Lauren helped Bo into the house she shared with Kenzi. The Succubus was an emotional wreck after just witnessing her best friend sacrifice her life to save the world.. To save her. Tamsin had carried Kenzi away to Valhalla. Although this would comfort many knowing the human died a warrior's death and was now blessed with the honor of living her afterlife in the realm of warriors.. To Bo it was just another realization that the girl who had become her sister was now dead.. Was now gone.

"Come on Bo.. Let's sit down on the couch.." Lauren said as she lead Bo over to the couch.

"Lauren I just.. God Kenzi.." Bo said as she put her hands over her face and began to cry.

"Shhh.. I know Bo.. I know.." Lauren said quietly as she embraced the brunette in a tight hug, holding Bo as the sobs poured from the Succubus's hazel eyes.

Their emotional embrace was interrupted by Dyson busting through the door carrying an unconscious Valkyrie in his arms.

"Lauren.. Bo.." He said as he carried Tamsin through the door.

"Oh my God Tamsin!" Bo said as she jumped up off the couch and rushed towards Dyson.

"It's okay.. I think she's fine.. She's drained physically and emotionally. No one knows what it's like for a Valkyrie to carry a soul to Valhalla.. Let alone two souls. I found her at the gate.. She was weak and hysterical. I picked her up and brought her here.. I couldn't leave her behind again.." Dyson said as he laid the blonde on the couch and covered her up. Bo rushed and got a pillow to prop the blonde's head up to a comfortable state.

"Her pulse is strong.. I think she just needs rest…" Lauren said as she checked Tamsin's heart rate and then put her hand on the Valkyrie's forehead, "Valkyrie's heal rapidly after they rest but for Tamsin.. Well.. We don't know what she's going to be like when she wakes.."

"What? What does that mean?" Bo asked as she knelt down beside the Valkyrie and pushed a stray strand of her blonde locks behind her ear.

"..Valkyrie's are trained to not have feelings. To be numb to death.. For her to lose the one person in her life who was a mother figure to her.. She is going to be going through her first heartbreak.. She could wake up in a rage with her powers unleashed in full.." Dyson said softly as he leaned over and kissed the blonde's forehead. "This is the first time she's experienced the loss of someone she cared for.."

"We should stay tonight.. I have some sedatives with me for if she wakes up in an angered state and Dyson can contain her with his strength. Bo you need to lay down.. We can figure things out tomorrow.." Lauren said as she tried to give a sweet smile.

"No.. It's okay.." Bo said softly still looking at the sleeping blonde before her.

"Bo.. Lauren is right. You two should go upstairs, I'll stay down here with Tamsin. We don't know what she's going to wake up as.. You alone with an angered and emotionally hurt Valkyrie is dangerous.." Dyson said as he looked at Lauren and gave a concerned stare.

"We all hurt from losing Kenzi.. Bo you shouldn't be alone right now.. Especially with Tamsin if she's going to be in an unpredictable state of mind. We're worried about you.. What you just went through.." Lauren said as she leaned over and put a comforting hand on Bo's shoulder.

"I know, and I appreciate that from you both but.." Bo said as she stood up and turned to face her two lovers, "But right now.. I need to be alone. I need time.. I need time to sort through everything I just went through with losing Hale, Rainer.. Kenzi.. I love you both so much and you've both been there for me tonight and fought along side me, even though it almost cost me both of you.. Right now I just need to be alone.. I need some time with Tamsin. I know she may wake up in a rage, but she won't hurt me.. She couldn't.. She's the one who has been living here with Kenzi and I.. After me she was the next closest person to Kenzi.. She understands what it's like for me right now.. This was our home.. Tamsin, Kenzi and I lived here and now that Kenzi's gone.. I just.. I need time and I need to be here with Tamsin.. I love you both.." Bo said as she affectionately put her hands on Dyson and Lauren's cheeks, "You both mean the world to me.. But my heart.. Kenzi.. She's gone.. And after everything that's happened lately.. I just need tonight to figure things out.. To grieve and figure out what to do from here.. Please.. I know you both worry and I adore that but just give me tonight with Tamsin. She'll need me as much as I need her.. She is going to be feeling the same pain I am and I just.. Tomorrow I'll meet up with you both and we can figure everything out. I'll be fine.. I promise.."

