CHAPTER 1:
MISTAKE
SQUALL
This is life! I have everything I could ever wish for. High position, wealth, fame, out-going friends, and a sexy girlfriend to slave over me. Its been 6 months since we have defeated Ultimecia. Cid appointed me as the highest commander of Balamb Garden. And of course, everywhere I go, people recognize and notice me. I'm given so much respect that basically, I could just sit around and people will do as I say. It's like Im the ruler of this world!! We'll sometimes I show people that Im really not interested or Im not into these things but I have to admit, I really love the attention I'm getting these past few months.
Sure, we still have mission every now and then which are totally exhausting. But I reward myself by going to some bar with my friends and hopefully, hooked up with some chicks! Of course, Rinoa doesn't know that. She just thinks I'm just a busy boyfriend working my ass off to save the world. I love her but it just gets too boring sometimes to be with her and only HER all the time! She understands sometimes, but most of the time she just whines everytime I go home late, I dont have time for her, I didnt call her, and so on.... She is just too possesive... and I hate it.
I cant help it if some hot girls are flirting with me in the bar, if my face is very well-known around the world, if headmaster Cid appoint me with a lot of missions lately, if I want to spend some time with my friends instead of her. This is my life now. I kinda like it. Although she doesnt understands, she just have to deal with it......
I sure have changed.....
RINOA
Its almost 1:30 in the morning and Squall isnt home yet. I couldnt sleep. I think about him all the time. I wanna know where is he, and what he's doing. I've been told that Squall has a hobby of going to bars, getting drunk and flirting with other girls. I wanna know if its true but everytime we discuss the topic, he just shouts at me and said that he doesnt want me to mind his business, then he bails off. I dunno whats wrong with him. We shared a wonderful and romantic relationship at first. We seemed to be so in love with each other. But lately, I notice some changes in his personatily. He seems to be hot-headed all the time. His temper is so bad. We rarely see each other coz of his work but I notice that he's giving a lot of his time to his friends. Sometimes, I wonder if he still loves me. The thoughts of him getting sick of me enters my mind often. But i never want to think of it about him coz I dont get sick of him and I still love him so much like before and nothing has changed with my feelings since the very start of the relationship.
Speaking of that, Seifer hasnt given up on me yet. He is still courting me like crazy eventhough he knows that Im with Squall. He seemed so sincere. I have to admit, I had a crush on Seifer before and thought it was love, but after the incident with him being the sorceress knight and turning to real psycho made me want to take back my feelings for him. I feel I aint safe with him thats way I pushed back all "love" for him away. That why, after he was accepted back to Garden, I try my best to avoid him and not regain all my feelings for him. But he seemed to have changed, for the better. He keeps following me and nagging me to talk to him. He keeps questioning Selphie and Zell, my two closest friends about me. Of course, my friends doesnt trust him yet so they didnt give too much information about me. Sometimes, I think that what doing (avoiding Seifer) is right, after all, I already have a boyfriend and I dont believe that I still have left feelings for him. But too many times.... I think to myself, that those feelings... never left..
SQUALL
Its already 4:30 in the morning when I came home last night. So Im still very sleepy. But so early in the morning, Rinoa came in barging in my dorm. I feeled annoyed. I used to like it before everytime she did that but back then I wasnt too groggy to wake up yet. She invited me to go with her to Balamb town to buy some stuff. At first, I really didnt want to, but then I saw this hurt in her eyes, and I dont want her having doubts with me. I fell a little guilty coz I have another girl kissing my lips last night. I dont want her suspecting these things. I love her still so much but I dunno... Im really weird.. I dont think that what Im doing is cheating after all, I need to pleasure myself once in a while. And I still have this fear of taking somebody seriously, then eventually you'll lose it then you'll left with nothing. I guess thats what Im going through right now thats why I dont want to take her too serious and making foolish things to avoid myself from being hurt. Im not really a bad guy.... I have my reasons.
