A/N: I'm re-writting this story. I never really felt comfortable posting this but hey ho, It's making a come back and I'll hopefully get it right this time! :D

-Chapter One-

Fuck My Life

"Edward, stop being such an arsehole! Pull this fucking car over and let me the FUCK out! I'm walking home from here, and Jasper is so gonna kick your arse for subjecting me to this torture!" I snarled.
"Bella, stop being so difficult will you? Your meeting my parents, big deal!" Edward kept speeding towards the motorway, to his mansion of a home in the Cheshire country side. I was in full panic mode, that's exactly why I couldn't do this. His parents are one of the wealthiest families in this whole area and they did it legally too, something I'm not totally familiar with. This whole ridiculous thing started six months ago, spring was on the horizon and Edward decided he wanted to slum it with people 'from the Ghetto'.

SIX MONTHS AGO...

"Bella! Get your arse down here NOW!" Mum was on the war path, again! I'd forgotten to pick up her three bottles of cider on my way home from college and now I was in deep shit for it. I sighed and stormed downstairs, "what have I done now Mummy dearest?" Sarcasm dripping from every word, Mum scowled at me,
"you ungrateful little shit! I raise you, clothe you, feed you and put a roof over your pretty little head and all I ask in return is that you can just pop into the offie and get me my drink! Mouthy little bitch!" I snorted at her little speech, for as long as I can remember Jasper's been the one who's sorted me out, cleaned my clothes and fed me, not her! "Fuck you!" I shouted at her, big mistake; quicker than I can blink she's there in my face and I'm on the floor, protecting my head from her kicks.

"MUM! What the FUCK! Get off of her, you're going to do her some damage one of these days and then I'm gonna fuck you up!" I felt Jaz pick me up off the floor and dust me off, "do you have to piss her off this early Bee? Seriously, one day I'm not gonna be home and she's going to kick you to death!" I snorted at him and went to my room...

Living in one of Manchester's most notorious districts had it's advantages and disadvantages, for a start no one fucked with me in these ends, Jasper Swan was well-known for knifing and shooting worthless motherfuckers; he showed them no mercy and he was the biggest drug dealer this side of Manchester, everyone knew him and that also included them knowing me. The disadvantages are coppers, fucking thousands of 'em swarming the streets of Moss Side. Being stopped by them wasn't such a shock anymore, obviously as the little sister of Jaz S, I had a rep for being a 'Hard Knock'. I could handle myself; I knew this, I'd been fighting with the sketts and the dickheads on my estate for years and I hadn't lost one fight yet.

I do a bit of business for my brother and his mates from time to time, collecting money and such. I do deals too, that's how I kept my money coming in. I have a safe in my room at the back of my wardrobe hidden in a hollowed out piece of wall. Jaz installed it when I was fifteen, when I started dealing for him at school, nothing heavy just a bit of speed, skunk and weed. One day he said to me, 'Bee, you're gonna help with the business, just dealing some shit to your mates at school, nothing heavy. I'll cut you in so you got your own money and stuff, for whatever girly shit you need.' I don't mind helping my brother out, he is everything to me and I love him more than anything in the world.

Once in my room; I got ready for college like every other cold, wet morning. I threw on my black skinny jeans and a tight orange v-neck jumper, putting on my black Ugg boots to finish it off.

"Jaz, I'm taking the Audi today!" I called up the stairs, I heard a muffled 'whatever, drive safely!' So I grabbed the keys and my hoodie and headed out. I got in the car, threw my bag on the back seat and pulled my mobile out of my pocket hitting number '2' on the speed dial.

"Hey Bee, what's up?"

"Bitch, I'm on my way I got the car today, see you in ten. Be ready I ain't waiting. Luv ya."

"What the fuck ever, see you in ten, luv ya too."

I hit the end button and put my phone in the hands free stand, started the car up and sped away.

I pulled up in front of Rosalie's place and beeped the horn twice, she came running out with her bag slung over her body. I leant over and opened the door for her and she jumped in; switching the CD over before putting on her seat belt.

