How...How could I do this to her? How could I do this to myself? How could I fall for the very same person that my best friend loves? It's...it's just not right...
"Such an ugly feeling...should disappear along with me..."
I could never want to ruin our friendship...but...it's my fault...I just had to fall in love with him..Why...Why...Negi-sensei...
"Please tell Nodoka...that I'm sorry..."
Nodoka...I never got to say this...but you were the best thing to a real sister I ever had...thank you for everything...
Without even a single thought, I shall sacrifice myself...all so you can stay happy...
My sweet, sweet Nodoka...I love you...
Goodbye...Nodo-
When Yue had been found, dead and bleeding, it was Haruna who admitted about the poor girl commiting suicide over choosing Nodoka's friendship or Negi's love, both of which would hurt her greatly. Negi, of course, was horrified and disgusted with himself; he had driven one of his own students to death.
Nodoka was even worse off. As soon as she was close enough, she collapsed down next to Yue's body and cried heavily into her friend's chest, begging for her to open her eyes again. She did everything she could to wake up the dying girl. She even kissed Yue on the lips in a small prayer of hope that she would awaken. But nothing worked.
"Y-Y-YUE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" Nodoka screamed, her voice full of sorrow and de
Negi wanted to cry with Nodoka, he really did, but he couldn't. It was his own, goddamn stupid fault it happened in the first place. He just wished he could do something, anything to bring her back.
He knew that not even the Time Machine from Chao would help; he was the only person NOT capable of stopping this tragedy. Crunching his fists tightly, Negi closed his eyes and thought, 'I am the worst teacher...ever...'
Eventually, the police were called in and Yue's body was taken away. The next few days felt like nothing for Negi and Nodoka as they were forced to deal with Yue's sudden passing.
Nodoka's entire being shook as she watched Yue's casket be lowered slowly into the ground. Every single student of class 3-A came to bid their beloved friend a final farewell. 'I can't believe all this began only a week ago...' Negi thought, his mind reeling with sadness.
That was when unstoppable tears began pouring down Nodoka's face. She couldn't stop herself. She just stood there and cried, unable to say a word as her one true friend was buried deep into the earth.
"Yue...I'm sorry that I forced this upon you...you died to try and keep me happy..." Nodoka whispered quietly, her body still shaking. Placing a coat over her shoulders to keep her warm, Negi lowered his eyes and walked away, unable to look at the grave any longer.
Nodoka could do nothing but stand there and cry...
Thinking about the girl who died to protect their friendship...
