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Summary: Derek picks Addison him and Addison move back to New York, what if Derek is leaving more then one thing behind?

"Hate That I Love You"
Rihanna FT Ne-Yp

[Rihanna:]
That's how much I love you
That's how much I need you
And I can't stand you
Must everything you do make me wanna smile
Can I not like you for awhile? (No....)

[Ne-Yo:]
But you won't let me
You upset me girl
And then you kiss my lips
All of a sudden I forget (that I was upset)
Can't remember what you did

[Rihanna:]
But I hate it...
You know exactly what to do
So that I can't stay mad at you
For too long that's wrong

[Ne-Yo:]
But I hate it...
You know exactly how to touch
So that I don't want to fuss.. and fight no more
Said I despise that I adore you

[Rihanna:]
And I hate how much I love you boy (yeah...)
I can't stand how much I need you (I need you...)
And I hate how much I love you boy (oh whoa..)
But I just can't let you go
And I hate that I love you so (oh..)

[Ne-Yo:]
You completely know the power that you have
The only one makes me laugh

[Rihanna:]
Said it's not fair
How you take advantage of the fact
That I... love you beyond the reason why
And it just ain't right

[Ne-Yo:]
And I hate how much I love you girl
I can't stand how much I need you (yeah..)
And I hate how much I love you girl
But I just can't let you go
But I hate that I love you so

[Both:]
One of these days maybe your magic won't affect me
And your kiss won't make me weak
But no one in this world knows me the way you know me
So you'll probably always have a spell on me...

[Ne-Yo:]
Yeah... Oh...

[Rihanna:]
That's how much I love you (as much as I need you)
That's how much I need you (oh..)
That's how much I love you (oh..)
As much as I need you

[Rihanna:]
And I hate that I love you so
And I hate how much I love you boy
I can't stand how much I need you (can't stand how much I need you)
And I hate how much I love you boy
But I just can't let you go (but I just can't let you go no..)
And I hate that I love you so

And I hate that I love you so.. so...

You know how when you were a little kid and you believed in fairy tales, that fantasy of what your life would be, white dress, prince charming who would carry you away to a castle on a hill. You would lie in bed at night and close your eyes and you had complete and utter faith. Santa Claus, the Tooth Fairy, Prince Charming, they were so close you could taste them, but eventually you grow up, one day you open your eyes and the fairy tale disappears. Most people turn to the things and people they can trust. But the thing is its hard to let go of that fairy tale entirely cause almost everyone has that smallest bit of hope, of faith, that one day they will open their eyes and it will come true.

"Oh your staying with her"

"She's my wife"

It has been 1 months since the love of her life, the brainless brain man, Dr. Derek "McDreamy" Shepard picked his wife and it has been 3weeks since that same man moved all the way across the country leaving her here broken and the flu.

Meredith was sitting in her bathroom leaning over the toilet for the 10th time that day. Today was her only day off in a month and she has spent the whole day laying on the bathroom floor puking her guts out.

She doesn't know how long she has been laying on the ground but all of the sudden she hears the bathroom door bust open.

"Get your god dam ass off the floor"

"Ughhhh, go away"

"I will not go away" Christinia walked over to meredith and sat down besides her

"Mer, are you sure your not.-"

"No I am NOT pregnant, that stupid brainless brain surgeon didn't get my pregnant, I just have the flu"

"The flu doesn't last a month Mer"

"I'm not pregnant"

"Then you won't mind taking a test, if your SO sure your NOT pregnant"

"I'm not!!"

"Then take the test"

"Ugh fine! Just to prove you wrong, I'm NOT pregnant"

Meredith walks over to the toilet and pees on the test to prove christinia wrong, she places the stick on the sink and lays back down to the floor.

5 minutes later

"Its been 5 minutes"

"I know, you check"

Christinia goes to the sink and picks up the test. She walks back over to Meredith and hands her the test

"- This can't be right"

"Wellit says your pregnant"

"No I can't be"

"Of course you can be you and Derek did it like bunnies"

"UGHHH…men and there stupid boy penises"

"Come on, lets go to the hospital and make sure"

Christinia helps Mer up. She goes and gets changed and meets Chris at the car