Hello everybody so heres whats up i landed a huge role in a play. Yeps i got the lead which is like amazing and im so happy and also busy but this is a new story because big time coping is like on hiatus so i decide to get another story line going instead of my other stories that are like one shots thrown together. On the topic of oneshots whos doing oneshot day? Ok anyway moving on. Ladies and gentlemen i give you when i am weak!

When i am weak chapter one

You lift me up with your love

You lift me up with your love

You lift me up with your love

You lift me up

Waiting for the sunrise

Waiting for the day

Waiting for a sign

That I'm where you want me to be

You know my heart is heavy

And the hurt is deep

But when I feel like giving up

You're reminding me

That we all fall down sometimes

But when I hit the ground

You lift me up when I am weak

Your arms wrap around me

Your love catches me so I'm letting go

You lift me up when I can't see

Your heart is all that I need

Your love carries me so I'm letting go

You lift me up with your love

You lift me up with your love

You lift me up with your love

You lift me up

I know I'm not perfect

I know I make mistakes

I know that I have let you down

But you love me the same

And when I'm surrounded

When I lose my way

When I'm crying out and falling down

You are here to

Lift me up when I am weak

Your arms wrap around me

Your love catches me so I'm letting go

You lift me up when I can't see

Your heart is all that I need

Your love carries me so I'm letting go

I can see the dawn is breaking

I am feeling overtaken with your love

With your love

I don't know what I can offer

In this moment I surrender to your love

To your love

You lift me up when I am weak

Your arms wrap around me

Your love catches me so I'm letting go

You lift me up when I am weak

Your arms wrap around me

Your love catches me so I'm letting go

You lift me up when I can't see

Your heart is all that I need

Your love carries me so I'm letting go

I can see the dawn is breaking

I am feeling overtaken with your love

You lift me up with your love

You lift me up with your love

You lift me up with your love

You lift me up

Kendall Knight was strong he had to be. Some days he felt ike diving underneath his green dove scented sheets and just never coming out. Yes he would let the stillness of his room protect him. He let the blankets muffle the yelling and screaming. He only had to roll up tighter to keep his body safe and ears covered from the cruel words that bounced around the house.

For six years kendall only had to look after himself but then katie was born and suddenly his blanket of security had to be larger and able to cover two bodies not just his. However he never had to try too hard katie was tiny and had her own blanket to cover herself with.

Kendall did everything for katie changed her diaper ,brushed her, and gave her baths every other night. When he could he tried his hand at cooking knowing babies didn't drink milk forever. He did as much as he could and it was a lot more than any typical six year old would do.

School wasn't an option he taught himself and learned by doing. Kendall only needed katie and katie only needed kendall and thats how they liked it. From first steps to first words kendall watched katie and was there. Every cut bruise or scrape anytime a tear was shed kendall wiped it away and made it ok.

Soon katie was five and kendall eleven. This was when kendall and katie were given to social services to be placed with another family. The women told kendall that because his parents weren't fit to be a parent and were never home they were asked to send them to a house that was fit for parenthood.

"listen ma'am i have taken care of my babysister since she was born and i am fit for parenthood let me do it i know i can! I'll learn how to do things! I can get books and movies i'll even go to classes just please!"the womens face crinkled into a sad smile ut she shook her head.

"i'm sorry honey i'm afraid we cant let you do that although i'm sure you would be a great father."

"kenny!" kendall turned watched katie run into the room and cling to his leg.

"what sweetie?" kendall cooed picking her up and setting her on his lap.

"theres a lady out there! She says were going home with her! But kenny she has kids already!"

"she does?"kendall rubbed katies back trying to calm her down.

"yes she has a boy and a baby!" kendall snapped his head towards the child service lady.

"no! We aren't going! Shes just going to leave us she has kids of her own!" but nobody cared what an eleven year old had to say and thats why katie and kendall were currently sitting in a minivan with nothing but a backpack each. Kendall sat in the middle griping katies hand and trying to ignore the gurgling two year old next to him that was already introduced as Lizzy. (a/n notice i used lizzy again from kendalls responsibility i just like that name)

Katies brown eyes watched with disgust as Lizzy blew saliva bubbles and drooled all over herself."gross." katie pointed to her looking at kendall. Kendall nodded showing he agreed. Katie smiled happily and giggled as kendall kissed her cheek.

"were be alright kit kat we can take care of ourselves." kendall whispered in her ear. Kate nodded and looked into his green eyes seeing determination. Yes they would be ok.

"hi i'm logan mitchell" the boy in the front turned and waved katie waved back while kendall ignored him. "you'll meet james, carlos, and Melody when we get home." kendall stopped looking out the window and stared at logan.

"theres more!" logan nodded and turned back around. So much for being ok.

There you go how was that? Review follow fav u know da drill;)