DISCLAIMER: I do not own any of the characters in Harry Potter, they belong to J.K. Rowling….blah blah blah, I just get to use my imagination.

Notes: I know that this chapter isn't very sexual, but hey, its chapter 1….. I had to do an intro….chapter 2 should be exciting…..winks

CHAPTER 1: Self-Identity and Discovery

It had been a rough summer. After the loss of Sirius, Harry felt lost in the world. He had always been lost in the Muggle World; he had no one to turn to. And now, he felt lost in the Wizarding World; it wasn't that he had no one to turn to, it was just that he was a marked man. He felt a separation from everyone. He always thought he knew who he was, but now… he wasn't sure.

In a desperate attempt for self-identity, he asked for advice from those he knew. Ron and Hermione weren't much help, because they only told him that he needed to calm down, and just relax. They weren't taking it very seriously.

"Oh, for goodness sakes, Harry. I understand that the loss of the closest person you've ever had to a loving family member is difficult, but you can't let it affect you like this.

Love,

Hermione"

Ron just sent a note, that told him to stop worrying and relax. Ron had become somewhat useless since he started dating Hermione.

Dudley, in danger of failing out of school was taking the summer term, and Harry had the house to himself. Aunt Petunia and Uncle Vernon were there, but Harry didn't care. He had gotten some Muggle money by exchanging his galleons at Gringotts.

He was trying to figure out his problem by going around the city and meeting new people and experiencing whatever he could. He had spent a weekend with Dean and Seamus at Dean's house in the next town over. Seamus had told Harry that he went through this problem during the end of 5th year, and had helped by filling out a sheet of questions. He said the question that made him find himself the best was "What is your sexuality?" Harry knew that Seamus was gay, Dean was straight (and still dating Ginny, but he didn't know that one part of your self-description could make such great changes in your self-identity. A

"Well, Harry? Are you straight, gay, or bi?"

Harry knew he used to fancy Cho, but all he remembered was thinking she was pretty. Harry knew that Dean was good looking but had never really thought about it. He did feel that girls were overly complicated.

After debated this for about a week, before sending Seamus an owl. Seamus was spending some alone time at his cabin on the lake, his mom wasn't interested in going but told him he could go, as long as he promised to be responsible.

"Seamus,

I don't know what I am. How can I find out?"

Seamus responded: "Meet me at my cabin. Take the Knight Bus to #8 Lakeport Lane. We'll figure this one out."

Harry wasn't sure of what to think about this. However, he was excited about finally getting some real help.

"I'll be there Tuesday. – Harry"