He was shaking me hard now, trying to pull me back to the present. Currently, I wasn't sure where my mind was. I could see the man's concerned face, but there was a haze across my vision. I was still seeing that beautiful blonde boy, the vampire that would be mine, some day. That was what I was searching for. Him. My future. No matter what I saw, I would always be with Jasper.

"Sorry," I tried to reassure the man who I assumed was in the present. I could hear my voice clearly, but his was faded, like a whisper. "Are you okay Alice? It'll be alright," he assured me.

Wait, I didn't tell him my name.

"Who are you?" I said, but he didn't notice. "Edward," he said, "Can you snap her out of it?"

Out of what? I thought, because I was sure I was no longer looking spacey, but then Edward said something and Jasper appeared, his beautiful golden eyes comforting me.

But wait. I didn't know Jasper yet. Or Edward. I knew that they were both in my family, or would be. The confusion ended abruptly as I fell, yes, fell, and my face made contact with the sidewalk.

My eyes blinked and I saw a new scene. The city stretched in front of me and I was on the sidewalk spacing out, again, and talking. But nobody was there. I was talking to my visions, which only reaffirmed how insane I had been acting around humans.

The sadness overtook me for a moment, because I was alone and felt psychotic. I was taking comfort from figments of my imagination, really. But I wasn't insane. Because if you felt insane, you couldn't be, right? If you knew how strange you acted, your mind was still conscious and sane enough to have some inflection. But I had the strangest feelings sometimes, like everyone was attacking me, tricking me. I took some comfort from the white clouds above me. Night made me feel trapped, scared. It was a ridiculous reaction but I couldn't shake it off.

I lost myself in memories-no, they were not my past-visions of Jasper and tried to find where he was. Anything, a direction, something.

I saw the sun, sand, and heat. South. I had to head South.

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I've already written something in Alice's POV; it was around the time of Eclipse, and I wondered how it would be different than when she was a newborn. I imagine she would get confused-"Was that a vision or a memory? Is that happening right now?" and she wouldn't be looking, but she would still see things. I hope this one-shot isn't confusing. I hope you enjoy it! Please review.