I stood there shaking with the test in my hand. It stared at me with the word positive. How could this happen I knew I could become pregnant but I didn't have much of a chance I only got periods every second month and I never thought I would be able to conceive. And here it was staring me in the face.
I heard a door close and turned around quickly. Phew it was just Jake.
"Hey beautiful" he said and then kissed me.
"Hey…"
I saw concern come across his face.
"What's wrong?" he asked sadly.
I handed him the stick and ran into our room. I sat down on the floor and let the tears come down my face. This couldn't be happening for once everything was going great with Jake and me. And now this I put my hands slowly to my stomach.
I looked up and saw Jacob staring at me uneasily. I realized my hands were still on my stomach so I took them off quickly. He came and sat next to me we sat there in silence for ten minutes before either of us started to talk.
"What do you wanna do with it?" he asked me softly.
"I'm not sure…do we even know what it is" I asked.
"Renesmee…it's a baby"
I saw hurt in his eyes.
"Jake how do you know"
"Renesmee you don't get it. You wanna know how I know. Well I absolutely hated you. I had to watch you suck the life out of your mother and all she would say is he just kick's hard. I knew and your father knew that it wasn't just that. I watched your mother give birth to you and it was the worst thing I ever saw. You were hurting her from the day she found out she was pregnant but this baby isn't hurting you Renesmee!" he yelled out at me angrily.
"Jake…I didn't know" I whispered. I reached out to touch him.
"Don't touch me!" he shouted.
He ran out of our cottage and I could hear him growl. He must of transformed into a wolf…I killed my own mother. She always told me that she got a sudden illness after I was born and that my father had changed her. That's it I had to know the truth.
I walked to the main Cullen house quickly they were all waiting for me…including Jacob. He hadn't noticed me yet. I picked up a few words like didn't have to know and stuff.
"Nessie" my dad said and hugged me tightly.
"Where's mum?" I asked.
He turned his head to the lounge where she was sitting in a chair watching old tapes. I walked over and sat next to her. On the screen was her…and she looked weak and had a large stomach. She was talking to Jacob I heard him saying how it was killing her and she just replied with he kicks hard and in the corner was my dad who looked like he was just about to break down.
"I did that to you…" I whispered.
" It wasn't your fault" she replied
For the next half an hour I sat there watching tapes of it of my dad screaming at her or her and aunt Rosalie talking to her stomach. Then the next thing on the screen was my mother having to drink blood and Jacob was staring at her stomach with pure hatred. That's when I broke down.