"So doll, what're we up to today? Apart from shitty college?" Rose asked as I pulled out into traffic,

"I was thinking we could go into town for lunch then go out on the town tonight, I seriously need a night away from the woman I call 'Mum'. She hit me again today, Jaz had to pull her off me, seriously Rosie I hate her so much, I can't wait to move out. Only problem is Jaz won't let me." I huffed in annoyance at my brother. Rose laughed loudly and I drowned her out by turning up the CD she'd put on.

We got to college and I parked my car, climbing out I noticed the new kid straight away. He looked rather scared if I'm completely honest and a little lost. Poor guy wouldn't last a day here looking like that, plus he looked like one of them 'Rich Dicks', I decided to make this easier on him, Rosie spotted me eying him with appreciation.

"Ah, fresh meat. Bee, you're eye fucking the poor lad. Did you not have breakfast this morning?" She laughed, I gave her the finger and slowly starting walking towards him.

He just stood there looking around the car park like a lost puppy, I smiled at him when I caught his eye, his answering smirk was sexy as hell.

I finally came to stand about a foot away from him, "hey, I'm Bella Swan. Who're you?" I held my hand out for him to shake he took it softly and shook it twice.

"Edward Cullen; pleasure to meet you." I was enveloped by his silky voice, blushing I looked around me before answering him quietly.

"Keep your voice down, You can't say stuff like that to me, I've got a reputation to uphold, plus talking like your rich will get your head kicked in. come on let me get you into your first lecture." I let go of his hand and linked my arm with his instead, as we walked I began thinking

'He's fit, he's got green eyes, not hazel but like an emerald-green, cropped bronze hair, he's still got the 'fringe thing' goin' on and is at least 6'5/6'6. His biceps are pretty impressive too.'

I walked along with him into the reception,

"Alright, this here is Edward Cullen, get me his timetable will you? I ain't got all day Daisy!" I snapped at the slag behind the desk, she lived on my estate and we didn't get on, she was twenty-one and had four kids by three different dads. She blushed and found his timetable, shoved it at me and wrote his name onto a college organizer.

"There you go Edward. Now Isabella, piss off!" She said smiling. I flipped her off and pulled Edward off to the side to go through his timetable with him.

"Why did you talk to her like that? I mean, that's not very nice is it, and giving her the finger was not very lady like. Inf-" I cut across him,

"Listen Edward, I know that tramp for a start, we live on the same estate, tried to claim my Brother was a dad to one of her four kids. I've never liked her. I'm dragging you around with me so you don't get your head caved in on your first day, I'm trying to help you. Trust me, after today everyone will be nothing but nice to you. Me and my brother are famous around here." I shrugged. He nodded once, I took his timetable, circled the classes we had together, highlighted the quickest routes through the building to his classes then handed him his organiser back with the rest of his crap. The bell rang for the end of registration and all the idiots in this place came wandering out in heards.

I saw my ex-boyfriend, Jacob Black with one of his many slags, Knowing he'd be the one to give Edward the most shit, I turned to him and said.

"Listen, see that big tan dude over there? The mixed race one?"- I pointed Jake out and Edward nodded -"That's Jacob Black, biggest twat to ever walk this earth, if he knows you're new, he'll pick a fight, so I'm going to do this for your own good ok? Trust me, then thank me later." I winked at him and he smirked again.

Jacob spotted me then, with my arm still linked with Edward's, I waved at him and Edward bent down and whispered into my ear, "I thought I was supposed to be avoiding a fight, he looks pissed." I chuckled and said,

"Trust me and play along ok?" He nodded once more, then I shifted his hand to hold mine, he stared at me so I winked at him again.

By this time Jake was stood in front of us, "Hey Bella, what're you doing with ginger? Ain't you got better things to do?" He snorted, I glared at him,

"Fuck you Jake, actually forget what I just said your dick is smaller than my pinkie finger and the last time we went there you couldn't even get it up!" I giggled at him, Jake's eyes narrowed.

