering something about his car needing rest, I used that as a chance to stretch my legs, believe it or not it sucks being in a car for hours' I stepped out of the car, I could really do with some sweets or something.

"Guys "I called turning around" you want anything from the shop" I asked with a grin

Dean looked up "get me m & ms "he said while Sam shook his head

I walked of deciding ill get Sam something anyway, he's always being like that, at first he doesn't want it then after words he changes his mind.

"Alex don't you need some money" dean called out, already reaching for his wallet.

No thanks Dee got it covered "I said rolling my eyes as I walked in the shop, walking straight for the sweets area. I was about to pick up some M & m s when suddenly my head started pounding, Shit please not now, god not now.

I will update soon if people like it otherwise I'm just going to leave it