Disclaimer: I don't own SG-1 or "I shouls have never let you go" By Bardot.

A/N: okay so not many people will know this song but that's okay you can read fic and song or just fic it works either way.

Seems we played a game, but lost along the way,
Somewhere we went wrong, I didn't have a clue.

Jack stood at the bedroom door and watched her pack. It was the hardest think that he had ever done. Just letting her walk out. After all they had been through, the death and destruction and then pulling it all back together. He was now letting her walk out of his life for good.

Should've never let you go, baby don't you know,
It was all in my mind, was I such a fool.
To let you get away and now everyday,
There's nothing to defend.

"Please can't we talk about this?"

"There is nothing to talk about, just let me go and we will both be a lot happier."

My head was in the clouds and when I look around,

I won't give up - till you come back again.

"We can work this out!"

"Good bye enjoy the rest of your life."

If I could turn back time, I never would've thought,
That I could lose you boy but now I know,

I should've never let you go.

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-Flashback-

Jack stood at the alter looking at his wife and made her promise that what ever happened in the coming years that she would always stand by him.

She made him promise in return that he would always be there to talk when something was wrong.

-End Flashback-

Neither of then kept their promise.

If I could have one wish, I'll be the first to tell you,
This is never what I wanted, no, I should've never let you go.

From the moment they had met they had loved each other. Jack always had done his best by her and her by him but it was hard with both juggling jobs and other responsibilities.

I was confident, thought you were content,
How did we go wrong and now what can I do?
Should've never let you go, baby don't you know,

After the first few years they just floated apart. They did not talk or even look at each other the same way any more. What had happened to the love-sick couple they had been?


My tears are on the inside, how can it be true.
I let you get away, and now everyday,
There's nothing to defend.
My head was in the clouds and when I look around,
I won't give up - till you come back again.

One year later.

One night Jack sat on his roof and looked at the stars through his small telescope, which was his want to do when he needed space and time to think about anything.

He heard a nock on the front door but ignored it. He did not want to talk to anyone at the moment. Voices and then someone on his ladder.

Next thing Jack knew he was standing in the first elevator of the Stargate Command. Then making smart comments to Samuels and then standing in front of General Hammond the new Commander of the SGC. Being told by the large man from Texas that he was being recalled to active duty.

Soon he was standing in the briefing room in dress blues talking to a large group of men all in dress blues as well.

"Captain Carter should be arriving any minute."

"Carter?"

"Sam Carter, is being assigned to this mission."

"I would prefer to put together my own team Sir."

"Not on this mission sorry. Carter is our top expert on the Stargate."

"Where is he transferring from?"

"She is transferring from the Pentagon."

As the tall blonde Captain/Doctor walked in to the room only one though crossed Jacks mind.

Oh, no not her, any one but her!!!!

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