After 10 minutes, Im already all dressed up and ready to go. Rinoa patiently waited for me in my dorm. We walked out holding hands and I noticed that shes smiling a different smile. So sincerely happy...
Of course I feel a little flattered knowing that I had made someone happy just by being with that person... I wonders sometimes if what Im doing is right. Torturing others for the sake of his happiness. I know Rinoa loves me very much. But I doesnt want to build my world around her coz I knows that i might suffer in the end. But looking at Rinoa right now, I regrets some of my doings. But I wont let Rinoa see that. I want Rinoa to think that Im not concern. Sometimes, I really have to admit that Im having fun seeing that she's suffering because of me... Pretty devilish of me.... but I have my reasons.......
RINOA
Squall agreed to go with me to Balamb Town. I never expected for him to come along but of course, I have to convince him a little to show some enthusiasm. But I know that he still wont come along. But with a help of a miracle, Squall agreed to come with me. I guess it made me feel that there's still chance for this to work out. So here am I, holding his hand, wetre on our way to Balamb Town. Good thing there wasnt too many enemies to fight because when Squall was appointed Commander, he has orders to dispose as much enemies as possible. I guess this was the result of his work. We didnt ecounter even a single enemy on our way. Somehow,it made me feel relieved knowing he's really doing his work instead of hanging around some other girls.
This day gave me hope that things will get back to normal. I think Im beginning to trust him again and leave my doubts behind...
Balamb Town.. Still as peaceful as ever. We were greeted by Ma Dincht on our way to the store and commented us on being a lovely couple. This cheer me up a bit more. And then we go on with our trip. We stopped by the store coz I have to pick up a few things I need. Squall used to hate to come with me when buying or shopping things coz Im a bit picky but this time, he seemed to be helping me out with shopping. It cheered me up again. I guess I dont understand Squall sometimes. is mood seemed to change every minute...
But he has a good mood today. And I have to take my chances.....
I finished with my little shopping and Squall even carry the grocery bag for me. He smiled a little and gave me a quick peck in the neck. Squall isnt the sweet and romantic type but this day hes completely out of his character... But I like it......
Just when we are leaving a store, a girl dressed in a striped spaghetti strap and mini shorts (as in MINI that it almost looked like her panties) entered the store. She looks like a bit surprised to see us.
Then she says, "Oh hi! I never expected to see you here."
"Excuse me, do I know you?", I said back.
"I wasnt talking you..." she said shoving me off. "Hi Squally.. how are you.. I kinda miss you.. and our intimate moment together.."
What?! What is this girl saying? I stand there looking like a fool watching this complete stranger flirt my boyfriend. I stare at Squall with straight and angry look almost like telling him to explain. He looked nervous.
"Ah... R-Rinoa,... t- this is Ch-Cherry..... Cherry, Rinoa..." Squall introduced.
"Oh hi Rinoa, you must be a sister of my Squally....right", says this totally pathetic slut.
"Sister? no! for your information, Im Squall's girlfriend! And what the hell do you mean by YOUR Squally?!",I said not being able to control myself.
"OH! Thats very surprising. You see, I work in the bar, and Squally is one of my regulars... And he just told me... like a couple of days ago.. that he doesnt have a girlfriend... And hes all free to do some things.. if you know what I mean... And oh Squally..." she turned to Squall and said... "Getting a girlfriend sure is fast after you told me that girlfriends are just a waste of time... well.. anyways, dont forget me my love... and what we are planning to do AGAIN this weekend.. bye.. See yah"
Before leaving, she gave Squall a quick kiss in the cheek. All I can do there is stand there, frozen with my mouth hanging open from what I just heard and saw!
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What will now happen to the couple after Rinoa finds out what Squall has done????
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What do you think of the fic so far? Let me hear from you! Please R/R... So that I can follow up with Chapter 2. Stay tuned. And please dont flame me.. just tell me what you think without flaming please... Thanx!
Dont forget I need you Reviews if you want to proceed to Chapter 2.
