Such a lonely day
And it's mine
The most loneliest day of my life
"She's dead, Edward. Please come back home! She's dead now! There's no reason for you to run around like this anymore." Her words froze my mind. Dead? Bella? No, that couldn't be right. I'd misheard her.
"What?" I asked numbly. This was some cruel joke…There's no way…Bella…She couldn't be….
"Alice saw it, Edward. She jumped off a cliff. Her life disappeared. Please, Edward. Come home." Rosalie repeated. It clicked. Bella was dead. Gone forever. Never to smile her beautiful smile again, never to blush like an angel. For almost an entire year I had been alone, tracking without my family. But now I was really alone. My Bella was no longer on this earth. Her soul was in Heaven, a real angel now.
Such a lonely day
Should be banned
It's a day that I can't stand
The most loneliest day of my life
The most loneliest day of my life
And I was stuck here. In my own personal Hell. I'd left for her safety and yet now she was dead – I winced at the word. "No…." I moaned in agony and horror. A world without my Bella was a world that was too harsh and dark to be true. It wasn't a world I wanted to be in.
Such a lonely day
Shouldn't exist
It's a day that I'll never miss
Such a lonely day
And it's mine
The most loneliest day of my life
Vaguely I heard Rosalie talking from the phone but I didn't understand any of it. It didn't mean anything. Nothing meant anything. The pain ripped at the heart I thought I'd left in Forks with Bella. I snapped the phone shut and tossed it into a trashcan. There was no voice I wanted to hear now except my Bella's. And that was now impossible.
And if you go, I wanna go with you
And if you die, I wanna die with you
Take your hand and walk away
No, not impossible. I'd be with her soon. There's no point in living when my love wasn't either. I paced back to the silver Volvo slowly. There was only one thing left for me to do. I started the car and pulled out of parking lot I had been in. The last place I'd ever need to be. The place that would set me free from this mind numbing agony: Volterra.
