Authors Note: First Time at Fan Fiction Please be nice

Disclaimer: I don't own supernatural sadly =(

Sam watched as his brother peeled out from the motel's parking lot. Looking back now on their past life he realizes all the signs that suggested such a desperate move for Dean. All Sam really wants right now is his brother back with him and everything back the way they were before this war between Heaven and Hell. Back to where his brother was his everything his protector, best friend, big brother. Now his brother is giving up on him even when Dean fought tooth and nail to make sure Sam doesn't give up on him. So Sam sits in the parking praying to a God who has turned his back on to the world. And praying for Dean to become back to him.