A/N: So I finally figured out how this story is going to go and hopefully it goes over well, It's more about my two OC's than the original character's to twilight but don't you worry, I love all the original character's to not have them in this story everything from Edward being all depressed, to Alice being a shopaholic, even Leah's bitchyness will be in it.

Chapter 1: Finally found

Amy's PoV

Sitting in the backseat listening to my headphones as they blared music in my ears I was finally able to tune out my family, I was the only single person in my family. Alice had jasper, Emmett had Rosalie, Bella had Edward, and Carlisle was with Esme, even my niece Renesmee had Jacob. I new I wasn't alone my family loved me but it was times like these when my family would be together and each couple would be holding on to each other whispering to each other that I felt the most alone. I was happy with my life except for the one thing I longed the most for in my life, I wanted to find my mate, after two hundred years alone how could anybody blame me. I climbed out of Emmett's jeep and ran into the forest to get my mind away from Edward before he could say anything.

I ran to my favorite tree and climbed up to my usual branch, sitting down and looking out over the forest of Forks "when am I going to be happy" I could feel the burn in my eyes from tears that would never fall. I felt arms encircle me and new that Renesmee was sitting with me like usual "Auntie are you going to be alright?" her soft voice sounded sad and I felt awful for making my friend feel that way "Ya, Nessie I'll be alright" we sat in the tree together for a couple hours until Edward came looking for Renesmee and I knew since I was going to stay Edward would try and hear what I was thinking and really I don't need him in my head.

The moon was high in the sky when I finally walked through the front door of the main house to find everything quite which for this family was very unusual; I walked into the living room and found everyone but Renesmee sitting in the living room silently thinking to themselves.

When I walked in Carlisle looked up at me with sad eyes "Amy we all need to talk" I nodded and sat down across from Emmett and Rosalie in my favorite chair and waited for someone to start because obviously this was about me.

"I saw someone" Alice whispered so lowly that my I had barely been even able to hear her even with my vampire hearing.

"Who did you see, Alice" I asked maybe with a little too much force behind it because Rosalie glared at me

"Amy calm down, please sweety" Esme said softly, Esme looked just as sad and heartbroken as Carlisle did then I figured it out

"Alice you saw him didn't you" I jumped up "Alice, please tell me I need to know, please what did you see"

Alice looked up at me "I saw you leaving us then you with a man kissing you" my insides were bursting with happiness, this only meant one thing, Alice had saw me and my mate together

"Wait how did you see that if I never decided to leave" Alice shook her head "I don't know I just did"

I nodded and smiled "so what did he look like" I couldn't help it as the words fell out of my mouth

Rosalie jumped up from beside Emmett "Amy is that really all you care about is what this man looks like?" she yelled at me "Didn't you hear Alice she saw you leaving this family, your family"

"Rosalie it's fine" Carlisle started but was cut off "No Carlisle it is not fine she doesn't even get what she's doing to this family"

"What is it that you think I'm doing to this family Rosalie?" I shouted over her, Rose looked at me then back to Emmett

"Amy you are a part of this family just as much as Alice, myself, or Bella we are all sisters and you leaving would not hurt just us but yourself as well" she looked back at me and I could see the watery tears in her eyes.

Carlisle looked between us and then back to Esme, who walked over to me and pulled me into a tight hug, oh how I loved her hugs they always calmed me down, "Amy, Rose is telling the truth, it will hurt everyone in this family if you leave but we can't hold you back and we can't expect you to live your life by yourself if this man is in fact your mate then you have to find him and bring him back with you so this family can finally be complete" Esme's words hit me deep and I could feel the love radiating off of every syllable.

Alice came over and hugged me and Esme together and then all of the family joined in the hug and I couldn't help but think that this could be the last family hug that I was a part of, I had to find my mate or else I would never be happy, and that was when I decided that I had to leave but no matter what happened I would be a part of this family again only they would be accepting two people back into their home.

After spending about three hours talking with Alice about her vision I found out that my mate looked to be about nineteen years old which was cool with me since I looked to be only seventeen yet I'm actually over two hundred years old, he was maybe five foot eleven or six feet tall which means he is going to tower over my five foot three stature, his hair was a dirty blonde colour, his eyes a stunning greyish blue colour, and he was strong and muscular. The description Alice gave me just made me want to find him even more.

