Karofsky stood in the doorway to the auditorium watching New Directions singing "Born This Way" god i wish i was that confident.He thought to himself over and over again. He did wish that he was confident enough to sing about being different but mainly he wished he was strong enough to admit to being different.
No matter gay straight or bi, lesbian, transgendered life. I'm on the right track baby i was born to survive.
This line ran in Karofsky's mind over and over again. It made him think... If people found out, would everything be so bad?He smiled as he saw Kurt dancing around; he regretted bullying Kurt so bad! All he was being himself and he hated him for that because he despised that he could be strong, but him, himself couldn't!
He had always admired Kurt even if he would not admit it to anybody even himself, but while thinking to himself he didn't realise other member of the football team approach him.
"Watching the homos are we Karofsky?" one of the football players shouted as they all laughed.
"Dude, don't use that word!" Karofsky said angrily, glaring at all the football players showing that he was being serious.
"Oh my god! Karofsky's turned gay!" Sean shouted out as they started to walk away all laughing. Karofsky just shrugged his shoulders, thinking to himself i'm on the right track baby i was born to survive. Telling them won't be so bad right? Okay to be honest he doubted it but before he could control what he was saying the words just came out of his mouth.
"So what if i am?" He did not mean to say that and instantly regretted it, they're gonna go mad! But they didn't, they just stood there shocked. "What? You're gay?" Cory said slowly, shocked.
"Erm...yeah, If you're going to beat me up, can you do it quick?" Karofsky said constantly looking at the floor, scared that if he looked up he'd see a bunch of disgusted faces.
"What? No, we're not going to beat you up mate! We're not homophobic! The homophobic one was always you but we can see why now!" Some of the football players laughed at the comment as did Karofsky. "Oh, but you're probably gonna get slushied once or twice a week! Rule of the school mate!" Paul winked at him and he laugh, "I think i can live with that!"
They all patted him on the shoulder and he smiled to himself, maybe this isn't as bad as i thought it was going to be.
No matter gay straight or bi, lesbian, transgendered life. I'm on the right track baby i was born to survive.
