Emil felt a shudder go down his spine as lips captured his own.
He knew that his fantasies were wrong as Leon was in no way, shape, or form Emil's brother, Lukas.
It was easy though to pretend that it was different when eyes were closed, and you'd never kissed who you wanted to kiss.
Emil tried to silence his moan from the pleasure of the kiss as Leon finally, finally pulled away.
Emil regretted opening his eyes as he could now clearly see Leon in front of him with freshly kissed lips.
Couldn't his fantasies just last a little bit longer?
It seemed extremely unfair to Emil that pursuing any romantic styled relationship with his older brother was wrong and that Lukas already had Mathias to love and be loved by; Emil wished that he could simply be Lukas's rather than carry on this onesided charade.
He sighed but attempted a small smile just for Leon even though smiling is much easier when you are not trying to trick yourself in to loving someone else.
