Dean walked into the room looking very angry Castiel was walking behind him he slammed the door and said to dean "I saved you're ass back there don't be mad at me for helping you" Dean looked back at Castiel as he paced back and forth and said "I don't need your protection Cas, I have been taking care of myself and Sam for years the next time you decide that you want to get in between me and a demon ill just kill you in the proses".
Castiel looked at Dean with tears in his eyes Dean realized what he had said and he dint know if Castiel would forgive him Castiel said "fine dean then I will no longer protect you, I will no longer be by your side, and if you pray for me I will not to come" Castiel disappeared Dean sat on the motel bed crying quietly Sam came inside and looked at Dean he bent down before him and said "Dean what's wrong look at me where is Cas" Dean looked at Sam and wiped the tears from his eyes and said "he's gone"
Sam looked confused he stood up in front of Dean and said " what do you mean he's gone, why did he leave, where did he go" "he left Sam I said the wrong thing and now he's gone you should have seen the look on his face Sammy he looked shattered" " what did you say" Dean looked at his brother and thought he was going to cry all over again and said " I told him that I don't need him and that if he tries to get in between me and another demon ill kill him too" Sam looked shocked at what Dean said and told him " don't worry Dean will get him back, you will get him back".
That night Deans four hours of sleep turned into nothing he had nightmare after nightmare of all the things that have been happening to him in the past few months he laid awake until seven in the morning not knowing whether Cas would be with him again. He finally got up when Sam looked at him and said "Long night Dean" Dean looked at his baby brother on the bed next to him and said "I haven't had so many nightmares in a long time Sammy"
Sam got sat up and said to Dean "of course not Dean, why do you think you and I can sleep at night, it's not because we have been doing this job way to long and were just not scared anymore, it's because Castiel looks over us all the time and ones the nightmares begging he takes them away even when he's not here he is watching over us and now that you yelled at him the way you did he won't even help with that" Dean felt worse than before Sam spoke to him again and said "Dean I'm not trying to make you feel worse, you were mad and you said the wrong thing and you know how Cas is he's fragile, but you have to understand Castiel has given us so much, he sacrifices so much, for us to be here, he cares so much for us and we don't appreciate it, we have to admit Dean we need him more than he needs us" Sam got up from his bed and walk towards the bathroom, he left Dean sitting there alone to with his thoughts.
