There was no denying that she would leave a scar on there lives,
A scar on his life.
Moving around my room I listened to my music on full blast enjoying the disconnection it gave me to everything else. I had to go back to school, and I wasn't looking forward to it. All the pitiful stares, the remorse, the 'sorry for you loss' that everyone always says. I didn't want to deal with any of it.
I had a coping mechanism that worked for me.
Either sex or being so drunk I don't remember anything the next morning.
I think me and Jeremy both secretly envy the way Elena can cope with our parents death so well. Jeremy's got the drug problem that he doesn't try to hide, me...I'm off the rails, but Elena she just continues on.
I want to tell myself that today will be okay, but that would just be a lie.
Todays going to be hell.
I throw on my black ripped jeans, my white blouse, black heeled boots and leather jacket. It was my signature look, and I whenever I could wear it, I did. People sometimes found it weird to see me in anything else but this outfit.
I apply a little mascara and eyeliner, touching up my lips with some lip balm. I ruffle my blonde curls looking dead into my eyes. I always wondered why I looked so different from Jeremy and Elena. They at least look related, but me, I look like I don't belong in the Gilbert family. I have green eyes, blonde hair, a tight jaw line, a beauty mark, and my facial features are all less rounder then Jeremys and Elenas.
I sigh, throwing open my bedroom door and going downstairs to get this day hopefully over with.
"Oh, hey Jer." I say to my brother, seeing him coming out of his room next door to mine.
"Morning Scar," He nods towards me, as we make our way downstairs.
"Toast. I can make toast." We hear Jenna offer.
"It's all about the coffee aunt Jenna." Elena remarks as me a Jermey enter the room.
"And is there coffee?" He questions, while I follow his lead towards Elena.
"Please say there's coffee." I mutter.
"It's your first day of school and I'm totally unprepared." Jenna says.
I take a cup from Elena, enjoying the burning sensation the hot drink brings to my lips. I'm gonna need this for today, I've got dance practice after school, and maybe I'll hit up a party if there's any going on.
"Lunch Money." Jenna approaches us all with money tightly in her grasp.
"I'm okay." Elena says, while me and Jeremy don't hesitate to take the free money being offered to us.
I guess party or not I'll be drinking tonight.
"Anything else, a number two pencil? What am I missing?" Jenna asks us, as she shoves her stuff into her purse.
I lean back against the counter sipping on my coffee trying to drink as much as possible.
"Don't you have a presentation today?" Elena questions her.
"Oh yeah, that one you have been talking nonstop about for the entire week." I jump in sarcastically.
Jenna purses her lips at me before continuing to pack her things away.
"I'm meeting with my thesis advisor at- Now. Crap" She sighs taking her hair out of the loose ponytail it was in.
"Then go we will be fine." Elena reassures her.
Jenna sends a look towards Jeremy then me. I lift my cup up to her and nod. I can see how Jenna is really trying to be this parental figure, but it's not working very well. But I'm not going to give her crap about it. She did just pay for my drink tonight.
As soon as Jenna escapes the room, I watch Elena take the opportunity to turn to Jer with her judgey eyes.
"You okay?" She asks him.
"Uh, don't start." Jeremy says taking his cup and walking away from her.
I go to raise my lips to my cup, but her eyes train in on me and I can see where this is going. When her mouth opens, I push my body away from the counter following Jer's lead.
"Nope." I rush out, practically running past her.
Once we finally get to school, me and Jer are quick to escape the wrath that is Elena. We hear her call after us but we just carry on walking towards the building. I ignore everyone bustling my way through the sea of teenagers towards my locker. I take out all of my textbooks, trying to juggle them in my hands, as I slam it shut behind me. When I do, I jump surprised to see Tyler smirking and leaning against the locker.
"Scar." He smirked, looking me up and down.
"Douche." I reply back, walking around him.
I roll my eyes when I see him quickly following behind me.
"So...I've got a bottle of my dad's scotch in my boot-"
"Let me stop your right there Tyler. I'm not going to fuck you in the back of your car again. So stop trying and focus on another train wreck." I snap at him, then see Viki Donovan walking past scratching at her arm. "There you go. She's a train wreck, get into her pants."
Walking away fro my locker, I struggle I pull my strap up my shoulder and hold my textbooks at the same time. Looking down I stole into someone making my books clutter to the floor.
"Hey idiot watch where your going." I snarl, balancing myself, looking up and freezing.
"I'm sorry, I wasn't looking where I was going." He smiles apologetically.
I was stunned by his shining green eyes, tight law line and messy bronze hair. Fuck me...literally.
"Uh, let me." He says bending down grabbing my textbooks and easily picking them up to hand to me.
"Thanks." I muttered, still looking him over.
"I'm Stefan." He introduces, well aware of my staring.
Well it's not like I'm trying to hide it.
"Scarlet, but call me Scar." I tell him.
"Okay," he chuckles lightly looking behind me. "I guess I'll see you around Scar."
"I'll definitely see you around" I mumble under my breath smirking, as I walk off to my history lesson.
I sat down in my seat to the right of Elena. Putting my textbooks on the table let out a sigh as I collapse back into the chair.
"Hey, did you see Jeremy this morning?" Elena questions me, leaning towards me.
"Nope. But I did get the pleasure of meeting the new guy." I smirk.
"You met Stefan?" She asks me.
"Yeah. Wait, you met him too?" I ask her, as the devil himself walks into the classroom smiling towards us.
"Huh." I breathe relaxing into my chair and crossing my arms over my chest.
"Alright class settle down, I know it's the first day back and you all very excited to get learning again." Mr Tanner says.
There's my cue to zone out.
I can't help but see Elena sneaking glances at Stefan throughout the entity of the lesson. I kept my head down drowning out the sound of Mr Tanner with the pair of hidden headphones I managed to pop in.
Once I see people beginning to leave, I get the gist and stand up.
"Scar." Stefan says as he walks past me.
I don't get to reply as he walks out of the classroom.
"Scar! It's so good to see you." Bonnie cheers happily, swinging her arms around my shoulders.
I grin clasping my hands around her back and squeezing her to me. I've missed Bonnie over the summer. She was stuck with her dad the whole time.
"You too Bon." I reply back letting go of her.
"So did you notice the way the new guy was looking at you too?" Bonnie questions as Elena joins our conversation.
"Nope. And if we're gonna chit chat, let's talk and walk, I do have other lessons to get too." I sass picking up my textbooks.
"Elena, he was so checking you out." Bonnie gushes while I walk along not really caring to much.
"You're kidding me right, every time I looked at him his eyes were on Scar." Elena retorts.
I can see Elena is jealous, I mean Stefan is the perfect guy for her. To me he seems like the serious relationship kind of guy. If he was up for a one night stand, then sure, but a relationship...that's just not me.
"And when you weren't looking at him, he was looking at you." Bonnie informs her.
"I don't know Bonnie," Elena chuckles nervously, tucking a strand of hair behind her ear.
"As thrilling as this conversation is I'm gonna go." I tell them already beginning to stray in the opposite direction.
"Wait. You told me you would come to mum and dads graves after school!" Elena calls after me.
"Busy!" I call back to her.
"Scar!" She shouts but I'm already hurrying around the corner.
YAY! I really wanted to make a TVD with Elena having a sister. I have Aly Michalka as my main character, and her outfit for this is above :) This book will have a lot of pairings as Scar is just one big flirt, and is all over the place in this.
I hope your enjoying this so far :)
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