MISTAKE
SQUALL
This is life! I have everything I could ever wish for. High position, wealth, fame, out-going friends, and a sexy girlfriend to slave over me. Its been 6 months since we have defeated Ultimecia. Cid appointed me as the highest commander of Balamb Garden. And of course, everywhere I go, people recognize and notice me. I'm given so much respect that basically, I could just sit around and people will do as I say. It's like Im the ruler of this world!! We'll sometimes I show people that Im really not interested or Im not into these things but I have to admit, I really love the attention I'm getting these past few months.
Sure, we still have mission every now and then which are totally exhausting. But I reward myself by going to some bar with my friends and hopefully, hooked up with some chicks! Of course, Rinoa doesn't know that. She just thinks I'm just a busy boyfriend working my ass off to save the world. I love her but it just gets too boring sometimes to be with her and only HER all the time! She understands sometimes, but most of the time she just whines everytime I go home late, I dont have time for her, I didnt call her, and so on.... She is just too possesive... and I hate it.
I cant help it if some hot girls are flirting with me in the bar, if my face is very well-known around the world, if headmaster Cid appoint me with a lot of missions lately, if I want to spend some time with my friends instead of her. This is my life now. I kinda like it. Although she doesnt understands, she just have to deal with it......
I sure have changed.....
RINOA
Its almost 1:30 in the morning and Squall isnt home yet. I couldnt sleep. I think about him all the time. I wanna know where is he, and what he's doing. I've been told that Squall has a hobby of going to bars, getting drunk and flirting with other girls. I wanna know if its true but everytime we discuss the topic, he just shouts at me and said that he doesnt want me to mind his business, then he bails off. I dunno whats wrong with him. We shared a wonderful and romantic relationship at first. We seemed to be so in love with each other. But lately, I notice some changes in his personatily. He seems to be hot-headed all the time. His temper is so bad. We rarely see each other coz of his work but I notice that he's giving a lot of his time to his friends. Sometimes, I wonder if he still loves me. The thoughts of him getting sick of me enters my mind often. But i never want to think of it about him coz I dont get sick of him and I still love him so much like before and nothing has changed with my feelings since the very start of the relationship.
Speaking of that, Seifer hasnt given up on me yet. He is still courting me like crazy eventhough he knows that Im with Squall. He seemed so sincere. I have to admit, I had a crush on Seifer before and thought it was love, but after the incident with him being the sorceress knight and turning to real psycho made me want to take back my feelings for him. I feel I aint safe with him thats way I pushed back all "love" for him away. That why, after he was accepted back to Garden, I try my best to avoid him and not regain all my feelings for him. But he seemed to have changed, for the better. He keeps following me and nagging me to talk to him. He keeps questioning Selphie and Zell, my two closest friends about me. Of course, my friends doesnt trust him yet so they didnt give too much information about me. Sometimes, I think that what doing (avoiding Seifer) is right, after all, I already have a boyfriend and I dont believe that I still have left feelings for him. But too many times.... I think to myself, that those feelings... never left..
SQUALL
Its already 4:30 in the morning when I came home last night. So Im still very sleepy. But so early in the morning, Rinoa came in barging in my dorm. I feeled annoyed. I used to like it before everytime she did that but back then I wasnt too groggy to wake up yet. She invited me to go with her to Balamb town to buy some stuff. At first, I really didnt want to, but then I saw this hurt in her eyes, and I dont want her having doubts with me. I fell a little guilty coz I have another girl kissing my lips last night. I dont want her suspecting these things. I love her still so much but I dunno... Im really weird.. I dont think that what Im doing is cheating after all, I need to pleasure myself once in a while. And I still have this fear of taking somebody seriously, then eventually you'll lose it then you'll left with nothing. I guess thats what Im going through right now thats why I dont want to take her too serious and making foolish things to avoid myself from being hurt. Im not really a bad guy.... I have my reasons.
