Just gonna stand there
And watch me burn
But that's alright
Because I like
The way it hurts
Just gonna stand there
And hear me cry
But that's alright
Because I love
The way you lie
I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie
She curled up next to him with a tortured sigh as he wrapped his arms around her
His silver hair sprayed across the sheets mingled with slight black hairs as the fan blew them together. She grabbed his hand holding it looking down at the way they entwined perfectly like puzzle pieces. Catching sight of a black streak on his hand she flipped it over reading it Kagura 555-2795. She pushed him off her leaving startled golden eyes looking at her
I can't tell you what it really is
I can only tell you what it feels like
And right now there's a steel knife
In my windpipe
I can't breathe
But I still fight
While I can fight
As long as the wrong feels right
It's like I'm in flight
High of a love
Drunk from the hate
It's like I'm huffing paint
And I love it the more that I suffer
I sufficate
And right before im about to drown
She resuscitates me
She fucking hates me
And I love it
Wait
Where you going
I'm leaving you
No you ain't
Come back
"What the fuck is this" She yelled out holding his hand
"Nothing" He yelled back snatching his hand away rolling his eyes
She jumped on hysterically desperately to grab his throat
"FUCKING BASTARD" She yelled clawing his neck "YOU WENT OUT TO SEE THAT BITCH AGAIN!"
He grabbed her flipping her onto her back, he crawled on top of her pinning her to the mattress, glaring at her menacingly she snarled a long since habit she's learned pushing him off
"Rin" Hey yelled after her she turned her soft brown eyes looking at him before turning away from him
Shaking her head she walked away "Where you going" he asked running his fingers through his long silver hair
"I'm sick of this shit I'm done" She snapped cutting her hand across her throat
He grabbed her twirling her around angrily she slapped him, he grabbed her wrist pulling her towards him
"Damnit women" He growled cupping her face. For a moment there was silence him looking down at her and her looking up at him, but she knew this routine. if she didn't leave now she'd be stuck, but then again she would always be stuck, she thought feeling the bite mark on her shoulder throbbing. With a sigh she pushed him off walking back towards the room without casting a look at him
We're running right back
Here we go again
It's so insane
Cause when it's going good
It's going great
I'm Superman
With the wind in his bag
She's Lois Lane
But when it's bad
It's awful
I feel so ashamed
I snap
Who's that dude
I don't even know his name
I laid hands on her
I'll never stoop so low again
I guess I don't know my own strength
Later that day Sesshomaru stood over the sink washing of the name, walking back towards the living room he heard giggling looking out the window he saw Rin and another dude
Rin watched an approaching Sesshomaru and froze "Wait stop" she tried as the man tried to intervine he was quickly disposed of, Sesshomaru grabbed her dragging her in the apartment and slammed the door. The neighbors cut off their lights as the yelling began.
The next morning Rin covered her eye up in make up. She stood by the door with her back against it as Sesshomaru came out the room. She held her arms close to her as Sesshomaru apologized her lip pulled over her teeth as she let out a low growl when he approached her, She clawed his arms angrily as he held her "Get the fuck off me Sesshomaru" She hissed as tears rolled down her checks. He kissed her forehead. Rin chocked back a sob as he held her
Just gonna stand there
And watch me burn
But that's alright
Because I like
The way it hurts
Just gonna stand there
And hear me cry
But that's alright
Because I love
The way you lie
I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie
"I didn't mean it" he mumbled,
How it get so complicated Sesshomaru thought as he held Rin to him reminiscing on their first moments together.
You ever love somebody so much
You can barely breathe
When you're with them
You meet
And neither one of you
Even know what hit 'em
Got that warm fuzzy feeling
Sesshomaru sat at the bar taking a long drag form his cigarette, his silver hair tied in a long braid.
"Got a light" A high innocent voice said next to him, he turned casting his eyes on the most beautiful creature he'd ever seen, She had soft brown eyes, she wore a short jean jacket with a black undershirt and grey skirt her black sneakers dusted with dirt. Her black hair was tied in a half pony, she raised an eyebrow amused as he let his golden orbs roam over her body.
"Yeah" He said smirking"I'm Sesshomaru" he said lighting her cigarette, she took the seat next to him and grinned
"I'm Rin" She said "You come her a lot?"
"Occasionally" He said turning all the way towards her "And I have yet to see you" she laughed bringing a sweet tune towards him
"No you wouldn't I travel a lot never in one place long enough" she flicked her cigarette.
"Yeah" He said putting out his cigarette "Why's that" He asked
"Never really had a reason to stay anywhere" She said smiling as she put out her own cigeratte
"Guess we should really find you a reson to stay here then" He said standing up "Shouldn't we" She smiled taking his hand and leading him to the dance floor.
