Chapter 1: Personal Affairs

Riku moved one hand from its position on Sora's face and put it on his waist. The other, he ran through Sora's spiky locks and settled it on the base of his neck. He leaned forward, gently urging Sora to lie on his back. Riku regretfully removed his lips from Sora's to kiss his exposed neck and collarbone. Hearing Sora's soft moans and gasps fueled his desire to press further.

Riku bit down on the soft flesh of Sora's neck and ran his tongue over the mark, soothing it. He took his lips from his neck and crashed then into Sora's with bruising force. As their tongues battled for dominance over the kiss, Riku slid one hand under Sora's thin tee shirt and pressed his palm against Sora's flat stomach.

Sora abruptly broke off the kiss, his face flushed, lips swollen, and panting for air. He stared directly into Riku's eyes, which were hovering mere centimeters above his own. He shivered under the fierce heated gaze of his blue-green eyes. His hands, from their position on Riku's strong, lean arms, gave a gentle push and the older boy sat back on his heels.

"What's the matter?"

"Nothing…everything's fine"

"You sure?" Riku asked as he leaned into Sora again.

"Uh, yeah it's nothing, I just-"

The door opened unexpectedly.

"Kuu-Chan, I thought that we could-" shouted the boy

Riku ran to the door, shoving the blonde-headed boy out with caution.

"Why the hell are you here, I thought I told you that there is and never will be anything between us, and why the hell are you calling me Kuu-Chan…?"

"I know but I really needed to talk to you"

"Can't we talk about this some other time?"

"Whatever you say"

Tidus walked off plainly as if nothing had happened.

"Who the hell was that?" asked Sora in a solemn tone of voice.

"He's no one; he's just a friend…"

"Since when does your 'friend' call you Kuu-Chan?"

"Sora, relax. You get too obsessive about minor things"

Riku leaned in to kiss his boyfriend. Sora got up.

"Suddenly…I'm not in the mood. You can call your 'friend' and tell him that you're available"

He walked out, slamming the door behind him. He had even forgotten his shirt. But he was too angry to care about any of that.

"Damn it"

Sora headed downstairs to the lounge and threw himself on the bed-like couch, tears welling up in his eyes.

"How could he be cheating on me…I didn't expect him to…"

He threw the throw pillow on the floor and stubbornly crossed his arms.

For the next week or so, Sora avoided his lover. (Might I remind you that they sleep in the same room?) He stood in the cafeteria sketching the scenery out the window. A guy with long silver hair approached him. Sora didn't bother to look up thinking it would be Riku. The bronze skinned man sat down in front of Sora.

"I hear that when a man sketches, he does it to capture the moment"

"I don't mean to be an asshole, but would you please leave? I'd rather be alone right now"

"Well that's funny, considering that you are in a public place"

"Fine, then I'll go somewhere else" Sora stated bitterly.

"I didn't mean it that way. Hi, I'm Ansem"

He extended his hand. Sora obliged and shook his hand.

"I'm Sora"

"So Sora, it's a nice day outside, there are no classes today and you're here sulking"

"There's nothing to be happy about"

"And why is that?"

"My…well this friend of mine has a boyfriend and this boyfriend of his is cheating on him. The guy walked in on my friend and his boyfriend during an almost intimate moment and…"

"I see, well did your friend speak to him"

"Why should he? His boyfriend is a flirtatious, lying, conniving, horny bastard!"

"Strong words Sora"

"Why am I telling you this? I don't even know your name"

"Pardon, my name is Ansem"

"How did you know who I was?"

"You're very hard to forget"

Ansem placed his hand on Sora's book.

"I have a feeling things are gonna get better"

Ansem walked off. Sora packed up his things and headed back to the room to finish his sketch.

For the next few weeks, Sora and Ansem hung out. Sora needed a friend, especially with the state he was in with Riku. But Ansem expected a little more.

Sora was heading towards his room. He saw Riku walking towards him. Sora turned around and headed back down the hall. Riku chased after him. He pinned Sora against the wall.

"You prick"

"What the hell are you talking about?"

"You know damn well what I'm talking about. You wanna get back at me that bad?"

"Riku, I don't know what you're talking about"

Riku shoved Sora against the wall harder.

"Do you think I like my friends telling me about your little get-together's with that guy, huh?"