Edward chuckled and squeezed my hand a tiny bit, "This is Edward Cullen my new Boyfriend. He transferred here to be with me. It's his first day so be nice." Jake's face turned bright red and he started shaking. "I suggest you stay away from Bella, Cullen." Jacob growled.

"Why? What would you do if I didn't?" Edward Cullen had a death wish! I stepped in between them; holding my hands up in a placating gesture.

"Back off Jake. If I want to date I will." I scowled at him, he ignored me advancing so I shoved his shoulder roughly and he in turn shoved me against the wall, I was trapped by him. I did the only thing I could think off, I stomped on his foot. Twice and hard.

He glared harshly at me; Edward forgotten. Suddenly I found it hard to breath, pushing his chest I tried to move Jake, I thought I'd managed to do so until I saw Edward's fist connect with Jacob's face. Blood burst from his nostrils and he howled in pain.

"Stay away from my Girlfriend arsehole." Edward growled menacingly, Jake's eyes widened and he ran off; looking over his shoulder once before turning the corner.

"Are you okay Bella? He didn't hurt you?" His faced pinched as he worried over me. I took a deep shaky breath.

"Yeah, I'm fine. Thank you." I smiled at him, turned and left for class.

"So what gives with you and the new guy, rumor is you and him are an item and that he broke Jacob Black's nose!" Tanya giggled, I nodded my head once and returned to my course work. She out right laughed then, "Jesus Christ Bee! I've seen him once or twice, he's a total hottie!" I snorted, trust Tink to say such girly shit.
Just then I felt a tap on my shoulder, I turned my head to see Michael Newton grinning at me like an idiot, "I see you haven't had that facial disfigurement fixed then Newton? Quit grinning at me like a twat and ask me whatever you gotta, my patients is running thin today." I scowled at him.

"I uh, wanted to see if you fancied going for a drink after college? It's co-" I interrupted him,

"Oh what like a group thing?" I asked.

"Not exa-" I cut him off again with an answer I knew he wouldn't refuse.

"Yeah of course Mike; that's SUCH a good idea! I'll get a few of my people together, you get a few of your's tell em' Bee's buying the first five rounds." I smiled at him cheekily and turned to face Tink again, she was laughing into her hands,

"What? Come on Tink, what's so funny?" I tried to keep my poker face on but that seemed to have up and fucked off for the day and I let an involuntary smile slip. Tink just shook her head and carried on with her work, I suddenly thought of something...

"Tink?" I whispered to her,

"Talk to me." She said,

"Stay away from Edward, I like him ok? I don't want to repeat year eleven of high school." I whispered seriously, she looked me dead in the eye and spoke at normal volume,

"I will, if you like Edward Cullen, the new guy, I'll keep my distance." She smiled sweetly at me,

"Bitch" I muttered, I knew she'd do that, see Tanya has this habit of saying something really loudly when she's supposed to be quiet about it. I knew this would reach Edward, news like that, especially about me, travels like wild-fire through this shit hole.

"And in return Tink, I'll stay away from RILEY BEIRS. Because I KNOW HOW MUCH YOU LIK-" She clamped her hand over my mouth tightly, but it was too late. Riley was in the same class as us and turned at the sound of his name with a knowing look on his face. Oh how revenge is sweet.

She unclamped my mouth and muttered "smart arse" before I busted up laughing.


The rest of the morning flew by quickly and by lunch I was ravenous, 'I shouldn't keep skipping breakfast' I thought. I entered the cafeteria with my 'Girls' and found who I was looking for quickly, "EDWARD! OVER HERE!" I shouted loudly, every eye in the place swiveled from me to him in 0.2 seconds, he smirked at me again, walking quickly to where I was stood with my best girlfriends, Rosalie and Tanya flanking me left and right, Saffron, Hayley, Rachael, Danni, Amber, Faye and Jasmine behind us in a loose group.

