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I miss you so, wish I could start this other way, but I can't.
Time cannot erase you, I do not wish that, How could I?
At the worst hour in the train station, I listen all those voices and steps.
Yours are missing.
Among all the noise I can tell you are not around.
Not anymore.
When she told me that joke at the morning...and I could still see your face fading away, our future vanished amongst her smile; such cruel joke of fate.
When I am fully awake she can indeed bring away the pain, I've come to love her deeply ust in a different way.
For you, it was different stuff you see.
A lot of luck, and secrets between, those secrets at the end took you away from me.
And your tears salty sea water tears I can still feel them in my fingers everytime I climb afar.
For you I did crazy things for the first time, and allowed your eyes to get inside my skull and broke the locks inside.
And now, honestly there are days when your face is almost gone, the color of your eyes is almost gone, your blonde hair feels like white and blue, you now when you hit the blues.
You never did, that was part of the thing, the mistake, my hands they have your soul as much as his.
You never did so many things, wonderful things that you shoulda knew, shoulda done.
And now I know, no I don't know but I believe, firmly so, I do believe someday at the end this long wait will end, at the end perhaps you lay.
If I wait patiently enough, moving all the time, trying to do all the things you never did, and all the stuff that won't let your tale to happen again, somehow...
I miss you Gwen, miss you so.
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