"Riku, I don't know what get-together's you're talking about. Especially if I hardly go anywhere and if you were there half the time you would know that"

"I swear if you're sleeping with him-"

"Riku, unlike you I know how to control my hormones"

Riku stared into Sora's eyes questioningly and stuck his tongue in his lover's mouth for a split second, exploring its hot caverns. Sora leaned into the kiss and then abruptly pulled away.

"What the hell is wrong with you? Do I have a sign on my head that reads gullible?"

"Just stay away from him Sora, I mean it"

"Are you that threatened by him? Besides I'm entitled to have friends of my own Riku. You should know that there is nothing going on between me and Ansem. He's nice to talk to"

"And I'm not?"

"Of course you are, especially when guys barge in seeking your 'attention'. That really makes things easier" said Sora sarcastically

"You're overreacting and you know that"

"I sure hope so"

Riku let go of Sora shoving him away.

"Remember something Riku. You cheated on me. I did nothing wrong but love you unconditionally and you repaid me with betrayal and an affair that went on god knows how long. If you're going to be mad at anyone, be mad at yourself for being such an asshole. Or at least the fact that you hurt me in the worst way possible"

Sora walked off quickly with tears in his eyes. Riku walked down the hall, knowing that he shouldn't have taken that approach with Sora. Ansem sat by Sora's dorm room.

"Um…Ansem right now is not a good time"

"I heard what happened"

"Word gets around fast doesn't it?"

"I'm really sorry about this, it's all my fault"

"There's no need to be sorry, but I don't think I should be seeing you right now"

"And why is that?"

"Riku seems to think that I'm sleeping with you to get back at him for cheating on me. If he saw you here, I would look like a hypocrite"

"Well I can't argue with that"

"What the hell am I gonna do, he seems angrier. But what confuses me is how he thinks he has the right to get upset when he caused all of this and-"

"Sora, I don't think he'd go too far"

"I think he would, at that moment I was 100 sure he was gonna hit me"

"Besides why should he care?" asked Ansem curiously.

"Care about what?"

"If you were cheating on him… with me"

"Because he's very overprotective of me and he gets jealous very quickly, but what I don't get is that he doesn't trust me enough to have composure, besides I would never cheat on him with any-"

Ansem placed his finger on Sora's lips.

"Something tells me that this is going to be exciting…for the both of us"

"I don't like where this heading. I have a lot to work on right now, I'll see you later and-"

Ansem pulled Sora in.

"If he catches me, he's going to think that I've been-"

"Let him think whatever he wants to"

"Ansem I can't do this, don't-"

He pushed Sora onto the bed.

"Please don't!"

He stuck his tongue in Sora's mouth forcefully. Riku heard Sora yell. He knocked the door in.

"Sora…?"

Sora pushed Ansem from on top of him and ran over to Riku.

"Riku, it's not what it looks like"

"Whatever"

Riku walked off without a word. Ansem walked out with a smile on his face. Sora stood on his bed sulking.

Riku was pissed off, and he decided to take it out on everyone around him. The next morning, Sora and Riku were even more distant. Their art teacher Mr. Kakuzawa noticed the tension.

Sora had his sketchbook on arm. Riku pushed past him, knocking his sketchbook on the floor purposely. Sora glared and grabbed a can of red paint. He threw it on Riku's smooth silvery hair. Riku turned around. He pinned Sora down on the floor and punched him, but not enough to cause any blood. The teacher glared at the both of them.

"Riku, Sora may I see you two in my office please?"

Riku rushed past Sora, as he followed plainly behind.

"Now, I have noticed a slight difference in both of your behavior"

"This doesn't concern you"

Sora held an ice towel on his cheek.

"I just want to find the root of the problem.

"Ask Sora, he sure had a mouthful last night"

"Sora?"

"I didn't do anything wrong, it was all a misunderstanding"

"His tongue was down your throat. How much of that can you misunderstand?"

"He came on to me, if anything, I 'm the victim"

"Awe, poor baby"

"Fuck off"

"Sora what happened?"

"Riku cheated on me. I didn't know until his little playmate walked in on us a a few days ago. I was sitting in the cafeteria and he came up to me. He was nice to talk to. There was nothing else involved. At least not in my mind. After I left Riku last night he was waiting for me by the door. It was nothing but small talk and then he was muttering things…"

"Yes, give us your sob story"

"You know what; you can go to hell Riku"

Sora shoved his foot out of the way to leave the room.

"Riku, I want to have a session with you and Ansem, is that okay"

"Whatever, it's not like I care what he has to say, and who the hell are you to judge us? You're not even a qualified counselor"

"No, but I know how to help two people in trouble"

"Whatever"

Ansem walked in the room. He stood across from Riku.

