A silent scream woke me from those haunting dreams of death. My hair was mated down from sweat and tears that continued to make their way down my face. I could hear the rush of footsteps headed to my room. I could feel my breathes becoming short as I remember the eyes of my beloved dead ones, Ron, Hermione, Luna, Neville, Cedric, and so much more.
"Cub?" the sound of my adoptive father calls to me as though he but a distance away.
Looking towards him I can see Siri holding Teddy, while Sev was leaning against the door way only Remy was near me. I don't say a word; I have yet to even speak to anyone since that fated night. Tears spring up as I see the men who stuck by me through it all, almost costing their lives in return…I should have left a while ago; they would only get hurt if I stayed close to them.
Through my hazy thoughts I did not notice my only best friend left come into the room and pulled me into a close hug. It takes much effort not to flinch away or pull my wand out on him.
"Oh Harry…we aren't letting you go no matter what you think, you are not a monster and their deaths were not your fault."
I shake my head no disagreeing with the words he is telling me, only to be interrupted, "use your words Harry." Draco admonishes me.
I bring my hands up to sign to him that I disagree with him, that I am a monster. I should have trained better, been stronger, or something. But no instead I let all those people die. It was no is my fault and it will always be my fault no matter how much someone tells me different. I can still see the horror on Mione's face as the ever curse full green light shot towards her, claiming her life as she fell to the floor dead. I can feel tears rising and my breathe becoming sharper with each intake.
"NO cub stop this right now it wasn't you fault and it will never be your fault now just breathe baby just breathe." Sirius cried giving Teddy to Remus as he joined his cousin on top of his son's bed, for that was what Harry was to him. Rubbing calming circles into his son's back trying to sooth the small boy.
"We're leaving in the morning baby, we'll start new all seven of us."
"Where?" I signed.
"Forks, Washington" Lucius answered, "I have a small branch out in Seattle and I don't want Draco or you in the City again, so Forks will work just fine." I nodded and as they began to go back to their rooms I grabbed Draco's pant bottoms, I could see him looking questioning at the me as i bit my lip, "Stay?" i signed. He was awarded a soft not as Draco scooted into bed with me.
Forks, Washington here we come….
Author Note: yes I started a new story no I'm not abandoning Daddy don't leave me. I just have minor readers block consisting of that story. I reread all chapters before post and I have come to the conclusion that by posting it I would be stuck as how to continue on to the next chapter but I have already started to rewrite it so never fear it will be here soon. =] thanks to all those who have waited patiently.