After 10 minutes, Im already all dressed up and ready to go. Rinoa patiently waited for me in my dorm. We walked out holding hands and I noticed that shes smiling a different smile. So sincerely happy...
Of course I feel a little flattered knowing that I had made someone happy just by being with that person... I wonders sometimes if what Im doing is right. Torturing others for the sake of his happiness. I know Rinoa loves me very much. But I doesnt want to build my world around her coz I knows that i might suffer in the end. But looking at Rinoa right now, I regrets some of my doings. But I wont let Rinoa see that. I want Rinoa to think that Im not concern. Sometimes, I really have to admit that Im having fun seeing that she's suffering because of me... Pretty devilish of me.... but I have my reasons.......
RINOA
Squall agreed to go with me to Balamb Town. I never expected for him to come along but of course, I have to convince him a little to show some enthusiasm. But I know that he still wont come along. But with a help of a miracle, Squall agreed to come with me. I guess it made me feel that there's still chance for this to work out. So here am I, holding his hand, wetre on our way to Balamb Town. Good thing there wasnt too many enemies to fight because when Squall was appointed Commander, he has orders to dispose as much enemies as possible. I guess this was the result of his work. We didnt ecounter even a single enemy on our way. Somehow,it made me feel relieved knowing he's really doing his work instead of hanging around some other girls.
This day gave me hope that things will get back to normal. I think Im beginning to trust him again and leave my doubts behind...
Balamb Town.. Still as peaceful as ever. We were greeted by Ma Dincht on our way to the store and commented us on being a lovely couple. This cheer me up a bit more. And then we go on with our trip. We stopped by the store coz I have to pick up a few things I need. Squall used to hate to come with me when buying or shopping things coz Im a bit picky but this time, he seemed to be helping me out with shopping. It cheered me up again. I guess I dont understand Squall sometimes. is mood seemed to change every minute...
But he has a good mood today. And I have to take my chances.....
I finished with my little shopping and Squall even carry the grocery bag for me. He smiled a little and gave me a quick peck in the neck. Squall isnt the sweet and romantic type but this day hes completely out of his character... But I like it......
Just when we are leaving a store, a girl dressed in a striped spaghetti strap and mini shorts (as in MINI that it almost looked like her panties) entered the store. She looks like a bit surprised to see us.
Then she says, "Oh hi! I never expected to see you here."
"Excuse me, do I know you?", I said back.
"I wasnt talking you..." she said shoving me off. "Hi Squally.. how are you.. I kinda miss you.. and our intimate moment together.."
What?! What is this girl saying? I stand there looking like a fool watching this complete stranger flirt my boyfriend. I stare at Squall with straight and angry look almost like telling him to explain. He looked nervous.
"Ah... R-Rinoa,... t- this is Ch-Cherry..... Cherry, Rinoa..." Squall introduced.
"Oh hi Rinoa, you must be a sister of my Squally....right", says this totally pathetic slut.
"Sister? no! for your information, Im Squall's girlfriend! And what the hell do you mean by YOUR Squally?!",I said not being able to control myself.
"OH! Thats very surprising. You see, I work in the bar, and Squally is one of my regulars... And he just told me... like a couple of days ago.. that he doesnt have a girlfriend... And hes all free to do some things.. if you know what I mean... And oh Squally..." she turned to Squall and said... "Getting a girlfriend sure is fast after you told me that girlfriends are just a waste of time... well.. anyways, dont forget me my love... and what we are planning to do AGAIN this weekend.. bye.. See yah"
Before leaving, she gave Squall a quick kiss in the cheek. All I can do there is stand there, frozen with my mouth hanging open from what I just heard and saw!
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What will now happen to the couple after Rinoa finds out what Squall has done????
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What do you think of the fic so far? Let me hear from you! Please R/R... So that I can follow up with Chapter 2. Stay tuned. And please dont flame me.. just tell me what you think without flaming please... Thanx!
Dont forget I need you Reviews if you want to proceed to Chapter 2.
