My first Seddie fic! Hope you like it! (: Review if you want to see Freddie's reply!
Disclaimer: I don't own iCarly.
Dear Freddie,
You must be wondering why I'm writing this letter to you. That'll come soon, I promise. But first I want to tell you a few things.
By the time you get this letter, I might already be dead or in the operating room. And I want you to know this, because I can't keep it in anymore.
I love you.
If you've dropped the letter or getting ready to rip it apart, please let me explain. I've been in love with you since the time we kissed for the first time. I haven't had courage to tell you anything, but here it is. I decided that I should tell you before I'm gone.
I have a brain tumor, Freddie. A big one. It's near the back of my head, and I've been close to death a few times this year. I couldn't let you or Carly know, both of you would have been heart-broken, or maybe you would've started avoiding me because I'm a dying girl. Please don't cry if you've made it this far, I know you will if I had told you this face-to-face. Please, Freddie, if I die, if you do love me back and you're crying right now, promise me one thing.
Live without me. Move on. Never look back and keep going forward. Forget about me, forget about all the moments we had. Just do me that one favor and I swear I will be looking back at you in heaven. If I do survive - I have a 10% chance of surviving, by the way, - well then, this would be awkward. Don't bother praying for me - the doctors have told me that I would either die, become a vegetable, or live with memory loss. Either way, I probably won't be back in your life anytime soon.
I'm writing this letter to you to tell you that I'm ready to go, and if I do go. Please forget about me, I beg you, Freddie.
I'll miss you. I love you.
Love,
Samxx
