I must warn you all that I suck at poetry. I needed to get some stuff of my chest and so I just wrote this. I don't remember thinking about it when I wrote, I just sat down and this came out…. So I hope you like it.


I Hate The Way I Love You

You were my friend

You were my sun

Then I got to thinking

Maybe you were the one

We were from two different worlds

We were two different people

Like love and hate

Fire and ice

Day and night

I liked you a lot

My heart was a mess

So I asked you out

You smiled and said yes

I loved your smile and your messy blond hair

And I can't forget those ice blue eyes

When you would kiss me

They could reflect the skies

We fit together

Your sent on your clothes

Your warm touches on my skin

Could send shivers from my head to my toes

You'd pull me close

I could feel every sigh

Little did I know

She had caught your eye

The new girl in school

I'd see her in the hall

When you left me for her

It was like my heart hit a wall

I wept for you

And all we had lost

But then she turned you down

I then vowed to hate you, at any cost

Then you crawled back

Wanting me again

I gave you a second chance

But to what end?

You kept me around

Had your fun

I was blind to your faults

Not smart enough to run

I loved you forever

Then you walked away

Said you'd take me to hell

I say your excuses are gay

Then you saw another

She could be my twin

She used to be my best friend

Before the fight that no one could win

I would see you flirt

I never knew how bad I could hurt

You two started to date

I felt lower then dirt

But now your apart

Someone must have told you how I feel

I can see it in your eyes

You know my love for you is real

But I know you

And I can't handle your shit

Your loss, my gain

My feelings so strong, I can't handle it

When you come around

And I know you will

You'll ask me again

And I'll come in for the kill

I will tell you the lies

And hope you don't see

The true way I feel

The other side of me

Yes, they are lies

But the truth hurts, or so they say

Because of you I know they're right

In every single way

Yes I still love you

But I can't handle the pain

All the hurt you put me through

The way my tears fell like rain

So to you I say

Though I want us to be together

Its just not possible

Never and Forever


I must say, I do feel better now. Please review, but be gentle with the flames!! Remember I'm not really a poet, I mostly write stories.