Dear Sasuke,
I feel so stupid. Not one word on that. Not one freaking word.
As for the reason why I feel stupid is because I have been in love with you for years and only just yesterday realized that you love me to. Looking back on things I should have seen it. And you should have seen how I loved you. We both made it so obvious.
Remember in first grade when I was stuck on the monkey bars? Dang that was scary. I swear I have never seen monkey bars that tall. Yeah I might want to get something for ADD, but that's not the point. Remember what I said to you?
"If you love me at all you will help me down from here."
And do you remember what you did? You didn't help me. Jerk. But you did say something.
"I love you, but I'm not stupid enough to go up there and get you down dobe." Then you threw a rock at me. -_-
Still you said you loved me, and when I finally did get down- with a bloody nose thanks to your rock- I asked why you threw a rock at me.
"It was shaped like a heart." Was what you told me. Back then I just kind of stared at you with a little kids version of a WTF look, but now if I block out the memory of the pain I can almost find it cute.
Then there was third grade. That kid- I don't remember his name- was being mean to me. Remember what you told him?
"Leave my boyfriend alone!" The entire playground heard, and later that day I was attacked by your fan girls. Even back in third freaking grade you had fan girls. I'm rolling my eyes now since you can't see me I thought I would let you know.
Anyway back to what happened that day. I whispered "Uh Sasuke I'm not your boyfriend. Remember?" You kicked me and told me to play along. So I kissed you. Come to think of it that might be why your fan girls tried to kill me.
You then told me: "Naruto you didn't have to do that."
And I said . . . *pause for dramatic affect* "I know, but I wanted to." Then I ran away from you while you gave me the same WTF look I had given you in first grade.
We were little kids so we didn't think much of it. We got better at hiding our feelings as we got older, but I still feel stupid for missing it. Like in sixth grade. We were at Ino's party. We were all playing truth or dare. You picked truth. You had to tell what your crush looks like. Sakara almost killed Ino when you said that they had blond hair and blue eyes. What everyone missed- even me- was that you said 'HE has blond hair and blue eyes'. We all missed the he in there.
Then there was seventh grade. You and your brother had just gotten into a huge fight. You were really upset. And you know what I said.
"I would offer to be your replacement brother so that you could love me, but I don't think your Dad really likes me. So he probably wouldn't let me move in."
It actually made you smile, and you said: "Dobe I already love you way more than Itachi." We then had a man-hug and went into school. And then Itachi beat me up when I tried to punch him for upsetting you. Oh wait . . . you didn't know about that. Why did I have to write this in pen? Oh well.
Then there was just yesterday in tenth grade. Where I heard you telling Sakara you couldn't be with her because you were gay, and you loved me. I wasn't eaves dropping I swear so don't kill me. I was just walking by, and happened to hear it. But anyway. I thought I should let you know that I have loved you for years. Do what you want with that info. I just don't think I'm brave enough to tell you to your face. I won't even be able to put this letter in your locker by myself. I'm asking Gaara to do it for me.
~love Naruto
A/N ok so should i continue this or not