"Hi Bella. What's up?" My eyes locked with Edwards. I smiled and he smirked back.

"We go out to lunch, you're one of us now." I folded my arms across my chest as he nodded and went to grab his stuff.

"Call the boys, girls. I want their approval." I spoke quietly and they all took out their mobiles and dialled the numbers of my boys.

"They're in the car park, they brought Em's Range Rover and Dale's BMW." Rosie whispered into my right ear. I nodded once and then remembered one more thing I had to do.

"Tink? You still like that Riley guy right? Want him to go with us to lunch today?" I think she actually squealed into my ear and I took that as a yes.

"RILEY BEIRS! GET YOUR ARSE OVER HERE" I shouted over the hubbub of chatter, it was deadly silent instantly, I saw Riley smile at his twathead mates and swagger over to us with Edward in front of him.

"Yeah Bee?" His cocky attitude didn't sit well in my presence,

"First of all my name is Bella to you, and secondly grab your shit, Tanya Smith has claimed you." I stated simply he looked towards Tink and smiled hugely before running and grabbing his crap. 'One last announcment' I thought,

"Listen Sketts, Riley Beirs, is off-limits, Tanya Smith has claimed him, she owns him now, you want him? You go through us. My one and only warning." I turned back to Edward, grabbed his hand and marched out of the cafeteria dragging him along behind me.

"Wow, you know how to command a room!" Edward snickered, I shot him a look that said 'shut-the-fuck-up' he kindly dropped the subject after that.

"BELLA!" A chorus of male voices boomed, my heart lifted at the sound of my closest male friends all in a group by the two cars they'd brought along.

"Em, Reece, Dale, Errol, Iain, Kyle, Jay, Paul. How goes it?" I nodded to each of them before being passed around so they could hug me, like a fucked up game of pass the parcel.

They nodded and muttered replies before going to their respective girlfriends.

After much debate about where we were going to eat and who was getting a lift with who, I took Edward, Tanya and Riley to my car and followed Em to the Jazz Cafe in the town centre.

"Wow, for a girl you know how to drive pretty good, I mean we all know how most women drivers are the cause of smashes and shit right?" I shot Tink a look in my rearview, she interpreted it as a 'Shut-him-the-fuck-up-before-I-cave-his-fucking-head-in!' Look. She was right.

She distracted Riley with nonsense whilst I drove behind Emmett's huge Range Rover sport.

"So, Bella. What do you do for fun round here?" Edward asked, I shrugged. Little did he know how the word 'fun' instantly had me planning a little postcode battle, or kicking in the local pedo.

"We do it a little differently than where you come from Posh Boy, going out and getting shit faced is my main occupation, you'll find that on my Facebook page." I smiled dryly at him. He chuckled at my humor.

"So, would you like to go get very drunk with me sometime, Bella?" He asked, I nodded and said,

"That'd be cool, but honestly Edward, I'd drink you under the table, then chew you up and spit you out, only to put you into a plastic container and freeze you for reheating later." I winked at him whilst the car shook with his laughter, Tink piped up,

"Hey Edward, you free tonight? A group of us are going out clubbing and Bee's buying the first five" she pulled on a lock of my hair, pay back or thank you I wasn't sure yet.

"Sure, I'd love to go!" He smiled happily at me, definitely a thank you.


We arrived at the restaurant and asked for the back banquet hall so everyone could sit together, we looked over the menus and ordered food and drink for everyone. Conversations broke out around the table and everyone seemed to relax and chill out a bit, all apart from Edward and Riley. The 'Bro's' were grilling them about stupid stuff. I mean honestly I really didn't wanna know about Riley's sex life. Edward on the other hand smirked at Emmett when he asked him the question ' so, how many girls you fucked then Eddie?'

The whole table went quiet and looked expectantly at Edward, he kept his mouth shut and kept smirking at Emmett, to spare him I spoke loudly,

"Em, don't you think that's a bit. Oh I dunno, personal?" I hissed at him.

