Bella P.O.V

I woke up and there he was...sitting at the end of my bed looking as breathtaking as he always did. I turned to look at my clock. 5:58, 2 minutes before my alarm was going to start bleeping away. I turned back to Edward. Why was he so beautiful?!

"Good morning beautiful" His smooth voice said.

"You're early" I said as I sat up. We were face to face now and I was so tempted to lean in and kiss him. I had to use all my willpower not to.

"I couldn't wait another minute to see you." He pulled me close and I didn't have to resist any more. He kissed me, softly to begin with but then I pulled him right down on my lips. It was so intense, so wonderful...

But then he started kissing my neck...and he bit me...

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My alarm woke me up from the worst nightmare I have ever had. I looked at the bottom of my bed but he wasn't there. He'll never be there. Not any more. Not since he turned...

I looked at my cell and seen I had 7 missed calls and 3 voice mails, all from Carlisle. I listened to the first one:I

"Bella, this is really important. Please call me back."

The seconded one was pretty much the same but in a more panicked voice. The third one really scared me though.

"BELLA! It's really important! Call me now! It's...it's about Edward. Alice seen him hurting Charlie in a vision. Get down here."

I rushed to get dressed. I didn't care what I put on, I just threw on the first thing that came to hand which happened to be a pair of crappy old jeans and a jumper that Edward had bought me a few months ago. I sat on my bed and cried. I tried my hardest to be quiet so Charlie wouldn't hear me. No such luck. He knocked on my door softly and whispered "Bells, you OK in there?"

"Yeah Dad," I squeaked in a small, pathetic voice "I'm fine." I heard him walking away let out a sigh of relief that he didn't stay to talk about it.

I changed tops and ran downstairs and out the door. I heard Charlie shouting my name on my way out the door but I didn't stop to listen. I got to the Cullens in record time and practically ran into the house.

"Carlisle!" I yelled "Carlisle?"

I ran into the living room and seen the whole family sitting having a deep conversation. The whole family except Edward. It was still hard to see him missing from the family.

"Bella, you made it." Carlisle sounded relieved.

"Yeah, I got your voice mails. So what happened in your vision?" I said, aiming my question at Alice.

She took a gulp before answering my question. Funny, in all the time I've been friends with her, I've never seen Alice taking a gulp.

" It was at your house. He crashed through the door and just started...biting."

I just stood there, taking it in. I couldn't believe what I was hearing. Edward wouldn't do that. MY Edward wouldn't hurt anyone, especially my dad! But the sad thing was I knew he would.

-1 month ago-

I was sewing a button on my dads shirt for him. I was never really good at sewing but Charlie is useless and there was no way he would be able do it. Edward was sitting in on bed kissing my neck, then my cheek, then my forehead and then back to my neck.

"Edward, I need to concentrate on this. I'm already terrible at it and you're not helping!"

"I'm sorry but you're just so amazing!" He said in his husky voice.

I wanted to kiss him back so badly but I had to sew my dads shirt. The way he was looking at me, it was like he pleading me to kiss him. I didn't think vampires would plead for anything, especially for a kiss.

"Just give me a minute. Once I finish this we can make out all we want. Deal?"

"Deal." He agreed reluctantly.

I continued to sew and jabbed myself with the needle. It started bleeding which isn't exactly what you want with a vampire sitting right next to you. I looked at him with concern.

He just smiled and said "Don't worry, Bella, it doesn't bother me now."

I smiled and sucked the blood of my finger. I finished sewing, threw the shirt on floor and attacked Edward. We kissed and kissed and kissed. My finger suddenly started bleeding again and it spread on Edwards shirt. He said it was no big deal but I was worried.

After he'd left I got a phone call. It was from Esme telling me the most heart-breaking news. Edward had clicked. He just went crazy. My blood on his shirt had sent him off on a rampage and no-one knew when he would back.

Edward wanted to kill me...

It was all my fault...