Trying different couples, can't pick a specific one. I didn't know how Craig and Clyde would really work, but I love them both so... =)
His cold hand was attached firmly to mine, not letting go as I see him slowly fade.
He was my life, my best friend, and I loved him with my whole heart.
I ached for him not to go, not to leave me here.
But it wouldn't matter, because with his last breath, mine would soon follow.
We breathe in sync, we feel the same things, our hearts beat as one.
I still feel the wet that traces my tears as they fall one by one, unable to control them.
My throat stings with such pain as I try to speak, but I only let out little gasps.
He tries to keep his eyes open, but we both know he can't.
"Cra-" but that's all I can let out and the rest creeps back into the hole of things I wish I would- or could- have said.
His grip on me grow weaker, but I fight to hold on.
I worry as his eyes stay closed for a while, and my cheeks turn even more red.
I think this could be the last time I held Craig, feel his loving gaze on me, and as much as I hate it, the taunting Craig and Clyde sitting in a tree.
As I think of all we've been through I lay next to him and gently place my head near the center of his chest.
His heartbeat was slow in its slightly steady pace as mine was getting faster when each second of this torture passed.
I needed help, but I knew he wouldn't make it.
He'd be gone before we reached him and if I knew it was going to happen, and I couldn't prevent it, I would stay beside him.
And even though the pain of watching the life being sucked out of him, it wouldn't beat the pain to come of living without him.
I'll know we were thinking of each other the exact moment he left this world- and me.
I glance over at him one more time, feeling his last heartbeats, and hearing his last words.
"I love you."
All I wanted was to say the same, but it was useless.
He was already gone.
There I sat, his lifeless body beside me, alone in the dark.
The pain was hurting inside, my heart was ripping through my chest, and my head was spinning, not able to hold myself together I collapse.
I didn't know what had happened, but I had a good theory when I was back in my lovers arms- forever.
