" Hey, Bella." Sandy, my roommate greeted me when she came in the room as I am getting dressed.
" Hey, Sandy." I said happily. I am getting ready for a date with my boyfriend Nate James.
" Wow, you look hot." Sandy said. " Where you and that hot boyfriend of yours going tonight?"
" To the new club, opening downtown." I said. " You like my outfit?" I asked her gesturing to my tight little black dress that is backless.
" You look hot." she reassured me. " He will melt when he see's you."
I laughed. I looked in the mirror and started putting my makeup on.
" You should try my new lipstick, it's super red, but it will look so good on you."
" Um, no." I protested when I saw her lipstick. " That is too red, it will look ridiculous on me."
" Try it." she said pouting. " It will look good on you. With your pale skin tone, it is perfect."
" Fine." I said. " Here goes nothing."
Nate's POV:
" Bella." My breath stopping short, when the door opened and there stood my beautiful, super hot girlfriend in tight little black dress, and her smoky eye makeup with her red fiery lips, that I so badly want to kiss.
" Hey, baby." she said giving me a smile.
" You look so beautiful." I said. " You look hot, babe."
She blushed a little. The blush I find so adorable.
" Thanks." she said reaching towards me to give me an kiss.
" You ready?" I asked.
" Yeah." she said. She hesitated for a minute and than said " Nate?"
" Yeah?"
" I love you." she said looking at me to see how I will respond.
" What did you say?" I asked just to be sure I am not hearing things.
" I love you Nate James. We been together for seven months. I really love you. I hope you feel the same. I been wanting to say this for a while now. And I been waiting for a perfect time to tell you. But I figured this is the right time as any to tell you." Bella said turning red a little bit.
" Isabella Marie Swan." I said reaching for her hands looking her straight in the eye. " I love you too. I been meaning to tell you too, but I am sort of afraid you might not feel the same. I am so glad to hear you say that."
" Do you still want to go to the club, or do you want to go somewhere else to celebrate?" She asked.
" You know, now that you mention it, it feels sort of weird to go clubbing now, we should have a romantic night out." I told her caressing her soft cheeks.
Edward's POV:
It's been two years since I left Bella. Everyday I miss her, each day pain consuming me. Life is unbearable without her. I no longer laugh, and have joy. It not only affect me, but my family as well. What's the point of forever when you have nothing to live for.
" Edward." Alice said.
" Hmm?"
" I miss her Edward." she said. " I know some stuff about her, Edward."
" Like what?"
" She's a bit different now." she said carefully blocking her out her thoughts, so I cant read them.
" Like what?" I asked. " And how do you know?"
" I been searching so I can find things out about Bella." she said. " I been doing without you knowing for a while now. It's hard to keep it from you. But I think you should know that she is happy Edward. She is safe."
My heart ached to hear that. My whole reason I left her is to keep her safe. But, on the other hand, I wanted to be with her.
" How is she different?" I asked.
She hesitated a little bit, still trying to block her thoughts.
" Alice." I warned.
" She is currently going to school in University of Arizona. She is majoring in English. She is currently working on a novel, She is not as clumsy now, she is more confident, she is more outgoing and she is with someone else." she said mumbling the last part.
" What?" not sure if I heard her right.
" I'm sorry, Edward." she said. " She is serious with that guy."
My dead heart ached. I felt like I want to cry, if I could. Pain went through my whole body. My Bella with another man. My Bella with someone else. My body went numb.
" I'm sorry." Alice said. " You needed to know. For too long Edward, you tried avoiding anything that has to do with her. For a long time you never want to hear a thing about her, or hear us mention her. For too long you been hiding it."
" Alice, I cant. it hurts to much. Every moment, every second, every minute, every hour of everyday spent without her is hard. This pain inside me is so unbearable."
" Edward, no more excuses." She said firmly. " We all miss her. It's not only affecting you, but us, your family. She's happy now. You deserve a chance to be happy."
" But how can I be without her?"
Decide what you want.
Author's note: Read and Review please. Tell me what you think of it. Please be honest, and tell me if you like it or hate it.
If I dont get enough than I may or amy not continue it. And please read my other fan fictiion about Leah.