"I'm a virgin." I turned to look at Edward's face.

'HE'S A VIRGIN! WOW... HOW IS THAT POSSIBLE?' I thought.

I wanted to get the attention away from him so I blurted out...

"I can help you with that!" It was deadly silent in the room, then all the lads threw their heads back and roared with laughter, causing me to flush tomato red and hide behind my hair. "Aww, Izzy-Bee is blushing!" Dale mocked,

"Fuck you Dale, you were a virgin till you met Hayley! And that was three years ago, you were 21!" I fumed, he went bright red and looked away.

Edward looked at me and smiled, "I wouldn't mind your help Bella." I giggled at him as my boys sat shooting death glares at us both.

We finished our food quietly after that.


"Today was fun, thank you for steering the conversation away from my embarrassing sexual status." Edward said quietly, we were in my car driving back to college which only housed us two seeing as Tanya dragged Riley off to ride in Emmett's jeep, although her sudden interest in the leather seats probably had less to actually do with the 'smell of leather' and more the fact that I'd threatend to kill Riley for his earlier comments.

"Hey, it's not embarrassing! I'm still a virgin. I mean don't get me wrong I've played and but I'm off-limits in that regard till I find a decent chap, plus Jaz would KILL me if I lost it, takes away the image of his baby sister, who by the way deals for him! I don't get how he ca-"

"Wait, What? You deal for him? Like drugs?" I nodded seeing nothing wrong with it but then seeing what he saw wrong with it.

"How did you think I afforded a car like this Edward? I'm a Ghetto Girl, we sell shit to make shit, nuff said. It's my job ok? Deal with it or don't, I really don't give a shit." I huffed, trust my job to fuck things up! Jasper Jonathan Swan, I'm totally kicking your arse for this!

"No, it's kind of 'bad girl' style. I didn't expect anything like that from you. But honestly, I suppose after this morning I shouldn't assume so much eh?" He chuckled quietly and turned to look out the window.

The rest of the drive back to the college was a quiet one, we made small talk and that was pretty much it. I pulled into my spot and turned the engine off. I just sat with my head on the steering wheel staring at my lap. I felt Edward's gaze on my face so I decided to be a smart arse and ask, "what are you looking at Edward?"

He muttered "a Beautiful Swan." Then he simply patted my knee, opened the door, grabbed his shit and left me sitting there alone.


I heard a sharp tap on my window, I turned to see who it was, lo and behold it was Jacob fucking-twat-face Black. He disturbed my 'blast-the-music-as-loud-as-it-will-go-and-forget-the-fucked-up-shitty-world-I-live-in-time' I was so gonna rip him a new one. I wound the window down and stared out the windscreen,

"And what the fuck do YOU want Black? Can't you SEE I'm rather busy at this moment. If you want to leave a message after the beep, don't fucking bother I won't listen to it." I deadpanned. He had the nerve to laugh at me?

'Ok Black, you've asked for this going on two solid years' I seethed to myself,

"Move." I stated, he shifted out of the way of the door so I could climb out. "Sorry Jake, what did you want?" I asked again.

"Well a little birdy told me your still a virgin, seeing as we never did go that far, and you know Bella, I can help you with that." He leered at me as he said it, I felt my stomach roll.

"No thanks Jake, I'd rather poke rusty nails into my eyes, be made to eat shit then have to drink cold sick. But thanks for the offer anyways." I smiled cheerfully at him.

His eyes narrowed, "that wasn't very nice Bella, I mean I've been very nice to you over the past few years. Why won't you just admit you still like me? I know you do, come on! It's in your eyes when you look at me, the glint of desire, you want me and that's cool 'cause I want you too." Something flashed in his eyes but before I could register what it was he lunged at me pinning me to the side of the car and crushing his lips forcefully to mine.

I seized up, not having a clear enough head to think about what to do. Then it kicked in, my adrenaline rush and the fight or flight instinct. Oh and trust me was I going to fight.

