The sky was clear and all I could hear was the music from my radio and the wind that was whipping in my face. Today I will be arriving at Julliard, I was lucky enough that I got a full scholar ship. The possibilities here were fabulous.

When I sent my admissions piece I was a little nervous, I mean its one thing when you have money and everything at your feet, but a total different story when you have fucking squat, with your whole family against you. So when I sent in my CD ROM with me playing two pieces on the piano,( that I had to use from the church across town) I couldn't even seal the envelope without my hands shaking.

Well I sure as hell flipped the fuck out I saw the international express mail man with a huge envelope in his hand. I stood their shaking when he handed it to me, of course I was so traumatized that I couldn't even take the damn thing out of his hand. I just sat there, mouth open like a gaping fish, trying to come with reasons with my self. So I did the only thing that I could do……

"Um.. Do you mind…..if you could open it for me?"

He looked at me curiously, "Why?"

" Well, ah, ok what does the address say?"

He looked down and squinted , then he chuckled, " Ahh, I see, its from New York and it has JULIARD written in the address box."

" So you see my dilemma?"

He gave me a big tooth grin and said, " ok"

I watched in terror as he shuffled his big bag to the side and took the envelope in his big hands, he even took a big breath. So agonizingly slow he flipped open the flap. I couldn't look any more my heart was going fucking haywire, I couldnt even hear the paper being pulled out because of the blood pounding in my ears.

I knew it was a while before I opened my eyes, so slowing I opened them, and when I eyes adjusted to the light, I saw in big black ink,

Date: September 21, 2009

Juliard Applicant
2000 Lenox Drive
Forks, Washinton 08648

Dear Isabella Marie Swan

I am very pleased to inform you of your acceptance to Juliard as a freshman for Fall 2009. You have been admitted to the Academic Center for Entering Students (ACES) at Juliard.

The ACES program is designed for students who are not yet established in the academic major (see enclosed description). As an ACES student, you will be encouraged to explore a wide range of academic majors available at Juliard. Through individual advising and collaboration with all of the USA University Schools, ACES advisors will work to connect you with majors that fit well with your academic strengths and future goals.

We are confident that you will continue your high level of academic performance throughout the remainder of this year. This offer of admission is contingent upon your continued success. The Undergraduate Admissions Office requires that an official copy of your final transcript be forwarded upon completion of your high school course work. Please review carefully the enclosed materials that pertain to required deposits, deadlines, and other critical information.

Best wishes and congratulations!

Sincerely;

Catherine Wishbone
Director of Admissions

I read that letter a million times before looking at the mail man again, he had a wide goofy smile, "congradulations"

I did the only thing a girl like me could do in that moment in time, I screamed, and squealed at the top of my lungs.

I jumped up and down and spun and i jumped at the mail man to give him a hug.

" OH MY FUCKING GOD! I CAN NOT BELIEVE IT! I GOT IN! I GOT IN! AHAHHHHHHH! ME! I AM GOING TO JULIARD BITCHES! WHOA! HELLL THE FUCKING YEAH!"

The mail man chuckled, wish me good luck and went about his way, I on the other hand went to the radio and turned up the music so loud that the walls were vibrating. I danced and sang and laughed so hard, that I was in tears.

And that is exactly why I didnt hear the foot steps of Charlie and Rene, aka; mom and dad.

" ISABELLA MARIE SWAN! WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH YOU!?"

I went to the radio and turned down the volume enough that they could hear me, but not enough were I couldnt hear the music, it was too good of a mood to spoil,I turned to face him with tear stained cheeks, but with a proud smug fabulous smile on my face, with my voice flamboient and sweet I replied.....

" Take a look dear ole daddy o," I gave him the sheet of paper that was my acceptance letter and stuck my chin out proudly, just like the brat I am.

When he took the paper with death written on his face,probably because I woke the house up with my squealing antics, he studied the paper and then he handed back to me, not with a smile, not with a frown, it was sort of monotoned, but then he smiled his skin crinkled smile with glossy eyes and said the words that he only said to me one time before, " I am pround of you Bells,"

I just couldn't believe he said that to me, it was one of the most happiest moments with him. I ran to him and threw my arms his neck and gave the biggest hugs a daughter could give her father.

I was so lost in my own moment that I didn't even realize that I tears running down my cheek, again. He returned the jesture with a weak effort but I knew that it didn't matter.

"Thank you daddy" I whispered in his chest, we let go of one another and we started to talk about when I would be leaving, I told him in a couple of days, which suprised him, but once I told him that I needed to get settled and work on more compositions for the future he agreed and we set a date before I would leave to go get the stuff i would need for my dorm.

Oh My God, I have a dorm.

And, here I am now flying by in my new black chevy in the spraling city, Oh boy! it is cold!

And with that I roled up the window.

I know I know its kinda cheesy! but it will get better this is just the preview, I wanted to explain alittle of the relationship with Charlie, I do drama way better, but please it would be so kind of you if you could make suggestions of what you would like, I will narrow those down and see what I can do!

please please review!