Dyson and Lauren glanced at each other then back at Bo.

"But Bo if Tamsin.." Lauren started to say.

"She won't hurt me.. I don't know how I know it but I do.. No matter what state she wakes up in.. She would never hurt me.." Bo said as she gave a reassuring smile.

"I trust you.. Just Bo.. Look out for her.. Please.. I love you, you know that, but Tamsin's my partner.. She's been through a lot lately.. I care about her and I just.. She's going to be in a whole new world of hurt.. Just look after her.. Call us if you need anything okay?" Dyson said as he gave a soft smile.

"I will.." Bo said as she leaned in and hugged the wolf and kissed his cheek gently. "You take care of yourself tonight.. I know you're hurting Dyson.. I know you loved Kenzi too.."

Dyson pulled Bo in for a tighter hug as tears fell from his eyes. Bo pulled away and wiped the tears streaming down the wolf's face. Bo then turned and pulled Lauren in for a tight hug as she kissed her cheek.

"I love you Bo.. Thank you for saving me tonight.. Just look after yourself. I know you are going to take care of Tamsin but please… Take care of yourself too.. You need to focus on your pain right now.. Just know that I'm.. WE are here for you.. Tell Tamsin Dyson and I will come by tomorrow to check on her.. I know she and I haven't always gotten along but I do worry about her.. She's been different since her rebirth, and we have Kenzi to thank for that. You two look after each other tonight and if either of you needs anything let us know okay.." Lauren said as she hugged Bo. Bo sniffled and slowly backed out of the hug.

"Thank you both.. For everything.." Bo said as she gave the two a weak smile.

Dyson and Lauren reluctantly walked towards the door, the wolf slung his arm around the doctor's shoulders and Lauren wrapped her arm around Dyson's waist.

Bo watched as the door closed. The Succubus fell to her knees beside the couch where she grabbed Tamsin's hand and held it in hers. Bo didn't know how long it would be until the Valkyrie would wake.. Hours earlier the roles were reversed and she remembers waking up to see Tamsin looking down at her with the same amount of concern. Bo put her head down on Tamsin's hand that she was holding and began to quietly sob. All Bo could think about was how she and Kenzi had been fighting.. That last hug Kenzi gave her.. How Bo could tell something was off with her best friend but she was so focused on Lauren she paid it no mind.. The one thing that replayed in Bo's head over and over was the look in Kenzi's eyes just before she walked into the portal.. Before she sacrificed herself.. That sweet tearful smile that Kenzi gave her as the bright gold light illuminated her face and body. It was that look that made Bo break down. The Succubus couldn't contain her hurt and heartbreak any longer as she cried uncontrollably on the unconscious Valkyrie while she stayed sitting on the floor.

After minutes of sobbing, Bo was shocked when she felt a gentle squeeze on her hand that was tightly intertwined in Tamsin's.

Bo looked up with tears streaming down her face and was met by Tamsin's gorgeous green eyes. Bo tried to speak but no words came out of her mouth. The Succubus could tell Tamsin was still weak, but the blonde slowly brought her free hand over to Bo's face and gently wiped away the tears that were slowly falling down her face.

Bo sniffled and tried to stop the crying because she knew that Tamsin was probably just as devastated by everything that had happened if not more because this feeling of loss was something new for her but Tamsin was being just so caring.. It was a side of the Valkyrie that Bo had never seen before.

Without saying anything, Tamsin gently used her hand that was cupping Bo's face and the hand that Bo was holding, and pulled the brunette on top of her. Bo followed the gently tug and climbed on top of the Valkyrie. Tamsin slowly pulled her hand out of Bo's and put it on Bo's lower back, then used her other hand to pull Bo's head down to rest on her chest. The Valkyrie started to slowly run her fingers through the back of Bo's hair and stroke the Succubus's hair.

As much as Bo was fighting to be strong for Tamsin, the affection the blonde was showing her made her feel safe, secure, and vulnerable. Bo started to sob uncontrollably as she laid on top of Tamsin. Tamsin didn't say anything, but she just continued to stroke Bo's hair and gently rub Bo's back.

They laid like this for about an hour, with no words being said.. Just Bo crying on Tamsin's chest and the Valkyrie holding her tightly.

