From Alisons point of view
I can get basically everyone I want. Almost every boy wants me, and if they don't, I can make them want me. But it's not what I want, but no one knows that. It's hard hiding your real feelings sometimes, it can make you feel so miserable and empty. One day this is gonna changes, one day I will tell everyone how I really feel, and today might just be that day that everything changes.
"What are your plans for today, girls?" I ask.
"Me and Spencer were planning on shopping today." Aria says. "What about you Hanna?" I ask. "I'm gonna visit Caleb in Ravenswood this afternoon." Hanna answers. "Then I guess it's just you and me, Em." I say.
I like it when it's just me and Emily together. I have the feeling she understands me more than the other girls. She smiles at me in a way none of my boyfriends have ever done. She just makes me feel special. When I'm with her it's like in the movies, she makes me forget about all the bad things.
Emily opens the door and we walk straight to her room, Mrs and Mr Field are out of town for today. They are out of town a lot, Mr. Fields owns a quite succesful company just outside the city, they even stay there at a hotel every now and than, and to be honest, I don't mind at all.
We sit on the bed and watch some tv, I look at her, at her flawless hair, her beautiful eyes and perfect face. I am wearing my yellow top which I once bought with Emily, she says it's her favourite and that it looks good on me. I get a lot of compliments everyday, but when Emily compliments me it means so much more.
"Have you heard the new Beyoncé song?" Emily asks me. She snaps me out of my thoughts, thoughts about her. About how it would be if she kissed me. About how it would be if we were together and spend everyday with eachother.
"No, I haven't heard it." I answere. "I've got it on my Ipod. You should hear it." Emily says while grabbing her earplugs out of her bag.
I look and smile at her while she looks for the song on her Ipod. She has always been a fan of Beyoncé. Everytime Beyoncé has a new song she makes me listen to it. And even though I'm not a fan, I don't mind it.
"Found it!" Emily says. She grabs her earplugs and reaches to put one in my ear. As soon as her hand is near my face she put my hair behind my ears. She gently touches the side of my face and we stare at eachoter. She leans in and I feel her lips on mine. Her lips are soft and taste sweet. I've always wondered what kissing her would be like, and now I finally know. It's more satisfying than I would ever imagine.