"Okay Ansem what happened a few weeks ago?"

"I saw his hot little…"

"Don't you dare"

"I saw his sexy little consort all alone in the cafeteria. He was staring plainly out the window. I made small talk. Now if you're referring to last night, I didn't really get what I expected, but-"

"What happened with Sora?"

"Well it was my only opportunity"

Riku lunged at Ansem. The teacher intervened.

"You bastard. Don't you dare lay another finger on him or I'll-"

Ansem laughed blankly.

"Anyway, it wasn't as if he was compliant. He wasn't too warmed up to the idea. Although, it was quite tempting. Look I can give you the stupid tape, I got things to do"

He threw the tape on the table and walked out.

"You recorded it?"

"Well as much as I could. I find it to be very soothing. His sexy groans and the way he begs for you to stop"

"Ansem, I will kill you"

"Is that a threat?"

"Oh, you can be greatly assured that I don't make threats, that was a promise"

"I don't see why you're getting all worked up about it; you're the one that cheated on him"

Ansem waved his arm at Riku and walked out.

"Now Riku, we're going to listen to this tape"

Riku kept thinking about the things he had said to his lover. All of the things that he said out of anger, and he took it out on Sora.

The tape plays:

"Um…Ansem right now is not a good time"

"I heard what happened"

"Word gets around fast doesn't it?"

"I'm really sorry about this, it's all my fault"

"There's no need to be sorry, but I don't think I should be seeing you right now"

"And why is that?"

"Riku seems to think that I'm sleeping with you to get back at him for cheating on me. If he saw you here, I would look like a total hypocrite"

"Well I can't argue with that"

"What the hell am I gonna do, he seems angrier. But what confuses me is how he thinks he has the right to get upset when he caused all of this and-"

"Sora, I don't think he'd go too far"

"I think he would, at that moment I was 100 sure he was gonna get physical"

"Besides why should he care?" asked Ansem curiously.

"Care about what?"

"If you were cheating on him… with me"

"Because he's very overprotective of me and he gets jealous very quickly, but what I don't get is that he doesn't trust me enough to have composure, besides I would never cheat on him with any-"

Silence

"I don't like where this heading. I have a lot to work on right now, I'll see you later…"

"If he catches me…he's going to think…"

"Let him think whatever he wants to"

"Ansem I can't do this, don't…"

"Please don't!"

Tape cuts off suddenly

"So from the looks of it, Sora did no wrong here. You are mad at yourself for-"

"I don't need you to tell me that I'm a jerk. I can do that all by myself. Now if you would excuse me, I have to wash paint off of my hair"

Riku headed to the bathroom and washed all of the paint out of his hair, much to his surprise it came off easily. Afterwards, he headed back to the dorm.

Sora's face was muffled by the wall. He wanted to drown out all of his sorrows and just forget that all of this was happening. Riku walked in and stared at his boyfriend.

"Sora…?"

Sora didn't bother to look up.

"Look, if you're here to accuse me again, I'm really not up to it today. Try again tomorrow"

"Sora, spare me the sarcasm. I'm here to…apologize for the things I've done for the past few weeks. I'm sorry for accusing you for sleeping with Ansem, and I'm sorry for believing the things that I've been told without a proper confrontation. I'm sorry for hitting you, and most of all…I'm sorry for being unfaithful"

Sora turned to look at him.

"There's just one thing I want you to answer for me"

"What is it?"

"Why would you…after all these years you and I were together. Not once did you-"

"Sora, I-"

"Wait, I'm not finished. When was the last time you slept with him"

"Sora, it wasn't an ongoing thing"

"That's not the question"

"I've only slept with him one time. I swear to you"

"When was this? Was I-"

"No, it was over spring break when you went to see your parents. Tidus was here with me and it was just a one-night thing. Sora I never wanted you to find out about that"

Sora looked at the wall, and once again threw himself against it.

"Sora say something"

"There's nothing I can say. You don't know how much this is eating at me right now"

"Baby, please"

He walked over to Sora slowly, shortly after locking the door behind him. Reaching out, he cupped the brunette's cheek, before he could get away. He ran his thumb over Sora's soft cheek, wiping away a fallen tear as he did so. Silenced loomed in the air as Riku stared intensely at Sora. He sighed as the brunette began crying again.

"You're such a bastard!" He was about to rant on when he felt a set of lips capture his own.