I connected my fist with his jaw forcefully and he stumbled backwards, I saw the evil glint in his eye so I ran at him and rugby tackled him to the ground, his head smashing against the tarmac. I punched him in the face a few more times before he threw me from him.

"Come on you arsehole! Don't fucking hold back, see if you live after this!" I spat furiously at him. I never felt the connection of his foot, I only felt the blood gushing from my nose. He'd kicked me in the face! I shrieked in rage and swiped his feet out from under him, he hit the tarmac with a loud 'THWAK' I jumped to my feet and stalked to where he lay, winded, on the ground. I stopped right next to him and hissed, "You are a deranged, sad, lonely little boy. I never, ever desired you, and I never will. Prick," before raising my foot and stomping hard onto his groin. He let out a shriek of pain and curled up into a ball. I spat blood into his face and walked away.

I got halfway across the car park before the adrenaline ran out and I collapsed in a heap on the floor. Struggling to breathe and with pain I'd never felt before I heard someone shout my name in panic, "BELLA? BELLA, WHERE ARE YOU?" I tried to call back but I could barely breath.

"Jesus Christ! What the HELL happened Bella?" I saw Edwards bronze hair out of my peripheral vision. I just shook my head, not able to talk. "Can you walk Bella?" He asked, I shook my head again. Next thing I know, Edward's picked me up bridal style and is carrying me towards the reception...

"Breath Bella, nice deep breaths, in and out." I did as he said and found my heart rate was slowing down and my lungs becoming easier to use. I finally managed to get my breathing under control and choked out, "Black, tried it on with me. So I punched him a couple of times then he threw me from him, he kicked me in the face and then I swiped his feet from under him, he fell on the floor. Hard. So I stood up walked over to him whilst he was on the floor and stamped as hard as I could on his bollocks. Spat on him and walked away. That's when the adrenaline rush fizzled out and you found me." I spoke in a hoarse voice barely more than a whisper. I clutched the front of Edward's shirt when the pain finally became too much and cried. He spoke softly into my ear, "shh, I got you Bella, I'm here. He'll pay. I promise, no one messes with my friends!" He growled the last sentence

"Phone an ambulance will you? And the Police, Miss. Swan was nearly raped in the car park." Edward asked the receptionist in a smooth even, velvet voice. She nodded and dialed 999 on the phone.

"Hello, I need an ambulance to Moss Side Community College please and the police. A young woman was assaulted in our car park, yes she's a student here, eighteen. Ok thank you, yes I will." she placed the phone back into the cradle, got an Ice pack and showed Edward into the respite room. She didn't stay, only long enough to let us know the coppers and paramedics were on their way and to tell me to put the ice pack over my nose to stall swelling.

"Shit! I need to call my brother, he's gonna do time because of this, fuck,fuck,FUCK!" I moaned into my hands. I sat up slightly and patted my pockets, remembering I'd left my mobile in the car! "Bollocks! Can I borrow your phone, mine's in the car, which I've left running! FUCK. MY. LIFE!" I cursed loudly. Edward handed me his phone silently. I took it and dialled Emmett's number.

"How goes it?" Em's usual greeting,

"Em, it's Bella, listen man I need you to come pick up my car and I need someone found, put the word out to our boys 'Jacob Black is wanted' I want him. Today. Bound and hidden, he's gonna know what it's like to take away someone's virtue. Hurry Emmett, bring the boys here and take the girls. I don't want him getting hold of anyone and trying to make it hostage shite, understand?" I barked into the phone.

"Got it babes, Jacob Black? Isn't that you're ex-Boyfriend? The one who got wasted and tried it on with you?!" He spat.

"Yes Emmett, I'm pretty fucked up this time though, just get here. AND DON'T SAY SHIT TO JASPER! Not yet anyways" I demanded.

"Alright, I'll see you in ten, love you babes."

"Yeah Em, love you too, see you soon."

I cut the call then dialled Jasper's number, he picked up after three rings, "Who the FUCK are you and how'd you get my number?" He demanded.