Bo's cries finally slowed and the brunette slowly lifted her head to look at the Valkyrie. Tamsin was gazing down at Bo with a look the Succubus felt like she had seen many times.. but one she could never really interpret.

"I'm so sorry.. I am laying here crying on you when I should be the one holding you.. You lost her too Tamsin.. She was my best friend.. My sister.. But she was also your moms.. Dyson and Lauren were worried you would wake up and your powers would be uncontrollable from losing her.. Yet here you are holding me together.. Are you okay?" Bo said in a soft voice.

Tamsin sat there for a minute, still stroking Bo's hair and holding her firmly with her other hand that was on the brunette's waist. "I.. I don't know.. I'm definitely not okay.. But.. Well.." Tamsin said as she studied Bo's face, it was as though the blonde was struggling to find the right words to say.

"What? What is it Tamsin?" Bo asked as she laid her hands on the Valkyrie's chest, never breaking their eye contact.

"It's just.. As hurt as I feel.. As sad as I am that she's gone.. I just.. You're Bo.. You're the one who's always holding yourself together for the sake of everyone else. You're the strongest person I've ever met in my many years on this earth. You fight to hold in your emotions around everyone. You don't break down.. Ever.. Not in front of Lauren, Dyson, Trick.. Anyone.. You've been through more these past several months than any of us can even begin to understand. As much as no one agreed with what you did and the whole Rainer and Wanderer situation.. You still have been through so much.. As much as I'm hurting, I know you're hurting worse.. We all need someone Bo.. You have so many people in your life who are there for you.. But you never break down in front of them.. You never cry or lose control to your hurt.. You need someone to hold you right now.. You need to mourn for Kenzi.. For Rainer.. For Hale.. No, I'm not okay.. Not by any means. But being here with you right now.. Holding you.. It makes me feel.. I don't know.." Tamsin said in a such a soft tone it was almost a whisper.

"It makes you feel like you aren't alone? That you aren't the only one who's feeling this much pain?" Bo asked as she kept her eyes focused on the blonde's deep green eyes.

"Exactly.." Tamsin said as she gave a weak smile.

"You aren't alone Tamsin.. I know I've been gone lately and that I hadn't been there for you or Kenzi and I pushed everyone away.. But you and I.. We're going to get through this.. You and I have had our differences and I know you were closer to Kenzi.. But I want to be here for you.." Bo said as she sniffled.

"I.. I need you.. I need you to be here for me Bo.." Tamsin said as her voice cracked and tears began to well up in her eyes.

"I'm going to be here for you Tamsin.. I promise.. But I'm going to need you too.. I can't get through this without you.." Bo said as she raised her hand and gently caressed Tamsin's face.

Tamsin gave a weak smile and huffed out a light laugh, "Bo.. You have Dyson, Lauren and Trick here for you too.. You can always do things without me. You don't need me.."

Bo looked at Tamsin as if she couldn't believe what she just heard, "Tamsin.." Bo breathed out in a whisper, "I do need you.. Now more than ever.. Yes I have them in my life, and I know they cared for Kenzi too but.. The time you have spent with Kenzi lately.. As close as you two have gotten.. I feel like you understand more than anyone how much I'm hurting right now.."

"More than you know Bo.. I've never lost someone like this.. I feel like my heart has been ripped from my chest.. I want to cry but the tears won't fall.. I want to go and smash everything in sight but I don't have the strength.. I want to scream but the voice won't leave my throat.. I feel just so.." Tamsin said as she stopped trying to find the right word.

"Angry.. Sad.. Hopeless.. Devastated.. You feel just so lost and can't imagine what to do next. You feel guilty and upset.. Speechless about how to feel because there are so many emotions raging through your body that you don't know which one to settle with or what will numb the pain and aching that is in your chest?" Bo said as she continued to stroke the blonde's cheek.

"Yeah.. I don't know how to deal with this Bo.. I don't know where we go from here or how to handle anything.." Tamsin said as she closed her eyes and took a deep breath.

"We'll figure it out together.. I just.. I know I couldn't say in this house if you weren't here. You might think that I don't need you and that I have other people in my life.. But right now I need you.. I need you to be here for me.." Bo said as she looked at the Valkyrie.

