My Last Breath – Sequel To If You Only Knew
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My P.O.V. - Here I am, staring at my lil penknife I bought
just half an hour ago. I'm making a desicion between life and death.
My life is in a mess. I've been rejected so many times. I decided
that you will be my last. I can't take it any longer. I want to see
you just one last time before I leave. I've decided to leave my
pathetic excuse of life. This pain is just too real. These wounds in
my heart can't be healed. If you could just let me hold on to
you... - Hold on to my Love I stare at my only
photo with you, my dear. A tear trickles down my face. Violently, I
wiped it away. Will it be my last tear for you? I tried to kill the
pain. But only brought more. Now I wiill tell you what I've done for
you. 50 thousand tears I cried, screaming deceiving and bleeding for
you. And you can't hear me. Con't want your hands anymore, this time,
I'll save myself. aybe I'll wake up for once. Not tormented daily
defeated by you. Just when I thought I'd reach the bottom. And now, I
will be dying again. - Holding my Last Breath Catch me as I fall. Say you're here and
it's almost over. But no one's here and I fall into myself. This
truth is driving myself into madness. I know I can stop the pain if I
am willing to turn it all away. But I am not willing to. I'd rather
die than see you every time. Loving you more and hurting myself
most. - I miss the winter Picking
up my penknife, I hold my breath. Holding it up to my left wrist, I
slit deeply. Blood flow out like a river onto the carpet of my room.
The pure white carpet, stained with my blood. Turning it from white
to red, never gunna reverse back. I switched the penknife into the
other hand and repeated the same process. I fall onto the floor,
lying there as my last breath was about to be gone forever. -
Holding my Last Breath Blurring
and stirring the truth and the lies. I don't know what's real and
what's not. Always confusing the thoughts in my head. So I can't
trust myself anymore. I lay here dying and I pouring crimson of
regret and betrayal. I'm dying praying, bleeding and screaming. Do
you remember me lost for so long? Will you be on the other side or
will you forget me? I close my eyes for the final time. -
Closing you eyes to disappear So good bye, my love. My God, my tourniquet. Return me to
salvation. My wounds cry for the grave. My soul cries for
deliverance. Will I be denised, Christ? Tourniqueat. My
suicide. -Say goodnight The End
You know I can't stay long
All
I wanted to say was I love you and I'm not afraid
Can you hear
me?
Can you feel me in your arms-
Safe insifde
my self
Are all my thoughts of you
Sweet raptured light
It
ends here tonight. -
A world of fragile things
Look
for me in the white forest
Hiding in a hollow tree (Come find
me)
I know you hear me
I can taste it in your tears. -
Safe insifde my self
Are all my thoughts
of you
Sweet raptured light
It ends here tonight. -
You pray you dreams will leave you
here
But still you wake and know the truth.
No one's there.
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Don't be afraid.
Calling me
Calling me as you fade to the black. -
