Author's notes: hello every one! This entry is about what seras thinks of her master! This is my first fan fiction so please, be kind…
Seras' point of view on her master
Dear diary, September 19, 2007
Its day time but I can't sleep. It feels strange I'm used to the light, but I don't like anymore… it hurts every time I try to wake up and go outside and master glares at me when I try.
I'm afraid of my master. He's cold hearted and absolutely out of control. He's willing and able to hurt people's feelings and he doesn't care about any one, not even his master. He exploits every given order. He's always smiling that horrible sadistic smile on his face as if everything was a joke. He often speaks in riddles too, as if he was from the middle ages or some thing
I wonder why he saved me… not that I want to die, but he did it for apparently no reason. And from Walter and sir Integra, that was most definitely out of character for him. I heard him say something to sir Integra about me being a joke, on how he turned me on a whim. I think I know better, though. If I were a whim, or a joke a source of entertainment he would have already killed me, because I'm not doing a good job of pleasing him.
Maybe that's not the point though; maybe I am just an idiot for not listing to him. A sort of- of a… I don't even know what.
But he has his slips of emotion! I do remember! I remember that time in South America, in that hotel when he killed all of those innocent police men. The officer shot himself in the head. That made alucard absolutely enraged… when I told him it was wrong, he pulled me by the collar, I thought my heart would stop, and said that killing any obstacles was our job. He let me go with remorse or maybe realization of what he was doing.
I remember when he told me to run. He commanded it so like that I wouldn't get hurt. He had a moustache, and it was when millennium attacked London. He called me seras Victoria with his Romanian accent. He's a teaser. He's possessive, manipulative, tricky, and deceitful, a talented liar, vengeful, and an aggressive pervert!
I remember when Walter and alucard had their last battle he told Walter that sir Integra, his master and I where his! How horrible! He really is a monster, isn't he? That can't be so though. He does have feelings. Monsters aren't supposed to have feelings.
When the paladin Judas priest, alexander Anderson fought, and Anderson lost he- he cried… those aren't the acts of an evil person. To cry for you enemy, he is an enigma. His master and master before that and before that all called him a monster. He even calls himself a monster, but if he's a monster what does that make me?!
-Seras
