Summary: 2 months before his 16th b-day, everything was lost. And he started to become kinda crazy, having insomnia and somebody who seeks revenge wanted to kill him. Throughout those times, one person is always by his side...
Disclaimer: I do not own any of the characters in Rockman.exe but if I do, I might be in cloud 9 now...
Author's Note: Sorry for my grammatical errors... I' am not that kinda good in English (I never listened to my English teacher during lecture because her voice always made my mind drift off to another world...)
The Dying Swan
Chapter 1:
Since the last two months...everything had changed...
She closed her eyes and all the memories last two months is still fresh to her mind...
"Dad...mom..." he said feebly, she opened her eyes and looked sadly at him; He was shivering... she thought, he, sitting beside the closet, the feeble moonlight shines directly at his window, the beam flashes straight at him, it gives off a lonely scene inside the Hikari's.
Since the last two months, everything he had was lost... every part of his family...DIED
"Mom... Dad...Rockman..."he kept calling at them; she just looked at him not knowing what to do, "I wish I never dreamed of it... I wish I was the one dead..." he whispered "if it wasn't me, then they would still be alive today..." he blamed himself, he looked at his shivering hands, and then he slap it in his face, he was crying... he still called at them, later on, he was asleep and she put a blanket at him...
The daylight brings a bright new day to everyone but in Hikari's residence, everything is the same since the day they died...
"Netto, it's time for you to eat." Meiru said cheerfully to cheer up the low-spirited person, he just looked up dully at her and looked again at the swan, and she looked unhappily at the swan, like Netto, the swan looked miserable.
That swan represents Netto and the other three swans died a day before the person they represent died. She thought unhappily, she doesn't want him to think that he would die because of such foolishness. She served the food next to him, he looked at it uninterestingly at the food "Meiru...I don't want to eat, I want to die." He said weakly "oh don't you say that foolishness Netto-kun, eat now your food and I'll get you some water." she said and went to the kitchen, when she got there, she almost fainted, she stayed up all night to look after Netto.
When she got to the veranda (where you can see the pond where the last swan is.) she saw Netto clutching his head, he was whining, the glass of water crashed as she run to Netto and embraced him "I can't take it anymore." He wailed in a small voice, he was trying to endure the pain he felt, she wanted to feel the pain he felt, she wanted to be a part of him but God prohibited her to feel it, all she can do is to comfort him as he tried to bear it "I wanna die." he wailed feebly as he tried to bear the pain, she was crying, because all she can do is to comfort him and keeping him to continue on, she always wished that the swan never came, that those accidents never happened, that he wasn't been deleted and she wished that he never felt that pain but this damn world never wanted to fulfill her wishes, mainly because all of her wishes is selfishness, if those never happened to him, then who is the deserving person to take all of it?
As she was crying, the tears felled down on Netto 'she was crying because of me.' He thought as he slowly looked up at her, she embraced him tightly, her eyes shut closed, tears fall from her eyes endlessly, she was the only one that can ease the pain he felt, she is the only one that can cheer him during the lonely times, she is the light and the guide from the dark, cold, lonely place, she is the first person he sees when he wakes from the nightmare and she is the only one that pursues him to continue on. And all he could hell freaking do is to be a big burden. 'Damn I wish I never knew her and she never knew me so she can not feel the pain anymore.' He would always thought when he saw her crying, then he screamed for the pain in his head became much more excruciating, he closed his eyes tightly and stated to cry and she embraced him more tightly 'please bear it for a while Netto, please.' She thought in her mind as she still cried endlessly then he opened his eyes quickly, from those eyes, the happy memories turned into nightmares are about to be told...
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So, did you like my first fic? Actually this isn't my first fic; it was just the first I've submitted because all of my fics doesn't have a first chapter. Anyway, thanks for reading!!! Please R and R. I'm dying to read your comments to improve my fiction. Chapter 2 will come soon!!!