Yeah them chills
Used to get 'em
Now you're getting fucking sick
Of looking at 'em
You swore you've never hit 'em
Never do nothing to hurt 'em
Now you're in each other's face
Spewing venom
And these words
When you spit 'em
You push
Pull each other's hair
Scratch, claw, bit 'em
Throw 'em down
"Another fucking bar Sesshomaru" Rin yelled slamming the door as she kicked off her heels"
"That dude was all over you" Sesshomaru shot back in a low threatening voice, he took off his bloodied shirt tossing it in a heap on the floor
"We were talking" She yelled throwing her hands up "You know the thing normal people do"
"He was drunk and obviously looking for a quick fuck" Sesshomaru said taking a step towards her "Then again that's all your really good for"
Pin 'em
So lost in the moments
When you're in 'em
It's the rage that took over
It controls you both
So they say it's best
To go your separate ways
Guess that they don't know ya
Cause today
That was yesterday
Yesterday is over
It's a different day
Sound like broken records
Playin' over
But you promised her
Next time you'll show restraint
You don't get another chance
Life is no Nintendo game
But you lied again
Now you get to watch her leave
Out the window
Guess that's why they call it window pane
"I fucking hate you" Rin yelled slamming her fist into his jaw, she turned walking away before she got to far Sesshomaru grabbed her arm in a vice grip. He glared daggers at her as he swung her into the nearest wall, he closed the gap between them slamming his fist into the wall centimeter away from her delicate face, there was a dark silence between the as he pressed against her breathing heavily, he stare down into her brown eyes hungrily as she panted, she gasped as he lowered his lips possessively towards her, she moaned wrapping both arms around him hungrily and clawing at his back. Damnit Rin you need to get out before it's too late She mentally yelled at herself as he pushed her short skirt and thong down and fumbled with his zipper. Lowering his pants and boxers he found the entrance he needed and sunk deep into her. To late she cursed herself as he tore off her shirt and bra.
"AHH" She gasped out as he pumped into her he lifted her wrapping both legs around his waist she supported herself on his shoulders moaning incoherent things.
"Say my name" Sesshomaru growled out licking her nipple, she was gasping for air as he sunk into her
"SESSHOMARU!" She yelled out as he pushed her over the edge, tears blurred her vision.
Golden mixed with brown as they stared at each other through a hazy focus
Just gonna stand there
And watch me burn
But that's alright
Because I like
The way it hurts
Just gonna stand there
And hear me cry
But that's alright
Because I love
The way you lie
I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie
Not really knowing what to do Rin allowed him to pull her into the room still inside her, he fell on the bed her under himher hands tangled in his hair was he pushed into her a low shiver passed through him and into her
"Never again" He said riding her, the lie was evident to both of them and Rin managed to whisper hoarsely
"Why"
She gripped the head board for support as he mercilessly rode her
"Mine" He growled his eyes going a dark bloodshot red,
"Yours" She cried out hitting her climax. He continued thrusting into her. He needs her. He wants her. In the end He owns her.
A low moan poured out of him as he came collapsing on her, he rolled of pulling her into his embrace. Rin turned towards him pulling him closer
"I love you" He stated coolly locking his golden traps into her brown ones
"Why" she asked, he placed his palm over a long since healed bite mark
"Because your mine" He said hardening again "Because you always will be" He said huskily, his hot breath tickling he neck as he pulled her under him. Yelping in surprise Sesshomaru entered her swiftly. Pinning her arms above her head he greedily licked ever inch of her
Her body slowly became aflame as she came, her body rocking in ecstasy
Now I know we said things
Did things
That we didn't mean
And we fall back
Into the same patterns
Same routine
But your temper's just as bad
As mine is
You're the same as me
But when it comes to love
You're just as blinded
Baby please come back
It wasn't you
Baby it was me
Maybe our relationship
Isn't as crazy as it seems
Maybe that's what happens
When a tornado meets a volcano
All I know is
I love you too much
To walk away though
Come inside
Pick up your bags off the sidewalk
Don't you hear sincerity
In my voice when I talk
Told you this is my fault
Look me in the eyeball
Next time I'm pissed
I'll aim my fist
At the dry wall
Next time
There will be no next time
I apologize
Even though I know it's lies
I'm tired of the games
I just want her back
I know I'm a liar
If she ever tries to fucking leave again
I'mma tie her to the bed
And set the house on fire
"Please" Rin moaned out. She needs to leave get out of this relationship, she hated ever ounce of him and yet she needed ever part of him. Tears rolled down her flustered face as he came close to her ear
Just gonna stand there
And watch me burn
But that's alright
Because I like
The way it hurts
Just gonna stand there
And hear me cry
But that's alright
Because I love
The way you lie
I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie
"Rin.." Sesshomaru mumbled licking her neck
She whimpered slightly looking at the silver locks draped across her body "What.."
"I fucking hate you"
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