Leaning over, Riku gently kissed at Sora's lips until the brunette stopped pouting and kissed back. Grabbing his hips, Riku gently maneuvered Sora so the brunette was straddling him. It started out slow, nothing more than innocent butterfly kisses, but soon grew more passionate. Riku licked Sora's bottom lip, gaining entrance to his boyfriend's mouth. Sora sighed in pleasure and allowed Riku's tongue to roam around, running across his teeth and on the roof of his mouth, before urging Sora's tongue to join it in a loving dance.

Sora complied shyly, but soon gave into Riku's skill and relaxed. Riku removed his tongue and started kissing down Sora's neck. He'd nip and lick the soft skin as he went, making Sora moan and shiver with pleasure. When he reached Sora's special spot, he sucked softly, making the other boy's moans louder and his hands tighten their hold on his shirt. Riku smirked and flipped him onto the bed, pinning the smaller boy underneath him. Sora blushed brightly but made no protest.

With care, Riku removed Sora's shirt, tracing his skin with gentle fingers. Sora shivered with both excitement and fear. He loved Riku and wanted to be with him. Riku began licking and kissing his way down Sora's chest, occasionally biting lovingly. Sora gasped when Riku took a nipple into his mouth and sucked on it gently. He quickly moved to the other one and sucked on it until Sora was moaning loudly with pleasure.

Abandoning the pink stubs, Riku kissed his way lower. He swirled his tongue in Sora's belly-button, something that drove the brunette crazy, and stopped right as he reached his pants. Riku grinned up at Sora, who had opened his eyes when he'd stop. When Sora saw the intent in Riku's eyes he faintly smiled. Giving his permission with a shaky nod, Riku smiled disarmingly at him. The teen kissed his stomach again reassuringly.

"I want to make it up to you"

Sora lifted his hips to make it easier to get his pants and boxers off. He blushed brightly as he lay completely naked underneath Riku now. Riku took a second to drink in the gorgeous sight below him before he gently kissed all around Sora's hardened member. Sora mumbles and bucked his hips towards Riku, silently pleading. Riku pushed him back down and decided to give in to his lover's request.

Riku slipped a hand behind Sora's back, placing his finger at the young boy's entrance. Riku smiled and took Sora completely into his mouth and the same time he pushed a finger into his hole. Sora gasped loudly and squeezed his eyes shut at the pleasure building up inside of him. He tangled his hands into Riku's hair as the other boy licked his way up his manhood, making him squirm.

As Riku slowly began to suck, he stuck another finger inside his lover. The boy moaned and wiggled more under him and Riku added a third finger. He began teasing Sora out while keeping up his blow job. When he felt Sora was about to come, he released the throbbing member, earning a disapproving noise from Sora. Riku couldn't help but smirk.

He kissed Sora thoroughly on the lips and positioned his own throbbing manhood at Sora's entrance. "I want all of this pain you feel to go away" Riku began pushing himself inside Sora and the brunette had to bite his lip so not to cry out. By the time Riku was fully inside him, Sora was at an end.

"Are you okay?"

"It feels so fuckin' good"

Riku hissed at him and kissed Sora hard on the lips. Riku slowly began to move in and out of Sora. He set a steady pace, being sure to hit Sora's pleasure spot with each thrust. The teen moaned and raked his nails over Riku's back, lost in sheer ecstasy. He could feel a pressure building up inside of him and his breathing became more erratic.

"Riku…" Sora gasped, wanting to say something but not being able to form coherent thought beyond the other teen's name.

"Just say what you want, Sora," Riku whispered him.

"Uh…Kuu-Chan…faster…" Sora bit his lip, loving the sensations coursing through him. Everything was so intense.

Riku smirked and increased his pace. He could feel Sora almost ready to come, just as he was. He reached around front and grasped Sora's neglected member, earning a loud moan of pleasure from the boy underneath him. He began pumping Sora in time with his thrusts, reveling in the loud whimpers of pleasure from the other boy.

"Ah, Riku," Sora gasped.

"Shh," Riku whispered. "Come with me, Sora."

"Riku, please…"

After three more thrusts, Sora came, Riku following right afterwards. Both called each other's names in bliss as they rode out their orgasms. When it was done, Riku gently removed himself from Sora and lay down, pulling the younger boy against his chest.

After taking a second to catch his breath, Sora spoke. "I love you, Riku."

Pulling the other boy closer, Riku smiled. "I love you too, Sora."

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