Disclaimer: I do not own DC comics or any of it's characters, this is not for profit, it's for fun
WARNING: Strong language and graphic descriptions of pain.
Just playing around with writing, wanted to put myself in Jason's shoes. Based largely on Under the Red Hood, A Death in the Family and Red Hood: The Lost Days.
Ethiopia:
She lied. Why did she lie? Why would she give me up like that? Fight, fight, FIGHT! SURVIVE! Head throbbing, tooth might be loose, can't tell yet, cracked ribs, room is spinning, I think I may be bleeding; one of them was wearing a ring that cut my forehead. Too dizzy, can't get up. Shit, no…a crowbar, get up! I can't breathe! I can't hear anything; my head feels like it exploded, I can only see light and shadow, some colors. Laughing, why is that sick fuck laughing? Mom! Mom please help me! Please help me! Why aren't you helping me? What did I do to you but be your son! My arm and collar bone are broken, my side is on fire, pain reaching all the way down my legs. Right leg is broken. I can't see out of my right eye, my shoulder is on fire, oh God please let this end! My back! More ribs broken, hard to breathe. I can taste blood. It's over, it's finally over. I'm in so much pain. Oh God it hurts so much. Mom…where's mom? She's here, gotta get to her. It hurts so much; I know you're trying to help, Mom. Can't breathe. I feel so tired…so much pain…so tired…. What's that sou—
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Water? WHERE AM I? WHY AM I HERE, OH GOD IT BURNS SO BADLY AHH! IT BURNS HURTS WHAT'S HAPPENING TO ME?! ON FIRE I'M ON FIRE! WHERE AM I, WHO ARE THESE PEOPLE?! GET AWAY FROM ME, GET AWAY!
?, hotel room:
I was dead. I'm back. Have to get home. I have to get back, let him know I'm ok. He must be devastated. It's not your fault Bruce, but you have to understand: I thought my mother was in danger. She was my real mother. You would have done the same. I didn't realize that having you there made fighting so much easier, we looked out for each other. I just want you to know that I'm ok. Need to sleep, so tired. How long have I been dead? What has happened while I-
Alive…..ALIVE?! WHY IS HE STILL ALIVE?! WHY!?WHY!?WHY?! I WAS DEAD, HE KILLED ME AND YOU LEFT HIM ALIVE?! WAS I NOT A GOOD SON? WAS I NOT A GOOD SOLDIER?! HOW MANY MORE BRUCE? HOW MANY MORE HAVE TO DIE?!
Who is tha-? YOU REPLACED ME? WHAT THE FUCK, YOU REPLACED ME? IS THAT ALL I WAS? I LOVED YOU! I LOVED YOU LIKE A SON LOVES HIS FATHER! YOU WERE THE ONLY FATHER I HAVE EVER HAD! I LOVED YOU, I WAS LOYAL, I WAS OBEDIENT, YOU REPLACED ME! YOU REPLACED ME! HOW COULD YOU!? HOW COULD YOU!? WHY!? WHY!? I HATE YOU! I HATE YOU! I HATE YOU! I HATE YOU! I'LL KILL YOU! I'LL KILL HIM FIRST AND THEN I'LL KILL YOU! FUCK YOU! I HATE YOU! I'LL KILL YOU BOTH!