Tamsin opened her eyes and gave a weak smile, "I promise to be here for you through this.. If you promise to be here for me.."

For the first time since Kenzi's death, Bo gave a genuine real smile.. "I promise Tamsin.."

Tamsin sighed and smiled as she pulled Bo down on top of her for a firm hug as they remained cuddled together on the couch.

They laid there for awhile completely content and lost in each other's embrace.. The comfort they felt was finally numbing the pain they felt.

"What do we do next Bo.." Tamsin whispered as she continued to run her fingers through Bo's hair and gently caress her lower back.

"We figure out a way to get her back.." Bo said as she nuzzled her face into Tamsin's chest.

"That's going to be harder than we think Bo.." Tamsin said as she closed her eyes and squeezed the brunette tightly.

Bo looked up at the Valkyrie and saw the concern on her face.

"What do you mean?" Bo asked as she looked to the blonde.

"..When I delivered Kenzi.. I was told about what would happen if we found the second Hel shoe.. The consequences of it.. It could unleash a raging evil throughout our world.. It could possibly end the earth as we know it.. We can't use the Hel shoe to get her back Bo.. We will need to find another way.. Because if we use the Hel shoe I'll.." Tamsin said as she looked to the brunette.

"You'll what Tamsin.." Bo asked in concern.

"I'll lose you.. And I can't go through that.. We can't use the Hel shoe to get her back.. We need to think of another way. I have a few ideas but we need to figure them out. We need to be smart and careful about it.. Because I won't lose you.. I can't.." Tamsin said as she looked at Bo with worry in her face and fear in her voice.

"Hey.. It's okay.. We'll talk more about it tomorrow.. You can tell me more about what you were told in Valhalla.. If we can't use the Hel shoe to get her back, we will find another way okay? I promise.. You won't lose me.. But we have to find a way to get Kenzi back.." Bo said as she brought her hands up around the Valkyrie's neck.

"Yeah.. No matter what we will get her back.. We just can't use the Hel shoe.. No matter what happens we can't.. But if we figure things out and do this right.. We can get her back.. I'll be here with you the whole time.. I'm not going to let you go through this alone.. We're going to get her back to us.. Like I said.. I have some ideas but we need to figure them out and go through them before we act. We need a plan.." Tamsin said as she gripped tighter on Bo's back.

"Okay.. We will figure things out, make a plan and then get her back.. We won't mess this up.. We won't rush this.. We are going to get her though.. Together.." Bo said as she smiled.

"Damn straight.. Together we're going to get moms back.. There are a lot of things we need to talk about but we can start with them tomorrow. I need some sleep and so do you hot pants.. Tomorrow we'll start on Operation: Bring Mama Russian home.." Tamsin said with a smile.

"You really are incredible.." Bo said as she caressed Tamsin's cheek, "I'm so glad I have you.."

"Me too Bo.. Me too.. Now close those brown puppy eyes and get some sleep.. We have a lot to talk about tomorrow okay?" Tamsin said as she pulled Bo back down on top of her.

"Sounds good Valkyrie.. Night.. And Tamsin..?" Bo said as she snuggled into the blonde's chest.

"Yeah?" Tamsin asked as she snuggled deeper into the couch and held the brunette close.

"Thank you.." Bo said as she leaned up and gave the blonde a quick kiss on the cheek then laid her head back down on Tamsin's chest and closed her eyes.

"A-Anytime.." Tamsin said in a stutter as she was shocked from Bo's lips grazing her skin. Bo fell asleep in minutes, but the Valkyrie laid there awake completely lost in her thoughts.. Her thoughts about Kenzi and how they were going to get her back.. The thoughts of what she was told when she delivered Rainer and Kenzi's souls to Valhalla.. The fear and worry she had coursing through her as well as the pain in her heart from losing Kenzi.. Then the feelings she had for Bo.. There were things that she was dying to tell the brunette.. Things Bo needed to hear about but they were things that Tamsin didn't know if she was ready to tell, because these things were secrets the Valkyrie held dear, for the blonde it was life or death when it came to her feelings for Bo… After her mind finally stopped racing long enough for the Valkyrie to drift to sleep, she laid there left alone with her dreams as she clung to the Succubus in her arms.