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Ok so I have had this idea stuck in my head forever, but since I heard the song Fire Fire by Flyleaf and Asylum by Disturbed, I needed to get it out. There good songs. U should listen to them. Enjoy :)
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Sam wrapped his long fingers around Dean's neck. Dean could see little black dots dancing around his vision. He tried to focus on Sam's face.
"You don't know me." Sam said through gritted teeth.
"You never did, and you never will."
Okay. That hurt. Sam released his tight grip on Dean's throat, looked down at Dean in disgust. Just in time before Dean blacked out.
Sam opened the door to leave when Dean said in anger- "If you walk out that door, don't you ever come back!" It was a mistake when he said it but right now he could care less.
Sam looked over at him and had the courage to put a look of hurt on his face. Just for a second though. Then he walked out.
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That was five months ago. Now Dean had no clue where the fuck Sam was, not that he wanted to.
All Dean remembered was that after Sam left, he tried to grab his pistol. He made sure it was loaded. If Sam was gone, then he should be too...
Before he could shoot himself, Castiel flashed him to this... Insane asylum, and told him it was for his own good.
He carried Dean in to the building, because Dean was still very wounded, and tried his best to lie and sign him in. Afterwords, he somehow ended up in this room, on God knows what drugs, all alone.
Dean never did good alone. Cas still visits everytime that he can, but thats only so often. He told Dean that the apocalypse has begun, that Ruby betrayed Sam. Dean cursed his little brother for not listening to him. Cas also told him that Sam has regretted everything that he had done to him. Whatever.
Cas told him that Sam had asked everyone they know if they had known where Dean was. Apparently only Cas knows. Not even Bobby. Cas has been a little erky about telling Bobby where Dean was. Because he knows that once Bobby knows, he will tell Sam because he thinks their better "together." Last time they were good together, Dean hadn't been to Hell.
Cas said that Sam was done with demon blood. Hell, he should have never fuckin' started. But the good news is that he's done with it.
Dean was knocked out of his memories by one of the nurses opening the door to his room. "Hello Dean. Did you take your meds today?"
Her name was Victoria. Vicky as Dean liked to call her. She was a blonde, has pretty brown eyes, with freckles dancing around on her face. Dean liked her, personality and looks.
"Yeah." He he said. He noted that his voice sounded scratchy. He needed a drink, of anything.
"Okay sweetie. Just wanted to make sure because you have a visitor." Probably Cas. The only person he would know of.
Dean sighed. "Send him in." She nodded before going to get Cas. Dean continued to just sit there. He still wanted it to end. Everything.
Just then Vicky walked in with someone, but it wasn't Cas. It was Bobby.
After Vicky left, Dean shot up from the bed and went to the otherside of the room. He didn't know if Bobby was a demon or not. He didn't have Ruby's knife anymore, Vicky took that away. He didn't have any salt or holy water to use agains a demon, and he didn't have the tools to draw a demon trap with. And he didn't want to die at the hands of a demon. He wanted to die hanging from a rope, willingly.
"Relax kid." Bobby said after a few seconds. He pulled out some holy water in a bottle and splashed himself with it. "Not a demon." He said.
Dean wasn't convinced. He could be a shapeshifter too. Bobby seemed to understand and looked around the room for anything silver. His gaze landed on Dean's right hand. More like his ring finger. Dean looked down to see what Bobby was looking at exactly. He noticed the silver ring on his finger.
Dean walked closer to "Bobby" as he slid the ring off his finger. He slowly touched the ring to "Bobby's" skin. Nothing happened.
Dean quickly wrapped his arms around Bobby. He hasn't seen anyone other than Cas and all the people in the asylum dor over five months.
Bobby mimicked Dean, holding tighter as Dean softly sobbed into Bobby's shoulder. Bobby wasn't sure if Dean knew he was crying or not.
"Its okay. Its okay, Dean." He murmered until the sobs stopped and Dean looked up at him with hope in his eyes.
"Your here." He states. Bobby nods and says "Yeah. I am." Bobby has tears in his eyes too.
"Did Cas tell you? About what happened?" Dean asks.
"Yeah. He did. As soon as he told me where you were I came as soon as possible... Everyone was looking for you. Some hunters thought you were dead. Sam's been looking non-stop and he's loosing hope-" Bobby notices Dean flinch when he mentions Sam.
Bobby feels a mix of anger, saddness, dissapointment, and love towards Sam. Even though Sam practically strangled Dean, made Dean suicidal, betrayed them... How many times, he won't forget that Sam is one of his boys.
"He regrets everything Dean. He's bedn hunting all the time, hoping one of the hunts he's on, you'll be there. He's loosing hope, Dean."
Dean doesn't want to hear this. Doesn't want the need to see Sam to show up. Doesn't want to feel the longing to tell Sam that "its okay" because its not. He doesn't want to feel guilty because he doesn't deserve to. Doesn't want to feel selfish for wanting it to be over.
"Let him." Dean says. Emotionless. Bobby sighs. "You do know that one of these days he's either gonna find you or gonna let the guilt take over and believe your dead and take his own life."
Dean hadn't thought of that... He doesn't want Sam to kill himself. Dean sighs.
"If I tell you to tell him where I am, will you say that I didn't know that you called him and told him where I was?" Bobby shrugs. "If you want me to." Dean nods.
"Go ahead and call him." Dean's really not in the mood to talk or see Sam and boy, Cas isn't gonna like this... But he doesn't want Sam to take his own life because he thinks Dean's dead. That would give Dean something to feel guilty about.
Bobby smiles a little and takes his phone out. He calls Sam.
"Bobby?"
"Hey Sam. I've got some good news."
"What is it?" Sam asks with alot of hope in his voice.
"I found Dean."
"Where is he?" Sam asks frantically. He can't believe it.
"He's in New Orleans. In a..." Bobby trails off. He looks at Dean. Deans staring at the floor, an emotioess expression on his face.
"In a what, Bobby?" Sam asks. He's already got in to the car, starting it up.
"He's in the New Orleans State Hospital."
"An insane asylum?" Bobby couldn't be telling the truth... Could he?
"Yeah, Sam. After you walked out on him after strangling him" Bobby was finally letting it out. "he reached for his gun and tried to fuckin' shoot himself! Luckily, Cas was there to stop him! He's been here since then, Sam. So yeah. He's in an insane asylum." Bobby finished.
Sam sighed on the other end. His guilt ranking up to a brand new level. "Okay, Bobby. Thank you."
The line went dead after that. All Dean knew was that Sam was coming. Yippe.
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Okay. This has always been in my head, but after I heard the song Fire Fire and Asylum. I told u that already though.
I don't know when I'm going to update this again, because of Abuse and Be Careful what You Wish For. So yeah. I hope you like it. I will try and get the next chapter up as fast as I can but I can't promise you anything... :/
