When You're Gone
It had been four, miserable years since the last time I have seen him. The last time, I saw his purple, shoulder length hair.
I then turned on the radio. It was one of my favorite songs, "When you're gone," by Avril Lavinge.
I listened as I lay down on my soft bed.
I always needed time on my own
I never thought that...
needed you then when I cried
A silver tear tricked down my face, as I remembered his beautiful smirk, on his loveable, tan face.
And the days feel like years
when I'm alone
And the bed where you lie
is made up on your side
I fingered at the sheets remebering the time when I was still with him, as boyfriend and girlfriend. Of how we used cuddle with each other during the coldest of nights, camping in the forest when we were too far away from a city.
When you walk away
I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now
Tears drizzled down harder as I sobbed, remembering when he left me. And of how my tears were the same as that time.
When you're gone
the pieces of my heart are missing you
I remembered as my heart broke, and of how painful it was to watch him go.
When you're gone
the face I've came to know is missing too
I barely remembered his face, if only wasn't for the picture on my bedside. I picked it up, and wept it harder, my blue hair crept down my ivory shoulders. My sapphire eyes flooding over the rim.
When you're gone
all the words I needed to hear
to always get through the day
and make it okay
I miss you
His voice calmed always had calmed me down when I had my downs. I sobbed, "Why did you have to leave me?"
I never felt this way before
Everything I do, reminds me of you
I always went grocery shopping with him. I remembered clinging onto his arm as we walked through the crowded streets of Vielstone, and if we ever finished our tasks on time, would he take me to the department store.
The clothes you left that lie on the floor
and they smell just like you
I love things that you do
More tears cascaded as I fingered his old shirt, the one he left behind, and the one he used to wear when I first met him. The softness that I did not want to forget.
When you walk away
I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now
I wept harder, barely able to breath as I sobbed into my hands.
When you're gone
the pieces of my heart are missing you
and When you're gone
the face I've came to know is missing too
And When you're gone
the words I need to hear
to always get me through the day
and make it okay
I sobbed as I wished to see his face, my heart shredding more of the thought of it. The pain was at its extreme. I did not hear the front door creak open, and the footsteps to my door. As I sobbed I felt warm hands embrace me and those three words piercing my heart and ears.
I miss you
we were made for each other
out here forever
I know we were
Yaaieaaah
I looked up to see that it was him, his dark, purple, onyx eyes. The warm smile on his tan face. It looked older, but still beautiful.
And for nobody was here for you to know
everything I've done for my heart was over
I can hardly breath I need to feel your hair with me
Yaaaaah
I stroked his silky purple hair to make sure that he wasn't an allusion.
When you're gone
the pieces of my heart are missing you
and When you're gone
the face I've came to know is missing too
and When you're gone
the words I needed to hear
will always get me through the day
and make it okay
He murmered in my ear, as I whispered his name, "Paul."
I miss you
