I was listening to a few songs and I realised how some of them suit the PJO and HoO series:
What hurts the most- Cascada
Reyna POV
I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That don't bother me
I can take a few tears now and then
And just let them out
I'm sitting in your Praetor house crying silently.
I'm not afraid to cry
Every once in a while even though goin' on
With you gone still upsets me
I want to sit around crying all day but I have to be strong for the sake of New Rome- there's only me now if I spend too long moping around someone like, ugh, Octavian will seize advantage and take over.
There are days
Every now and again I pretend I'm okay
But that's not what gets me
What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
I wanted to tell you I liked you but we were best friends and I didn't want to ruin that but now I can't, because you're gone.
Never knowing
What could have been
And not seein' that lovin' you
Is what I was tryin' to do
It's hard to deal with the pain
Of losing you everywhere I go
But I'm doin' it
I'm trying live without letting memories taking over. Like I can't just avoid the coffee shop where we had coffee that morning, the one we almost kissed, the one before you vanished.
It's hard to force that smile when I
See our old friends and I'm alone
Still harder
Seeing the whole of New Rome is harder without you here
Gettin' up, gettin' dressed
Livin' with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade, give away all the words
That I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken
If I could turn back time I would tell you I loved you.
What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
Never knowing
What could have been
And not seein' that lovin' you
Is what I was tryin' to do
Never knowing there could have been Jeyna that's what hurts the most
