I must warn you all that I suck at poetry. I needed to get some stuff of my chest and so I just wrote this. I don't remember thinking about it when I wrote, I just sat down and this came out…. So I hope you like it.
I Hate The Way I Love You
You were my friend
You were my sun
Then I got to thinking
Maybe you were the one
We were from two different worlds
We were two different people
Like love and hate
Fire and ice
Day and night
I liked you a lot
My heart was a mess
So I asked you out
You smiled and said yes
I loved your smile and your messy blond hair
And I can't forget those ice blue eyes
When you would kiss me
They could reflect the skies
We fit together
Your sent on your clothes
Your warm touches on my skin
Could send shivers from my head to my toes
You'd pull me close
I could feel every sigh
Little did I know
She had caught your eye
The new girl in school
I'd see her in the hall
When you left me for her
It was like my heart hit a wall
I wept for you
And all we had lost
But then she turned you down
I then vowed to hate you, at any cost
Then you crawled back
Wanting me again
I gave you a second chance
But to what end?
You kept me around
Had your fun
I was blind to your faults
Not smart enough to run
I loved you forever
Then you walked away
Said you'd take me to hell
I say your excuses are gay
Then you saw another
She could be my twin
She used to be my best friend
Before the fight that no one could win
I would see you flirt
I never knew how bad I could hurt
You two started to date
I felt lower then dirt
But now your apart
Someone must have told you how I feel
I can see it in your eyes
You know my love for you is real
But I know you
And I can't handle your shit
Your loss, my gain
My feelings so strong, I can't handle it
When you come around
And I know you will
You'll ask me again
And I'll come in for the kill
I will tell you the lies
And hope you don't see
The true way I feel
The other side of me
Yes, they are lies
But the truth hurts, or so they say
Because of you I know they're right
In every single way
Yes I still love you
But I can't handle the pain
All the hurt you put me through
The way my tears fell like rain
So to you I say
Though I want us to be together
Its just not possible
Never and Forever
I must say, I do feel better now. Please review, but be gentle with the flames!! Remember I'm not really a poet, I mostly write stories.