I walked into my bedroom and looked around at all the pictures of my life until I came to the one of me back when I was human, it was a drawing done by a young man that for the life of me I could not remember his name all I know is that the picture was drawn for me when I was seventeen shortly before my eighteenth birthday and the end of my human life.

The picture showed my red hair and at the time my glowing green eyes, I can remember that many people always said I was beautiful. My alabaster skin was a strange thing to see back then for someone like me, my family was never wealthy so I worked with my father as a trapper with my father which meant that I always was in the sun I was just never able to tan my skin any darker no matter how much time I had, I had a little bit of freckles under my eyes and across the bridge of my nose, my father said it always made me look younger than what I actually was.

My human life wasn't something that I like to reminisce because it was like an unstoppable movie, it wouldn't stop until it was over, and then I remembered him. His name was Adam Krink and he was one of the shape shifters from the La Push tribe, he imprinted on my human self and I fell in love with him, I could remember every second of my past life with him, my outdoor wedding with him, the beautiful white gown I wore and the native robes he wore over the suit I forced him to wear, he looked funny but he refused to not have the robe so we agreed on both, I could remember the little girl that Adam and I had together, her name was Angel and I loved her with all my heart. We we're a happy family and we lived off the land for a few years until the war between Canada and the United States when my small family was attacked by two vampires one night and that is when my husbands, my daughters, and my life ended but I dint stay dead and now I'm alive over two hundred years later.

I felt two sets of arms wrap around me as my legs gave out and my mind blanked all I could feel is the fire that stopped my heart so many years ago and it felt like my body was erupting in pain. After about ten minutes of feeling the burn that I was so used to I then noticed that I was lying down on my body with a pair of feminine arms wrapped around me I looked up and saw Bella holding me with Edwards looked down at me with worry in his golden eyes

"Amy are you alright" Bella's soft voice filled my ears as she softly squeezed me, being a mother to Renesmee had made that a basic instinct for her even when she wasn't with Nessie, Edward gave a soft chuckle to that and smiled probably reading my thought still.

"Yeah sorry to worry you guys" I stood up and looked down at the broken glass around the frame that held my painting and frowned "thank you… both of you" I knelt down and grabbed the frame and painting "I guess I should stop thinking about my past"

Edward was standing beside me in seconds "Amy don't ever forget about your past, your human life should always be with you, you have the best memory of your human life than any vampire I have ever met"

I looked up at Edward "Edward my life was good, I was happy, healthy, a mother, a wife, my life wasn't forfeit I had another option it was just taken from me" I glared at him "Edward, you we're going to die Carlisle changed you so you would live, Esme was next to dead when she was changed, Rosalie was beat so badly she had no other option so Carlisle changed her, Emmett was attacked by a bear and almost killed if it wasn't for Rosalie bringing him to Carlisle he wouldn't be a vamp neither, Bella would of died from birthing Renesmee her choice was made as soon as you to consummated your marriage, all of you had no other option." I started cleaning up the glass as I continued to berate him "me I had another option but it was stolen from me, my life was taken from me, for you to tell me that I should remember all of it, who the hell do you think you are" I threw the glass shards into the waste basket. "Edward I'm not saying that I'm not happy with the life I'm living, I am happy, I just wish that I didn't have to remember how my life ended."

He nodded his head looking at the ground "I'm sorry Amy"

Bella stood up beside him "Amy although you might have had a bad end to your life can you not say that what you remember of your father and mother, your husband and baby girl, can you not say that you're happy that you can remember all of that" I knew she was right, Bella was always right.

I looked between them, Bella was always happy and ready for anything and Edward was always trying to keep her safe and out of harm's way, something I swear he picked up and held onto since she was a human not too long ago, they we're perfect together I just hoped that me and my mate we're just as perfect. Edward smirked then looked up at me with a big smile. I nodded and they walked out of my room leaving me alone maybe I could relax in piece for a while before school started in, I looked at the clock, great I had only two hours to relax and a half hour to get ready for school. I laid down on my bed and grabbed my ipod out of my pocket to charge it for the next day. Plugging it into my speaker/alarm clock to charge, I turned it up blasting some good ol' Luke Bryan over the speakers and closed my eyes to relax for the little time I had