"Jaz, it's Bella, listen bro, I'm pretty messed up, I got into a fight with Jake Black. Just get your arse over to my college okay? Emmett's on his way now with the boys, see you in twenty and bro?"

"Yeah Bee?"

"I love you." I hung up and handed the phone back to Edward.

The paramedics arrived five minutes after I called Em and Jaz bringing the law with them, I refused the neck brace and stretcher, instead Edward helped me up and held my waist as I stumbled outside to my awaiting brother and friends. "Bee? What the hell happened to you?" It was Emmett that beat Jaz to the all important question, I sighed and retold my story to the people gathered there for me.

"Edward saved me really, I would have suffocated myself if he hadn't found me, I was hyperventilating. It's him you should be thanking, not God Jasper." I scowled at my brother.
He extended a hand and gripped Edward's shoulder and said, "Edward, is it? Well Thank you for saving my baby sister, you can see why I would be worried. So Ed, let me buy you a drink later tonight and we can chat, got a job yet lad?" I smiled and looked up at Edward, he looked relaxed and comfortable.

"Actually I do Jasper. I work for my father, handling the accounts for a portion of his business, I'm going out with Bella tonight, you can by me a drink then. Now if you'll excuse me I need to get your sister into the ambulance so she can get her face checked out." Edward shrugged off Jaz's hand and strode to the ambulance pulling me along with him, he climbed in and sat on the trolley, sitting me so I was cradled in his lap.

We arrived at the hospital in ten minutes and I was seen by a doctor after another twenty. The waiting room was filled with my friends and Jaz was pacing around in circles looking worried. I had Edward come in the consultant room with me, Jasper isn't good in situations like that. We stepped out the small treatment room to go see the people gathered waiting for me.

Nothing was broken, just bruised to shit. My nose swelled up a little and the doctor gave me some codine for the pain, she taped on gauze over my nose and told me to buy some good foundation to cover up the bruising. I strolled into the waiting room holding Edward's hand, he didn't seem to mind, "I'm cool, just got some drugs, advice on make-up and a gauze, cool huh?" I chuckled happily. I got swarmed, literally, by the people who are like my family. I was hugged and patted and kissed like no tomorrow, it pissed me off cause I had to let go of Edward's hand. "Ok, ok, OK! Get off me! I'm fine, chill the fuck out will you!?" I saw Edward sat on a plastic chair looking at me, smiling like an idiot, "What are you looking at Edward?" I cheeked him, smiling myself. He laughed once and said, "I told you the answer to that earlier, but I'll say it again if you need reminding, beautiful Swan." I flushed red, and shot him a look that said 'I-will-get-you-back-for-that-bitch.' Emmett cleared his throat, I looked around to see everyone in the room looking at us like we both had six heads and twelve legs. I mumbled "don't fucking ask, he's not mentally stable people. I'm thinking the same thing you twats are. why the fuck is he calling me that." I huffed and suddenly felt very lonely in a room full of people I loved and cared about.

"Let's get the fuck outta here and go get smashed. I need JD." I spoke louder and rushed from the room without a backwards glance.

"If you fuck with her, I'll cut your manhood off and feed it to you, understand?" I was surprised to hear that coming from Amber's mouth. She was normally extremely quiet and reserved.

"Yeah, I understand you." Edward sounded calm but I didn't hear him speak again.

I felt two strong arms around my waist, I patted them and got thrown onto Emmett's back. I loved these piggy backs, Em was kinda like my step-brother. My dad had been caught having an affair with his dad after years of being married to Renée, my Mum; they ran away together and the last I heard Charlie and Jonathan had a civil partnership and were living somewhere out in Cheshire. I love Em like a brother and he protects me fiercely like a little sister. Another part of my fucked up family dynamic.

Somewhere in between gettin in the back seat of Emmett's car with Rosie and driving out of the car park I'd fell asleep with my head on Rosie's lap and her hand holding mine.